Witnessing Lower 3D Energies

Witnessing Lower 3D Energies

I had no idea I’d ever need to write about this. In fact I had zero intention to explore what I am going to write about here. And I have a distinct impression that I am not alone in my lack of  willingness to go deep into the witness of the lower density aspects of our beloved planet and planetary system.

For those who are reading this blog for the very first time, as most of you will be, here is a brief synopsis. I was a very awakened child who had to come to terms early with the pain on the planet and her people. I also experienced what is best described as otherworldly interaction at times that left me frightened and mystified. I grew into a very personal relationship to that which is best described as Christ Consciousness in later childhood. Those of you newer to ascension related themes, know that Christ Consciousness is not a religious term, rather it is more of a planetary timeline term. Early adulthood was varying stages of healing myself, being taught consciousness principles and just doing life.

Today I am a wayshower. For me this include lightworker duties inclusive of grid keeping and teaching. I am also a forever-student in consciousness particularly within the Law of One and Unity Consciousness.

Over many years you could easily say I was part of the ‘love & light’ tribe. Early on in our spiritual lives it is imperative to understand what that means. It can take an entire lifetime to get those basics situated into our daily lives. While I was getting that frequency and resonance habituated, I also did something exquisitely important to continuing to grow: I addressed my pain and eventually fell in love with myself and my life. Spiritual bypassing is real. You simply must know how you have been programmed and harmed in this life in order to move beyond it. It takes a lot of time, practice, grace and forgiveness to do so.

Thanks to the flooding of cosmic light plasma and varying light codes, the procession of equinoxes and many other highly significant timed releases, the long prevailing shadows are now in the bright light of the day all across our planet. You may have noticed this personally: You are looking at your own life, relationships and work, not with a sense of easy- to- dismiss unease, but pure shock in some cases. Some of you are actively fighting, spitting mad with an ax to grind, be it social, political or racial given today’s climate.

Many humans feel a tacit freedom to let loose pent up emotional rage. Please be aware that your fury is more fuel for the continuation of same. Old structures may fall in the force of fury, but only creation energies build the harmonious new ones. Creation energies are engaged on the basis of love.

Amidst a global health crisis, you are likely having a quickening of awarenesses that only something so abrupt and engulfing could bring about. Many humans, disrupted in their daily habits, realize how dependent they were on things being ‘as they were’. This stasis for most of us allowed us to avoid looking closer, feeling deeper, asking more questions.  Time watching TV or getting a latte at a favorite coffee house could soften most of the hard edges of truth that began to encroach on our psyches.

As for me, this acuity in madness has moved my attention to the level of marked long-term suffering on our planet. Before we hit this phase, notably since 2012, in the cycle of ascension on our planet, perceived time was slower, until recent decades we had no internet within which to witness, gather and compare notes.

While it has always been true here on earth, it appears more markedly noticeable that our children suffer en mass at the hands of adults, widespread poverty and lack of access to clean food and water sickens and kills humans, wars annihilate large groups of people and scar the land and needless racial divides keep us busy exploring hate.  Before now there was a weird sleepy acceptance that these things were just a fact of life. We didn’t have much energy to take a hard look at their true genesis. Personal and collective human trauma is the number one reason we have not had the energy.

I am now going to be as plain as I can be in the public domain. I apologize how coded this may seem therefore.

This is a fallen planet. Lemuria and then Atlantis both fell. They were fifth dimensional societies. The human species fell into the third dimension. This means we lost the ability to know that we are divine beings made in the image of Source. Losing the ability to know this is VERY different from losing the ability to BE divine beings. We still ARE. We are simply, as a species, laid low by repetitive, systematic trauma. What a marvelous way to keep a people from knowing themselves fully, isn’t it? Trauma is not a natural condition of human existence by birth. Not in the least. But it is endemic to the third dimension. Trauma is applied.

Given our planetary amnesia, humans fell prey to energies not fully within this plane or realm. If you are reading this far you will accept that there are billions of planetary systems within the omniverse. Humans are a precious resource mined not unlike our gold and other alloys and minerals. Our emotions and creative thoughts are powerful and this is well known across the cosmos. These creation energy skills imbued in our humankind are harnessed and used to maintain the less than organic systems that run our planet today.

