You Attracted your Life, Now Own It

You Attracted your Life,  Now Own It

Are you willing to take responsibility for every ounce of your life as it exists today? If not, read on as someone on the precipice of enormous change. You do not find this material unless you are growing quickly. Welcome.

How do I know this? I am a lightworker, this is my job, my mission. Reading this will trigger your next stage of awareness. I’ve been you. I had to figure this out. In fact, we are all still working on this as a small but mighty collective.

If you are currently practicing ownership, and all this implies, for what you have in your life today then read on as someone who is refining your understanding about who you truly are and the power you are now harnessing during this incarnation.

The majority of you who will read this are somewhere in between. You are vacillating between owning parts of your life and all of it. This is understandable because most of what you have in your life brings you some level of consternation. I know this well. You are having a human life and this is what we do here.

Before I go any further, let me tell you a story.

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On the day you were born you brought with you a blueprint. You designed this blueprint before you arrived. This brilliant design you agreed to bring allowed for an infinite amount of timelines and expressions to who you would be on the planet this time.

You brought with you aspects of yourself from other soul incarnations that would pair beautifully with this lifetime’s blueprint plan. Karmic patterns, typically things in need of recovery and growth came with you too. After all, you are here to grow and evolve as does every living thing across all kingdoms. Mineral, plant, animal and human.

As we make our way back to unified source energy, understand that in this life school we only progress through it by engaging our incarnations with increasing mastery. In any lifetime, mastery only comes as ownership of self increases. Ownership only comes when we become increasingly committed to ourselves first and foremost.

Commitment to self only comes when we shut out the noise of external programming that distracts us from evolving. This ‘noise’ includes mass cultural mores and group-think based living. This level of  chosen commitment has significant requirements previously known only on this planet to a subset of ancient humans and has so far eluded most modern humans.

Given the consciousness of the largest portion of the human kingdom, most modern humans make an extreme error in their self perception which precludes mastery. What does this ‘error’ look like on any given day? Humans blame external forces, people, occurrences and conditions for their daily life experiences without looking beyond this lower level obviation. Humans tend to stop. Right. Here.

Humans additionally tend to avoid awareness and then understanding of their suffering by seeking sensational pleasure in order not to feel pain, not to own pain, not to heal painful conditions. These two methodologies, blame and pleasure seeking, are potent adhesive for unconscious living.

To be sure, this consciousness-specific error is predominant in our kingdom and a perfectly beautiful and honorable exploration of being a human. It is rich and powerful, full of detailed information with which to build an akash of understanding and experience for the lives to come in future incarnations.

To be sure, you are not one of those incarnated souls for whom continued unconscious blame-bound exploration of pain and suffering while soothing with pleasure seeking appeals. You are now developing an understanding: that you are every aspect of your life experience.

You are him. You are her. You are them, they and that. You are holding this current experience, in fact, fully in place within your energy field of existence. Within your holographic life. It is miraculous really. With very little awareness you use enormous focused energy to do so. Energy that is only now being made aware to physicists around the world.

One way to better define this is to say that you are curious and exploring who you are in all the ways you experience yourself: the friend, lover, worker, and victim, etc. You are recording this experience as a scientist would an experiment.

What does that mean to you? From this perspective you are becoming increasingly able to manipulate and manifest your own terms. In other words, you are developing sovereign living while incarnated, something not seen largely on this planet for eons.

But none of this level of consciousness can continue nor progress without you feeding yourself a steady diet of self-responsible thoughts, emotions and actions. What does that mean? Pretty simple: From day to day you stay aware of your state of awareness and being. If you do not like what you think, feel, see or do, you change it from within your awareness. Outward always mirrors inward. Do you see?

Harder still for the awakening human, you determine to assume that what is happening with those around you and how they impact you are your response-ability. You respond as the ‘change you wish to see’. You cultivate and understanding for and dedication to the fact that YOU brought these moments of experience to yourself. Indeed you magnetized them to you, attracted them, in order to play out some aspect of your blueprint.

I can tell you from personal experience and that of a teacher, the more you make this your perspective and practice, the easier it will become. Shaping and tailoring the things I love about my life already is delightful effort. Applying course correction to those things I am less thrilled about, well, it takes effort and commitment to myself and those aspects I am choosing to explore.

For the less lovely aspects of your life, I encourage you to first agree that you brought them to you for your experience. It is often a surprising relief when you return the power of ownership to yourself, especially for the most painful aspects of your life, that you gave away to the person or situation.

The second thing I recommend is that you get curious and ask yourself what you are learning. Often applying heavy doses of gratefulness, forgiveness and grace to yourself and the ‘other’ are required. From there move into embracing and loving those painful aspects and develop your own approach for recovering and healing them.

