To You Now Awakening, Welcome

To You Now Awakening, Welcome

First of all, I want to do a little catching you up as to where things stand today for our energetically aware community. Understand that this community goes by many names. We are lightworkers, energy workers, awakened, wayshowers,  diamond lights, indigos and crystals, just to name a few of the most will use to understand or describe your own experience of yourself and your skills. You will likely flow across all of these or stick to one or two as an anchor of understanding yourself and your service to humanity.

Most of us know this journey intimately as our understanding of ourselves tends to grow with time, study and experience. Most human languages are severely limiting to be able to convey our truths and gnosis. You will in time find this condition to be one of many limiting factors of being embodied in the third/fourth dimensional harmonic. Limits to self-knowledge and then self-expression are fundamental keys to the dualistic nature of this reality.

I am of the first wave. The first wave of us incarnated to Gaia as early as 1930’s and include those born up to the 1990’s with overlap into what is now being termed the second wave. The first-wavers of highly sensitive and highly conscious souls carried an intensely quiet burden of being as humans. We knew, usually in childhood, that things were simply not quiet as they seemed yet there were few mechanisms by which to acknowledge or express these truths. Mostly we tried to help those around us, mostly our families and friends, survive the dense conditions affecting us all individually.

I say often that I live today, now in my mid fifties, for all the ‘canaries in the coal mine’, the artists, the sensitives, and nameless others who had to leave this life behind. Their emotional and physical health and wellbeing often destroyed by what they found here and could not integrate into their awareness in a way that was not too painful to stay. Our kind, if not able to digest what is here on earth, can turn to all kinds of numbing agents in the form of relationships, work, activities, food, drugs and alcohol. I offer this concept to you as I know you to suffer mightily at times. We as a community understand this completely.

Many of us deal with a highly empathic  internal state such that we feel so much of the pain and suffering of those around us. We know that human suffering is an unnatural condition. We know that animal suffering is unnecessary and that wars and killing of other humans for any reason is inherently perverse. We know what all souls know but tended by design to immediately forget upon arriving to the planet by birth. Most of our soul contracts via our karmic blueprint mean that we, like all humans, would forget what we knew. We would all embark on the Hero’s Journey.

Welcome to your awakening. We have been waiting for you. You see, your arrival to Gaia, in this highly aware, positively polarized form, with many of your natural capabilities intact, were long prophesied. You came, as we did, because you answered the call to come for this very powerful time on the planet. It is often said only the most highly skilled, experienced and wise would come for this now moment. This is a time of great transfiguration for us as a species and for Gaia, the planetary body on which we reside.

The key thing about being in the later years of the first wave and the early years of this second wave is that things are moving so much faster energetically. Depending on who you are and what you discover your talents to be, you will be able to perceive this speed of timeline expression via many forms. If you are not one of them, there are those among us who speak to us of the planetary axis tilt and torroidal spin, of solar activity effects, and other quantum mechanical detail that will give you clues. These conditions all impact consciousness at every level inclusive of all densities. Much of this is well documented in our currently published physics. You just have to look.

If you are reading this it is likely that your awakening has been exceedingly fast. You can’t believe what you are now understanding. You are connecting dots all over the place I imagine. You may also be reeling, simply in overwhelm and perhaps there is a lot coming undone in your life. This is expected and a natural result of all that you are taking on board. The beauty is that we are all here to catch you and help you calibrate to your knew understandings. You do not have to suffer in silence. Just imagine how it was for those of us who came pre-internet! Yet, somehow we found each other, healed and grew together.

Please wisely make use of self care practices. Seek loving body work, movement, natural clean food and supportive people who can hear and see you. Seek healthcare regimes that are most natural and beneficial. Make use of medical healthcare when needed. These tools and people, although trained in very 3rd dimensional methods, also have a role to play, many of them are service to others souls too.

Most of all, welcome dear brothers and sisters. We, of the entire collective are glad you are here. The first wave of us stayed the course, we took on the energetics and downloads needed to hold and prepare the space for you to arrive. Some of us who did this have already left the planet. Their beautify service fully completed.

You will, in time, understand the vast importance of gaining then maintaining a balanced and healthy energy body matrix. You will, if you have not already, begun to practice gentle and nourishing energy hygiene each day to stay in a supportive, positive calibration. With your help and mostly your love, we achieved a grand tipping point that needed to occur in order for service to others souls to more fully operationalize a new paradigm for our human species to live and grow into 4th dimensional beings and beyond. This changeover has been done many times across galaxies. It’s only natural.

You are celebrated and loved beyond anything you could possibly imagine just now.

Always with my love, Amber

Esoterics Today: The One Infinite Timeline

Esoterics Today: The One Infinite Timeline

Wishing you each much love, peace and comfort today. We are largely full tilt into 4D as a species and home planet these days. I know that those of you who read this are acutely aware that “something is really different” at the moment. We went from the sensation that we were on the brink of something big to “now it has begun”. You, as I am, are finding that literally today is all that matters. Being in the now is much easier than it has ever been. It almost feels weird not being able to spend as much time in what used to be reflecting on the ‘past’ and anticipating the ‘future’. As the forerunners, which you are, we are observing a powerful transition and are at the forefront in a way that we will be able to assist others as they begin to make this shift within themselves. It’s what you came for this time.