Please understand that all planetary systems and peoples move in a 26 thousand year cycle of decension and ascension. But it bears understanding for the sake of empowerment here on earth in the third dimension, to know who you are as a human and of what you are capable by birthright. In doing so, THIS is how we free ourselves and take our planet to her next highest expression. The truest statement is that she, Gaia, is doing this herself with our without us. She is a sentient being in an of her own accord.

A key to your power is found in healing your pain, loving yourself and practicing self responsibility and sovereignty. Anything short of this leaves you open to the programming of yes, puppet masters, who have long enslaved human consciousness for the benefit of lower density interests on other planes of existence.

In the most fundamental sense, this is the way of the omniverse. None of this is good nor bad. It just is. But from the perspective of humans in non-stop suffering programs and experimentation, it’s time to wake up and stop giving your consent. Understand that there are laws governing all beings. Consent must be given. Pay attention.

Most of all, thank you for being here with me and all of us in this phase of human planetary shift. These are powerful times to be here. You came for this.

Always with my love,

Amber

The Current State of the Light Working Tribe

The Current State of the Light Working Tribe

Dear ones,

I am grateful to have this window to circle back to you. Om shanti. Much love. Those are the first things that must be said. You are feeling the speed of our toroidal spin on the planet. I know this. As such, everything is moving very quickly. Relationships are increasingly more deeply revealing and defined. Work lives are more acutely demonstrating their suitability for our needs and well-being, or lack thereof. We are all feeling a call to stay present in our days and release anything that no longer ‘grows corn’ as our Native American ancestors would advise.

We are spending less time contemplating our karmic patterns and now simply living them with purpose and intent. Consciousness is now much less a cognitive construct and much more a living point of awareness at all times. All of this was long prophesied in the human evolution. Whereas only some of us knew those prophesies, all of us are now subject to their waves of influence. We feel this daily. Many, many more of us are awakened to the difference in our own awarenesses. Our collective thoughts and feelings in this manner are literally building blocks to a new civilization on this planet.

One observation I’ve made in my own life is that I no longer have the ability to linger in what I thought was the future or the past. They’ve seemed to have dissipated as alternative places into which to place energy of any kind. Humans have long been known for grinding the grist of our personal pasts and fretting anxiously over our future. It appears that as your light quoitient grows, the light dims on ‘before’ and ‘after’ now. I’ve never lived so in the now as I am currently experiencing.

I’m enclosing below my latest conversation with Sitara Joules Lightbringer. We are now in our second year teaching consciousness constructs via a simple conversation platform. You will see that we love to have this monthly dialogue with each other and are called to share these with you.

Sending you love and comfort on this mighty strange and beautiful journey we share. Thank you for being here with me. -Amber

 

Wow! The 2020 Energies are Here.

Wow! The 2020 Energies are Here.

Hello Readers. Wishing each of you much peace and love in your personal lives as I write this. You have likely been reading and watching video content talking about all the anticipated energies of this new year. You will find that there are some common themes: deep revelation and movement towards balance. All of this means yes, some ‘shake up’ in status quo that can make us very uncomfortable at times. The longer you’ve been on the planet the more intensely this can be felt given how long you’ve been juggling what you know to be true in your heart and what you’ve had to find a way to live with given the planet’s density. This condition is certainly true in my own life and that of my friends and family.

Anything old and buried, painfully tucked away and put on a shelf is up for healing now. 2019 saw us have personal revelation at new levels, well, this is the year for speaking in your clearest voice, one that you are only now getting acquainted with, which means a lot of bumps and knocks along the way. Others are not always going to be comfortable with what is true for you. As such, turn towards your daily personal practices that release, heal and comfort. It’s a must. If you need to know more about what those practices can entail, reach out to any healing arts teacher from any discipline and get to work on creating a sense of personal wellbeing in the midst of intermittent turmoil.

Much love, in gratitude and Service, Amber

The following is this month’s anniversary show, ‘Esoterics Today’. Enjoy!

Balance and unification rule this year. Plus a good bit of ‘shake up’ for anything we’ve been keeping secret from ourselves to include our personal lives and our institutions and mass programmed beliefs. In this month’s anniversary show, we take a look at the prevailing energies as we exit 2019 and move into 2020. We discuss how this will all play out at a universal level and how this can affect us as individuals. You will hear us touch into the times of Atlantis and how aspects of that period are still within the psyche and cellular memory. We reference the crystal beds on Gaia and their role in the organic matrix. We also touch on other planetary systems too. As usual we get into how our personal ‘shake ups’ require more of our light-working community relative to being in fairly dense places we typically prefer not to go and why the call is upon us.

