Here is a basic tenet about living a three dimensional human life. We have human bodies. They get hurt and we suffer. Diseases also cause us tremendous pain. And we get hurt at both the accidental and deliberate hands and psychological predation of others and ourselves. In our current Agreement this is part of the programming we accepted to be on this planet. Therefore we suffer mightily. Given the predominance of pain, allow me to introduce its divine service to you.
To explore the opportunity pain brings you, consider the emotional pain you now experience. Because this by far is your most challenging and unrelenting issue as it is for the entire human species. You are suffering just as I once did on a daily basis. Suffering is inevitable given what our collective believes and does in response to those beliefs. It is our heritage for thousands of years now. The good news is all of this is changing. The fact you are reading this item is just one affirmation for this fact. Unlike prior generations, we are healing faster and more effectively from the steady stream of unending emotional pain than at any other time on Earth. Beloveds, as a collective we are releasing our Agreement to hold the beliefs required to produce the resultant expression of suffering.
In the late 90’s I had a prophetic boyfriend who told me, among many things that eventually came to pass, that I was “always walking through a field of of wild flowers” implying that I only saw the beauty in life and never allowed myself to look at the darker parts. He was right. And many of you who are very intuitive and empathic types will understand what he was telling me. As a highly conscious person, just as you are or are becoming, I thought my job was to remain positive, keep my eyes turned towards the Light, and share this with others. I was in immense emotional pain. In fact, I was becoming exhausted by the accumulation of pain, mine and other’s, but unwilling to acknowledge it because to do so would change my life in ways for which I was not consciously ready.
I am here to tell you many years later that acknowledging and then healing emotional pain is a divinely provided and supported path to conscious awareness and spiritual growth. In this growth you will find the peace, comfort and stability of self that is your Original Birthright. And it is a common path of choice for humans inclusive of physical pain which has a monstrous but certain pathway that can take you to a new level of human existence as you pass through it. When you are ready, often in the eleventh hour, you will relent, you will collapse, and then you will allow yourself to recover. You will take the trip the mythical Persephone takes into the abysmal depths seemingly below and behind all that is familiar and preferred.
The journey will challenge everything you thought you knew about yourself and others. Then you will return to the true Spring of your life revived and hopeful. You will blossom naturally in ways you did not imagine possible while you were so busy being consumed by managing and responding to pain. I know this because I am now in this blooming phase of life. It was not easy to get here. Some of it was, and sometimes still is, downright ugly. All’s not lost in the process either. While it was going on I had love, friends, work and enjoyment in my life. Yes, at times I did not have love, did not have friends and did not work and did not enjoy my life. Looking back it was very much an endurance dance across years.
One way to conceive of pain as a path to healing and powerful consciousness growth is to imagine that you are ‘threading the eye of the needle’ which means to go straight for it and headlong into the center of it such that you arrive cleared of it on the other side. Of course, you will eddy out to the edges of it from time to time. It is only human to lighten up a bit and give yourself plenty of breaks.
Be generous with yourself most of all. Get any and all healthful support available to you while you endeavor to heal. Make use of nature, the healing arts, good food, laughter, music and quality care as needed. You have within you everything needed for releasing and relieving that which causes you so much pain and suffering. You came to our gorgeous Earth will all of this capability written into everyone of your over 30 trillion cells. Now it is about remembering and practicing.
Your affirmation: Please read it through once. Then read it aloud once. And then read it very slowly aloud to yourself even if it seems you lose the meaning of the words you are saying. There is power in this method.
‘I have everything I need inside of me in order to release and heal all pain and suffering. I choose now to activate those healing agents with deep gratitude for my true and divinely guided self.’
I am sending you my Love. Thank you for being on the planet at this incredible time. Om shanti. Amber