In the last two weeks I have had difficult heart-shock. I have also had equally potent surprise and delight. And I know without a doubt that I created and manifested both in order to heal and exceed my current limitations to understanding and thriving in my current life on earth. By agreement before birth, I agreed to have all of these experiences as an expression and exploration of the Divine.
What I said above demonstrates self responsibility as well as sovereignty. In other words, regardless of the humans or constructs involved, no one is doing anything TO me. I am never a victim. Unconsciously or with conscious awareness I created and manifested the whole experience. And since this is true for me, it gets to be my task to confront it with love, then heal and release it back to Source. If I did not know this beyond a shadow of a doubt, I would find living on earth at this time wholly untenable.
The roller coaster that is currently the cosmic and earthly gateway into and beyond this Spring Equinox 2018 is a doozy of fast action and ultimately, resultant growth taking this planet and all who live here headlong into Unity Consciousness. As I write, given my recent experiences, this I am both exclaiming “ouch!” and “whoopee!” These are seemingly diametrically opposed conditions, right? Not so fast.
In fact, these are better viewed as polar opposites that are connected on one continuum of experience. Two sides of the same coin. If I could write this out mathematically I would be able to prove that they are one and the same condition with one expressing itself in the range of Shadow (light) and the other expressing as Light (light). Understand that shadow is also light simply vibrating at a lower and slower sine wave rate than the whiter, brighter and infinitely more pleasing kind.
Many of you who read my posts understand that ALL energy is light energy. It is the stuff of which ALL life in every form is created. While so many of us lightworking, wayshowing, healing artist types of every path prefer the ‘love & light’ story excluding the Shadow Self entirely, I am offering to you a better understanding of that limited framework.
Until we take complete responsibility for what is hurtful in our lives, personal, global or karmic, in addition to what we already adore about living we will continue to fall into a well of suffering at varying levels for variable durations. We will have to figure out how to invite ourselves back to our more comfortable centered selves. The Shadow within our human nature is unique to this third dimensional life we live. In fact, you came here knowing this. You simply forgot as you also knew you would do.
As a Collective we are Service to Others souls. We are helping heal a planet just by BEING us given the dominion that the larger human collective shadow has had over the planet for thousands of years. The name of this human shadow is Service to Self/Power over Others souls. As such, the faster we Service to Others humans learn to face and then love our painful aspects of any origin we will learn to balance our energy range in a day to day way. You simply can not come into balance and centeredness without know what is on the other side of the energetic scale.
And without this level of acumen at holding both shadow & light within equal love and conscious understanding your work as a contributing soul, while still very potent, will be fraught with wider vibratory swings that will dampen your Service capability each time you have to find your way back to center. This dampening is frustrating to many of you who are in full Service tilt. I know. I get just as frustrated as you do when I have to dig myself out of another vibratory energy hole. The good news is that I have a much narrower range of wobble in this arena. You can too.
It is inevitable that you will wobble all over the place as you learn to do what I am proposing. Even when we have a good sense of energy management from this perspective new levels of challenge occur. In my experience, just as is happening now, the level of challenge (shadow) is just as powerful as the level of (light) I am able to now hold and utilize as lightworker and wayshower.
This is exactly why daily energy management is so important. Plainly said, I find plenty of ogres guarding the gate as I make my way to my next new experience of consciousness. Our ‘ring pass not’ or ‘threading the eye of the needle’ experiences require courage and commitment like no other aspect of existence. The further we go, the further we explore shadow too. We can not know ourselves without this level of contrast as human beings. In fact, it is said that incarnating on Earth is highly valued given the range and level of contrast that exists. Other planets and planes of existence apparently do not.
I am wishing you much success as you navigate your own energy balance in the coming days. Today on the planet you have way more access to internal resources that can quicken your balancing act than at any other time in modern history. Go in search of those resources and make your own recipe for success.
Much love, Amber