Omnipresence in Everyday Form

Omnipresence in Everyday Form

Dear Reader.

I’m sending you the latest in our ‘Esoterics Today’ podcast & YouTube show. It is a conversation about highly esoteric topics between two middle-aged wayshowers. You can also find us by the same name on SoundCloud. We get into very consciousness-based, highly esoteric content interesting at this time among a growing number of humans today. It is simply a dialogue between us that we are sharing with anyone who tunes in. Always sending my love.

Omnipresence has been hijacked by world religions to reflect externalized gods and their natures. Indeed, the condition for omnipresence is within each on of us. It is our innate divine template. We are only now in this portion of human history willing to understand it and see where we need to grow in our remembrance of who we are as a species. Many social ills are immediately solved by the remembrance of omnipresence. Come listen in on the conversation as we explain what it is and how it shows up in our daily practices. We are only asked to grow ourselves and therefore we emanate our understanding one unto another. How beautiful really. Amber & Sitara.

Here is How to Heal your Love Life

Here is How to Heal your Love Life

I know you are exhausted with your inner life at times. It seems to demand an inexorable amount of energy. I totally get this. I go through this too. Some days it takes sheer will to stay devoted to your path. Each day brings a myriad of opportunities to participate in low vibe outbursts (check), satisfying but costly eye rolls (check), or simply the feeling that bed is the only safe place to be (check). Check.

If you are in an active love relationship with a mate of any kind right now, godspeed. I could just end this post right there. I sincerely wish you (and me) very well. This is especially the case if you and said mate have not already trolled the depths of human relational misery and worked out those kinks in a real and meaningful manner by this point. We’ve incarnated and fallen in love at a very potent time on the planet.

Even IF you have taken a flashlight to those shadows together you may be getting surprised right now with what is returning for another go-round, another even deeper review and clarification. It’s almost unbelievable to me how much human living is spent unwinding karmic patterns in the presence of a beloved ‘other’. Which brings me to my point.

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If you have not already arrived to the fundamental understanding that your mate IS you on some level. I recommend you get that nailed down now. Once you do this things will get a whole lot smoother and make a lot more sense to you. NOTE: For this post, I am not addressing those of you in highly dysfunctional situations where someone or both of you are acting out in dangerous or criminal ways (although the same truths apply with deeper teaching needed). I am addressing the most common relationship challenges.

Here it is: When you agreed to come to the earth this time, by soul contract or blueprint you brought with you that which was not quite resolved (evolved) from other existences. You also brought attributes and accomplishments you would need here in ole earth school which is often my sweet relief. You are after all, ascending/evolving/growing through this human kingdom. It is what we do here otherwise we do not come.

You also need to grasp the Law of One. Right now. Simply put, there is nothing that is not you. Or everything is you. Same difference. Your sovereignty this life time hinges on your adoption of this construct and your ability to ACT on it. Every day. As often during the day as you can. No, not just in yoga class, at the meditation center or during a reiki session. All the time. At work, at PTA, the grocery store and on the freeway. It will take practice.

A word on becoming sovereign. I can’t stress enough how this very word is triggering you right this moment. It is laden with magnetizing vibratory encodement– as all form (and words are manifest form) is, to set your consciousness on a path towards it. Reread what I wrote there. Sovereignty IS a condition for passing through a 3rd dimensional living experience into a unity consciousness manifest fourth density/fifth dimensional life experience while in the body your soul is wearing right at the moment.

All this said, you attracted (magnetized) and are holding your mate in your holographic template as an aspect of yourself you are working on now. You did this by usually unconscious choice, but choice none-the-less. Claim your responsibility for doing so as quickly as possible. Next time you will be even more conscious of your mate choice but guess what, you will still be surprised at the shadow aspects that will come flying up at you with that one too. This is the third dimensional relationship life.

When you do as I have suggested above something truly miraculous happens. NO not every one lives happily ever after with their mate. That’s pretty much a pile of programming crap. What WILL happen is that you become exquisitely responsible for your choices in that relationship. THIS is the miracle. You become devoted to yourself, your embodied soul-self, in new ways: communicating with as much love, forgiveness and compassion you can muster. Yes, on some days that’s not much. I know. But the more you practice, I promise, the better it gets.