Watch from there how the situation shifts, resolves and changes right before your eyes. Transforms. Transfigures. This is alchemy. Yes, you are a natural alchemist. No one ever told you. Lie of omission number one.

I have only one more thing to tell you in this post, the key ingredient and change agent is love- love for self, others and all existence. Extreme love. What you were programmed to believe in common culture about love has only been a tiny percentage of its actual truth. Most of what you were entrained to believe about love is extremely limiting where consciousness is concerned.

It is my pleasure to write this to you today. Always with my love, Amber

 

 

The Transforming Role of Daily Spiritual Habits

The Transforming Role of Daily Spiritual Habits

 

Daily spiritual routines. If there is one thing I’ve learned across my decades of spiritual practice it’s this:

Daily self care inclusive of inner work is REQUIRED to stabilize, heal and grow more effectively relative to identifying the attributes, releasing the limitations and inviting and then manifesting the life experiences you choose.

Without doing so, which is operating from sovereignty, tells your original blueprint design to keep making choices for you, without your conscious input. Do you understand this?

There exist many methods, narratives and conceptualizations available to you. While your process is as personal to you as the rest of your daily life, here is an example for how I do this each day:

  1. Go inward to my inner core pillar that runs through the center of my body
  2. Project the pillar up through the top of my head toward the galactic center
  3. Project the pillar out through the bottom of my feet into the earth
  4. Balance my entire energy body to Source
  5. Calibrate the spin and direction of my energy centers to Source
  6. Engage and activate my Mer-Ka-Bah
  7. Engage and activate my Divine Feminine (Magdaline) aspect
  8. Release back to Source with love all that does not belong in my energy body

How long does this take? Moments.

How quickly does my energy shift? Instantly.

How often do I check in on my energy body? Ideally through out the day to center myself.

Always with my love, Amber

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Living from Spiritual Conscious Awareness

Living from Spiritual Conscious Awareness

Living from spiritual conscious awareness is becoming increasingly important to many humans now. It is time and it has been so before.  Just not in a very long time. We are at that very place in a twenty six thousand year cycle, referred to in India as a ‘yuga’ such that we as a species are being called to live from this construct.

Even largely ‘spiritual’ types of people who have lived this way across their lives are being called to take a closer look at their intent and habits too. I am a great example of this.

Up to 2012 I was very aware of my highly sensitive, empathic and intuitive self. I regularly engaged with my inner guidance and tended to eat well, exercise, get rest and focus on positivity, beauty and gratitude. But I was in no way the person I am now relative to being centered and grounded in my spiritual and consciousness life.

In fact, this aspect of my life, while being deeply important and a compass was not the sole driver in my life. My spiritual life was sharing that job fairly evenly with my mind and will, both very fierce in their own power and capability as they are for all humans. As you can imagine, this triumvirate created a level of confusion, ineffectiveness and limitation more often than not. Mostly it created an inability to focus.

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Most of my life choices and concerns up until 2012 were washed through the lens of my spiritual principals, then chewed voraciously apart in my mind before being pushed around by my overbearing will. While I managed a moderate level of personal and professional success, the routine was truly exhausting and life force draining. Uninspiring.

I can only guess what this process looked like to others on the outside: ineffective, confusing, controlling and wishy-washy is what I imagine. My manifested actual results were often the very same. Sound familiar? Thinking back on the course of my life, I can now better understand how I found myself in situations and with people that reflected the manifested reality of my life’s confounding guidance system.

Today, I am grateful I can say, I am fully and unabashedly working from my spiritual consciousness center. Where does it reside? In my heart. I feel a peace, comfort and certainty that I have never achieved at any other time of my life.

Here is what I think constitutes the hallmarks for living from spiritual conscious awareness. The most important determination for what you consider to be living in this way is your own perceptions and experiences.

  1. A life centered on Spirit (Source) founded on love creating an internal sense of power, engaging the body and mind while being self determining reflective of growing sovereignty.
  2. Thoughts are consciously observed and managed, emotions are better modulated with increased awareness and understanding, love and forgiveness of self and others.
  3. There is understanding that spiritual conscious awareness is not an escape from third dimensional living, nor is it a shield from human experiences with relationships, family, work, community and world conditions.
  4. It is understood that living in this way does not make one ‘better than’ or ‘more than’ anyone else. It is simply a chosen and maintained path for living.

As a person living a third dimensional life with you, I certainly have moments where I fall away from this center and return to old habits of mind and will, but these moments are increasingly less and less. Instead I spend much more time loving and trusting myself which then encourages me to love and trust you more too.

Neither the mind or the will are designed to function as the center of the human being. They are built as brilliant workhorse tools to serve the infrastructure and actions of your expressed Self in this life as an embodied soul.

Sending you my love as always. Knowing that you have all the capabilities and tools available to you right at this moment to live from within a center of spiritual conscious awareness. Namaste, Amber