I am going to get very real with you right now. Somewhere in this story is your story too. About 4 years ago I was cosmically knocked sideways and washed up on the shore of my sturdy brown sofa. Was I sick? Not exactly. Was I malingering? Hardly. Then what exactly happened?
My prized professional life hit the skids. This quick slide was due, in part, to the federal government’s mandates around defense contracting that quickly hit my healthcare related organization. That sluggish access to new contracts meant, though I was a “highly valued contributor” I was placed ‘on the beach’ which in contractor parlance meant, while I still had my senior job, I was given ill-defined projects to effectively fill my time until ‘real’ work was won.Ugh. Busy work projects are a misery and I tend to easily make a quick change under those nefarious conditions.
But what followed for me was an unprecedented galactic oriented trip that lasted for months. This experience was characterized by strange physical but even stranger conscious awareness attributes. Since age 7 I have been aware of my expanded consciousness in general. I developed and grew my understandings across time in meaningful, but controlled ways via reading, workshops, energy/spiritual teachers, etc. These lifelong skills mostly centered on empathic and intuitive capabilities and were very helpful for my psychotherapy and associated career work. But this time a sharp, unprecedented and surprise leap in awareness literally threw me for a loop. And yet, I was oddly okay with all of it. Smile.
This was the time when literally it seemed that the universe opened up to me. Without warning. No drugs involved. I became acutely aware and oriented to my Universal Being. I am talking mathematical blueprint type knowingness, sacred geometries, angels, and galactic beings. Yep. Fact is, I am still opening up to this awareness and all that this means for me in this lifetime. And yes, this level of awareness literally changed not only what I would begin to do for a living but how I would do it. My evolving career is unfolding as I write this.
My guess, is that like me, your awakening to your True Self has implications for your working life just as it has for mine. You are being challenged to integrate your new awareness that may be growing by leaps and bounds, into the mundane routines you have established in your own career over many years. And you may be wondering if all of this change inside yourself is going to require changes in your work life. It may. The fact is, you are becoming more of who you were always meant to be. And with that growth comes changes in how you express yourself, which for the modern human, means the world of work. As of today, most of us still need jobs that earn money.
I am hear to tell you that you will make a way. Be gentle, be slow, be patient with yourself. Stay as grounded as possible as your old routines crumble. They are only leaving you right on time, allowing the new to arrive, also right on time. But for now, if you have read to this point, here is what I want you to know in order to support yourself as this happens for you:
- You are not crazy. You are magnificent and brilliant in ways you are just now figuring out. Being an embodied soul is a miracle. Coming to realize this is a gift to be treasured.
- You are finally shedding the programming that we must take on when we agree to come to this planet.We had to ‘eat’ of this earth’s energetic situation in order to know with what we were dealing.This is our universal job.
- Shedding is painful, but you are built to tolerate pain while you transit through it but you will have to remember how to release it. Holding painful beliefs too long creates disease. You will need help from time to time. That is why people like me are here among us now. There are many of us here in fact.
- You knew when you elected to come that earth was dense and heavy and painful. That is why you came at this very time, along with the rest of us, to raise the vibration here and take earth to her next rightful expression. This is happening right now, so good job beloved.
- Allow yourself to understand that many others in our multi-verse would give anything to be here now during this amazing time of change that is called Ascension.
- Know that you have resources, all internal, on-call 24/7. You but need to do some asking and calling forth. These resources are Angelic, Galactic, Elemental, and too many to list here. Even colors and numbers have resonances for your well-being.
- You have NEVER ever, not once, been alone on your journey. No one ever is. You have a loving, powerful, and wise collective of Beings who make you their business to support, comfort, and provide feedback while you are here.
- As this is a free-will planet, you will have to choose what makes you well and heals you. You will have to allow yourself to release suffering. It is, and always has been, only you who brings your thoughts and perceptions to life here. Just #8 alone can blow anyone’s mind.
This is plenty for today. Sending you Love, because that is what I do. And I am thrilled and feel amazing freedom when I do. Om shanti.