You will naturally become less interested in what they did TO you or what they said TO you or what was not done etc. When you see your mate as yourself you become increasingly devoted to self love and its full expression. You begin to get curious about what aspects of yourself are being mirrored to you for healing. You will start acting differently toward said mate. When you do so, you are healing the condition of yourself that you brought to this lifetime and needed to heal/recover.

What I’ve noticed personally and have seen in friends and clients over the last couple years is that once you hop off that frequency or ‘song sheet’ that you were on before– arguments, frustration– the usual suspects of suffering– the ‘other’ starts appearing differently to you. You will ask yourself if something has changed in them. No, something has changed in YOU.

I’ve seen couples resolve and grow closer in this process and I’ve seen people split in this process. Both are beautiful choices as they are a perfect reflection of who you came to be and what life on earth is all about today at this time in the human condition. What I can see in my own experience is that new intimacy can grow. I can also see that when the soul contract with the mate is complete, they move out of our lives. We move them out naturally and with tons less drama. Unless of course, you are still exploring drama as a human motif. If that’s the case, you’ll have plenty of it.

I hope this post has strung a few constructs together that can be practically meaningful for you today. I write this as I do everything with my love. – Amber

Please take a moment to set up a session with me should any of this need support. We are all in varying places in our consciousness growth and spiritual practice.  I am here as a professional and experienced mirror for you.

 

 

 

Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

Balance 3D Living with 5D+ Awareness

It is time that we came to terms with our emotional wellbeing. A lot has changed. We feel stretched, wrung out, run over AND exhilarated, empowered and energized. I know.

You and I know that we came to this lifetime to be of service to humanity and the planet.  Some of you who read this are doing so openly and directly, others of you are doing so in more behind the scenes ways. Still others of you are wondering why on earth you arrived again to this cosmological exurb as things are so notoriously painful and challenging you wonder if you took a wrong turn through a wormhole. I sincerely get that last one.

You are among the most exquisitely aware and sensitive human beings on the planet alive today. Because you are an embodied soul operating within a human nervous system and psychological framework,  your ego might still want to think I paid you a compliment. To a certain extent it is noteworthy as you are beyond amazing. You have courage for miles and the consciousness skills of a cosmic ninja. What dampens enthusiasm however is it is simply not easy living here in the third dimension. For any of us.

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I am grateful beyond belief to be able to write to you here. Your presence brings me comfort and a sense of community. This said, I am about to remind you of something extremely important to your third dimensional existence. You have had a lot of trouble figuring this living thing out precisely because you were NOT supposed to come here and fit in. Understand now that we already have 85% or so of the human population doing that ‘fitting in’ thing. You came to hold a different tune, or harmonic as it were. Sometimes this difference is excruciating.

Here is what you need to know: Our kind needs a very particular balance and integration in our daily lives.  How we go about achieving this has not been made into a package on the market, program you can purchase or pill that you can swallow. YOU are individually creating this for yourself.

I should know from whence I write. I’ve been watching and listening to our kind extensively over the last three years. I’ve been in numerous online groups with thousands of members and only hundreds, both as a member and as an administrator. I’ve co-hosted the former Facebook Live show ‘Practically Quantum’ and am now co-host of ‘Esoterics Today with Amber & Sitara’ on SoundCloud.

Over those years and in those spaces I saw all kinds of emotional overload and fantastical ecstasies played out. As I was coming to grips with my own inner landscape, I even dabbled in a few unwittingly myself. Whew. We are on the front row, as forerunners in the human kingdom, having some of the most incredible inner and outer occurrences and synchronicities. We are understanding a quantum level of gnosis not seen on the planet in modern history. It’s going to get messy.

Regardless of how you refer to it, human growth, evolution, ascension or a horizon event, etc., our exquisitely aware and sensitive community is developing both in numbers and consciousness quickly. Our daily routines, work lives and relationships are all coming under our microscopes like never before. Indeed our entire understanding of systems, cultures and programming has come under self-scrutiny.

As such, this is a call out to you to be very thoughtful about your well-being. Be especially careful with regard to your emotional and mental framework. Stay steady and dedicated to what needs to happen on a daily basis so that your life functioning at baseline stays in tact. Focus on your working life, family life, friendships and activities that bring you pleasure. Find more of your kind and community. Nourish your body with good whole food and rest regularly. Be sure to harness nature’s curative and grounding influence too.

What you are coming to understand about why you are here, who you are, and the nature of the universe/multiverse can put an enormous amount of pressure on your daily life given your role as one who holds enormous understanding, compassion and light. How you are able to hold your energy patterning through these transfiguring times is going to become a model for many as the years pass. THIS.IS.WHY.YOU.CAME.

All humans are increasingly awakening to their inner lives and the call to develop sovereign living as the move toward unity consciousness calls to them. This process is going to go on for anywhere from hundreds to thousands of years depending on the collective timeline chosen. You will be there, at this phases, to say, “yes, I know, and this is how I did it. This what I did in order to be grounded and practical through my own growth in this area of my lifetime.” This understanding is a large part of how you will go on to serve those around you. It is for many of you, the reason you came this time.

Wishing you all the joy of our brilliant times, ease through the birthing process of a newly arriving consciousness and the ability to be there for one another.

Always with my love, Amber

ps. I know you have grown a lot lately. I know you wonder what is going on from a spiritual/consciousness perspective. If you’d like to work with me to create more emotional wellbeing through your spiritual practices, please send a contact message or email me at suburbanlightworker@gmail.com or call 571-969-6904. We can get a lot done in one session very often. xx

A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

The lesson I am writing about occurred when I was getting a hot stone massage in a ski village high up in the Rocky Mountains. The woman involved, a massage therapist,  imparted a powerful lesson about being fully present and grounded in this lifetime.

At times, as some of you do, I get intrusive awarenesses about other people and situations even when minding my own energetic business. I try to reserve my insight for those who patently ask for it. These more random moments happen because I operate out of clair-senses and intuition a lot of the time now. This was one of those times that incoming information was not particularly convenient but the information persisted.

As I laid there with moderately heavy and deliciously hot stones on my body in the dim, aromatic therapy room I became aware of a male Native American figure standing around us. He told me that he was ‘her’. More specifically he told me that the work she was doing on my body was his work. It was ‘him’ who was conducting the session through her.

I found that detail interesting but had no desire to pipe up and say anything. Usually I am a fairly quite client on the treatment table. He then told me specifically that he, this ‘aspect’ of her was ‘Paiute’ (sounded like Pi-ute). I heard that and thought that perhaps I’d heard of them as a school child or somewhere along the way. I was not sure I had.

He gave me the strong sense that he wanted me to tell her this about herself. So, trusting the moment and setting, in the dim light, I spoke up. “Okay, in some of the work I do with clients I provide intuitive consultation and teach growth in consciousness.” Silence. “And I am being asked to tell you that you have a Paiute Indian hanging around you right now.” More silence.

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Since I’d gone this far, I went for broke. “It seems that you know about past lives in general (my intuitive guess) so you can understand that he’s telling me that he is the reason you work as a massage therapist the way you do. I hope that makes sense to you somehow. Do you know of the Paiute?”

She replied that she was unsure if she knew this tribe specifically but she did feel close to Native American traditional healing. Then silence. Good. I felt I completed the mission and  simply went back into my quiet mode, relieved of what I felt compelled to describe. He stopped talking to me but his presence lingered.

Here comes my lesson. Yours too. As is the ritual, the therapist left the room so I could dress and then meet her in the hallway for a glass of water and summary conversation. When I opened the door to the hall, there she stood, a tray with water in hand.

She volunteered that while she had not known the Paiute Tribe, she had worked over the years with the Lakota Tribe. I passed on to her that if she had any prompting she would very likely make a terrific modern Shaman given her experiences there. She confirmed that yes, she had previously been asked to consider Shamanistic work in the past, but has so far declined to do so.

She went on to explain that she does understand past life themes but that she “lives in this life today” and indicated that her journey as a soul now is to continue to negotiate this lifetime to the best of her ability.

I told her that I really honored her perspective and feel that many of our kind could take a lesson from her viewpoint. While we can discover our past life ‘roots’ and other amazing consciousness/spirituality-based attributes, what mattered most was being able to be grounded and present in this life.

As a further takeaway I realize that I was being shown how one individual could acknowledge an aspect of herself, accept it, and then understand how it was playing out in her life today. All with apparent nonchalance.

This example stood as mirror to so many humans in our wider collective who get lost, understandably so, in the particulars of their own hero’s journey. They fantasize, glamorize or otherwise fixate upon and act out these features to the detriment of their daily life requirements. I’ve seen plenty of this.

I bring this to your attention today because over the next 50 years you are going to watch as humans begin to expand from within who they know themselves to be. Some of the content will go beyond what is termed ‘past life’ into ‘future life’ and more.  In fact ‘past’ and ‘future’ will morph into ‘aspects of you’ regardless of the time construct. You may already have some experiences in this zone.

What I hope you will do as you grow is make the decision to stay patently present in this life. Bring all the wisdom of awarenesses you are gaining to your current life. The human kingdom is growing in what can be considered an evolutionary way. You who read this type of material, mine and others, are those who came on the early side of this moment in human history.

As such, you will be greatly challenged to integrate what you are experiencing with what has to occur in your routine life. The beauty and power of the self you come to know will need to be commingled with the shadow and pain components lived in a duality defined third dimensional lifetime.

From this perspective I am more of a reporter and teacher. Indeed you are a master at this planetary and human change-time. You’ve done this all before. Thank you for what you do and who you are.

Always with my love, Amber

 

You Attracted your Life, Now Own It

You Attracted your Life,  Now Own It

Are you willing to take responsibility for every ounce of your life as it exists today? If not, read on as someone on the precipice of enormous change. You do not find this material unless you are growing quickly. Welcome.

How do I know this? I am a lightworker, this is my job, my mission. Reading this will trigger your next stage of awareness. I’ve been you. I had to figure this out. In fact, we are all still working on this as a small but mighty collective.

If you are currently practicing ownership, and all this implies, for what you have in your life today then read on as someone who is refining your understanding about who you truly are and the power you are now harnessing during this incarnation.

The majority of you who will read this are somewhere in between. You are vacillating between owning parts of your life and all of it. This is understandable because most of what you have in your life brings you some level of consternation. I know this well. You are having a human life and this is what we do here.

Before I go any further, let me tell you a story.

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On the day you were born you brought with you a blueprint. You designed this blueprint before you arrived. This brilliant design you agreed to bring allowed for an infinite amount of timelines and expressions to who you would be on the planet this time.

You brought with you aspects of yourself from other soul incarnations that would pair beautifully with this lifetime’s blueprint plan. Karmic patterns, typically things in need of recovery and growth came with you too. After all, you are here to grow and evolve as does every living thing across all kingdoms. Mineral, plant, animal and human.

As we make our way back to unified source energy, understand that in this life school we only progress through it by engaging our incarnations with increasing mastery. In any lifetime, mastery only comes as ownership of self increases. Ownership only comes when we become increasingly committed to ourselves first and foremost.

Commitment to self only comes when we shut out the noise of external programming that distracts us from evolving. This ‘noise’ includes mass cultural mores and group-think based living. This level of  chosen commitment has significant requirements previously known only on this planet to a subset of ancient humans and has so far eluded most modern humans.

Given the consciousness of the largest portion of the human kingdom, most modern humans make an extreme error in their self perception which precludes mastery. What does this ‘error’ look like on any given day? Humans blame external forces, people, occurrences and conditions for their daily life experiences without looking beyond this lower level obviation. Humans tend to stop. Right. Here.

Humans additionally tend to avoid awareness and then understanding of their suffering by seeking sensational pleasure in order not to feel pain, not to own pain, not to heal painful conditions. These two methodologies, blame and pleasure seeking, are potent adhesive for unconscious living.

To be sure, this consciousness-specific error is predominant in our kingdom and a perfectly beautiful and honorable exploration of being a human. It is rich and powerful, full of detailed information with which to build an akash of understanding and experience for the lives to come in future incarnations.

To be sure, you are not one of those incarnated souls for whom continued unconscious blame-bound exploration of pain and suffering while soothing with pleasure seeking appeals. You are now developing an understanding: that you are every aspect of your life experience.

You are him. You are her. You are them, they and that. You are holding this current experience, in fact, fully in place within your energy field of existence. Within your holographic life. It is miraculous really. With very little awareness you use enormous focused energy to do so. Energy that is only now being made aware to physicists around the world.

One way to better define this is to say that you are curious and exploring who you are in all the ways you experience yourself: the friend, lover, worker, and victim, etc. You are recording this experience as a scientist would an experiment.

What does that mean to you? From this perspective you are becoming increasingly able to manipulate and manifest your own terms. In other words, you are developing sovereign living while incarnated, something not seen largely on this planet for eons.

But none of this level of consciousness can continue nor progress without you feeding yourself a steady diet of self-responsible thoughts, emotions and actions. What does that mean? Pretty simple: From day to day you stay aware of your state of awareness and being. If you do not like what you think, feel, see or do, you change it from within your awareness. Outward always mirrors inward. Do you see?

Harder still for the awakening human, you determine to assume that what is happening with those around you and how they impact you are your response-ability. You respond as the ‘change you wish to see’. You cultivate and understanding for and dedication to the fact that YOU brought these moments of experience to yourself. Indeed you magnetized them to you, attracted them, in order to play out some aspect of your blueprint.

I can tell you from personal experience and that of a teacher, the more you make this your perspective and practice, the easier it will become. Shaping and tailoring the things I love about my life already is delightful effort. Applying course correction to those things I am less thrilled about, well, it takes effort and commitment to myself and those aspects I am choosing to explore.

For the less lovely aspects of your life, I encourage you to first agree that you brought them to you for your experience. It is often a surprising relief when you return the power of ownership to yourself, especially for the most painful aspects of your life, that you gave away to the person or situation.

The second thing I recommend is that you get curious and ask yourself what you are learning. Often applying heavy doses of gratefulness, forgiveness and grace to yourself and the ‘other’ are required. From there move into embracing and loving those painful aspects and develop your own approach for recovering and healing them.

Watch from there how the situation shifts, resolves and changes right before your eyes. Transforms. Transfigures. This is alchemy. Yes, you are a natural alchemist. No one ever told you. Lie of omission number one.

I have only one more thing to tell you in this post, the key ingredient and change agent is love- love for self, others and all existence. Extreme love. What you were programmed to believe in common culture about love has only been a tiny percentage of its actual truth. Most of what you were entrained to believe about love is extremely limiting where consciousness is concerned.

It is my pleasure to write this to you today. Always with my love, Amber

 

 

Join us on the ‘Esoterics Today’ Podcast !

Join us on the ‘Esoterics Today’ Podcast !

Today, along with my ‘Esoterics Today‘ co-host Sitara Lightbringer, I recorded my first Sound Cloud podcast episode that will play on December 21st, 2018 on the Winter Solstice.

It is an hour-long monthly show that centers on all the varied energetic consciousness narratives currently on the planet. No subject is off limits.  It is a conversation between Sitara and myself that will include amazing guests over time.BA30930F-A171-4848-BAB5-F946BA40EF32.jpeg

Our show is more ‘coffee talk’ about modern esoteric living on a daily basis than it is ‘hey listen to all the weird and wild things we can do as psychics and healers’. Sitara nor I have an interest in the spectacle of our awakened states and more of an interest in normalizing them among human beings. We are you.

We do this because so many of you are awakening to your highly capable, intuitive and alchemist-selves.

Thanks to timed triggers, all humans are having upticks and new experiences with their inner awareness and skills. This was a time in humankind that has long been prophesied.  It is often challenging to recognize, integrate, and calibrate this evolutionary condition what with the routines of daily life.

After all, we still have friends, jobs and families to negotiate. Meals to be made, physical fitness to maintain and bills to be paid. As has always been the case in this human school, much is being asked of all of us.

For some years I’ve known that  a podcast was going to be in my future. Often a vision takes time to manifest itself. This one took about five years to become a reality.

I knew that I was being asked to ‘go public’ with what seemed to me, especially in prior years, fairly expanded and sometimes highly unusual, private mystical consciousness content.

As many of you are or have been, I was alone with my exponentially growing awarenesses. With some effort and trial and error over recent years, it has come as a great relief to find a collaborative international community of others.  We come from every corner of the planet.

You see, before I emerged as a modern consciousness teacher of esoteric principles, my public-facing work had been conventional and comfortable. It had a fairly acceptable ‘seal of public approval’.

Moving into the public domain as a conscious teacher was initially less comfortable especially as I matured out of classic (and generally accepted) spirituality themes and into deeper esoterica.

This role as teacher, I was informed by my guidance, was one of a way-shower. A forerunner to an enormous growth spurt in human consciousness. It would require me to courageously speak up and out about what I had come to understand just for myself about esoteric living in these modern times. Gulp.

Luckily, as you will find out when you listen to the podcast, I’ve found a truly engaging and accomplished colleague in Sitara who has an infinite knowledge base from which to share. Plus we have a lot of chuckles and fun together. Bonus!

You are growing so quickly now and in need of your community too. You are looking to engage, connect and integrate your experiences. Please consider putting us on your podcast list. Listen to us whenever you need to feel ‘at home’ with your Kind.

We are Service to Others souls as you are too.  We are healers, wayshowers, forerunners of every kind. From every narrative. We are planted all across this planetary grid.

Always with my love, Amber

 

Yes, False Light Is Light Too

Yes, False Light Is Light Too

Ah yes, false light. I know that title got your attention. It was meant to do so. Your pulse might even be quickening just from reading those two words. They certainly have their own magnetism at a resonant threshold we find uncomfortable to experience. I get this completely.

I’ve had this blog topic floating around in my awareness for a while. False light themes have come up in conversation with colleagues and in my esoteric readings across the last couple of years too. As such, I thought I’d roll out a post on the subject just to get my understanding expressed. Perhaps it will be meaningful in some way for you.

In my experience, when the subject of false light comes up, it usually occurs with those who are on the active hunt for what is true and what is false in our consciousness and spirituality based living. These individuals are seeking truth while more often than not, policing others and their truth seeking or other personal expressions.

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Already I see the humanity in that dynamic. Real versus fake. Trustworthy versus untrustworthy. Duality all of it. Very third dimensional and thus an understandable human consideration. After all, living has been very painful for many lifetimes. We are all professional skeptics by now.

What I want to make clear is that all energy is light energy. There is only light vibrating at infinitely varying speeds across octaves within ever mutating molecular structures. Yes, some aspects lead into extremely tangled and palpably dark intensity, which is a perfectly human exploration. It’s part of what we do here. Others construct lofty sensations and harmonious worlds. Think hearts, butterflies, unicorns and fifth dimensional living.

This concern over false light is what we do here on earth as we grapple with involution and evolution of our personal consciousness. The planet’s intelligence does the very same. As humans we do this type of living experience sometimes knowingly and more often than not, we do so unwittingly (unconsciously). This aspect of shadow type living and exploring is often referred to as false light, false matrix, and synthetic matrix. Yes, this is as real as any reality narrative you elect to construct.

You will hear false light referenced when talking with others about any number of esoteric consciousness constructs or narratives. As in “hey, sorry to tell you this, but that is false light.” This typically occurs when experienced individuals take a fixed view, for their own soul’s growth, of what is real and positive, what is false and negative and then try to apply it to other individuals’ perspectives. Or worse, what is safe and appropriate for others to explore and what is not. While this response is very human, it is also highly judgmental.

It is perfectly understandable that humans will grapple with their growing awareness as we all awaken to new experiences and insights. We have been conditioned to become frightened and self-limiting as well as shaming of others who seek to go beyond widely accepted norms. This limiting behavior occurs for humans within our consciousness and spirituality community with the very same intensity it does elsewhere in life.

Our human ego-centric programs operate like search lights, scanning for dangerous potentials that threaten their status quo. Our actions, once a threat has been identified, are often to quash, redirect and revert to group think in order to maintain acceptable limits of knowledge, experience and awareness.

On another note, there are humans in our collective for whom I perceive a more subtle aspect where false light is of interest. These, in my experience, are those souls who carry guardian of the planet, galaxy, or cosmos gatekeeper energy.  I can usually sense the difference in these humans. They turn a discerning eye on humans who are often heroically willing to overcome significant human judgement to express their expansive awareness via channeling and other energetic methodologies.

These gate-keeping individuals, arrived for these current energetic times, have in their blueprint, the level of discernment to actively encourage individuals to eschew engaging teachers as gurus and to seek insight for themselves, from their own higher selves. They often teach fundamentals of sovereign living so extremely important to these zero point times.

I hope my thoughts and insights on the subject of false light have given you food for thought or pause. You have or will soon bump into this issue. You will be challenged to understand what is meant as well as what this subject means for you and your own growth. Keep in mind always that only YOU know what is true for you and what is the best path for your own awareness and awakening. No one else can define that for you. Yes, they will try. But resist. Cultivate sovereignty above all else.

Happy exploring. Always with my love, Amber