I’m sharing my latest episode of ‘Esoterics Today’ with Sitara Joules Lightbringer. We know esoteric consciousness themes can feel so out of touch with our current reality! Our shows give everyday examples for how to understand and then integrate them into your life. In this show we more deeply cover Oneness and Timelines. As with all of our offerings we broaden the awareness and understanding brushstrokes to help those awakening gain better understanding and applicability. We take these components and relate them to everyday living on this rapidly evolving planet. If you notice how quickly you are changing your life and adjusting to new understandings and yearnings, you will appreciate what we share here. Our work supports starseeds and lightworkers from every corner of the earth.

Please share this work when it seems to fit. Know that you are part of a powerful and loving collective. Om shanti dear ones.– Amber

Omnipresence in Everyday Form

Omnipresence in Everyday Form

Dear Reader.

I’m sending you the latest in our ‘Esoterics Today’ podcast & YouTube show. It is a conversation about highly esoteric topics between two middle-aged wayshowers. You can also find us by the same name on SoundCloud. We get into very consciousness-based, highly esoteric content interesting at this time among a growing number of humans today. It is simply a dialogue between us that we are sharing with anyone who tunes in. Always sending my love.

Omnipresence has been hijacked by world religions to reflect externalized gods and their natures. Indeed, the condition for omnipresence is within each on of us. It is our innate divine template. We are only now in this portion of human history willing to understand it and see where we need to grow in our remembrance of who we are as a species. Many social ills are immediately solved by the remembrance of omnipresence. Come listen in on the conversation as we explain what it is and how it shows up in our daily practices. We are only asked to grow ourselves and therefore we emanate our understanding one unto another. How beautiful really. Amber & Sitara.

Here is How to Heal your Love Life

Here is How to Heal your Love Life

I know you are exhausted with your inner life at times. It seems to demand an inexorable amount of energy. I totally get this. I go through this too. Some days it takes sheer will to stay devoted to your path. Each day brings a myriad of opportunities to participate in low vibe outbursts (check), satisfying but costly eye rolls (check), or simply the feeling that bed is the only safe place to be (check). Check.

If you are in an active love relationship with a mate of any kind right now, godspeed. I could just end this post right there. I sincerely wish you (and me) very well. This is especially the case if you and said mate have not already trolled the depths of human relational misery and worked out those kinks in a real and meaningful manner by this point. We’ve incarnated and fallen in love at a very potent time on the planet.

Even IF you have taken a flashlight to those shadows together you may be getting surprised right now with what is returning for another go-round, another even deeper review and clarification. It’s almost unbelievable to me how much human living is spent unwinding karmic patterns in the presence of a beloved ‘other’. Which brings me to my point.

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If you have not already arrived to the fundamental understanding that your mate IS you on some level. I recommend you get that nailed down now. Once you do this things will get a whole lot smoother and make a lot more sense to you. NOTE: For this post, I am not addressing those of you in highly dysfunctional situations where someone or both of you are acting out in dangerous or criminal ways (although the same truths apply with deeper teaching needed). I am addressing the most common relationship challenges.

Here it is: When you agreed to come to the earth this time, by soul contract or blueprint you brought with you that which was not quite resolved (evolved) from other existences. You also brought attributes and accomplishments you would need here in ole earth school which is often my sweet relief. You are after all, ascending/evolving/growing through this human kingdom. It is what we do here otherwise we do not come.

You also need to grasp the Law of One. Right now. Simply put, there is nothing that is not you. Or everything is you. Same difference. Your sovereignty this life time hinges on your adoption of this construct and your ability to ACT on it. Every day. As often during the day as you can. No, not just in yoga class, at the meditation center or during a reiki session. All the time. At work, at PTA, the grocery store and on the freeway. It will take practice.

A word on becoming sovereign. I can’t stress enough how this very word is triggering you right this moment. It is laden with magnetizing vibratory encodement– as all form (and words are manifest form) is, to set your consciousness on a path towards it. Reread what I wrote there. Sovereignty IS a condition for passing through a 3rd dimensional living experience into a unity consciousness manifest fourth density/fifth dimensional life experience while in the body your soul is wearing right at the moment.

All this said, you attracted (magnetized) and are holding your mate in your holographic template as an aspect of yourself you are working on now. You did this by usually unconscious choice, but choice none-the-less. Claim your responsibility for doing so as quickly as possible. Next time you will be even more conscious of your mate choice but guess what, you will still be surprised at the shadow aspects that will come flying up at you with that one too. This is the third dimensional relationship life.

When you do as I have suggested above something truly miraculous happens. NO not every one lives happily ever after with their mate. That’s pretty much a pile of programming crap. What WILL happen is that you become exquisitely responsible for your choices in that relationship. THIS is the miracle. You become devoted to yourself, your embodied soul-self, in new ways: communicating with as much love, forgiveness and compassion you can muster. Yes, on some days that’s not much. I know. But the more you practice, I promise, the better it gets.

You will naturally become less interested in what they did TO you or what they said TO you or what was not done etc. When you see your mate as yourself you become increasingly devoted to self love and its full expression. You begin to get curious about what aspects of yourself are being mirrored to you for healing. You will start acting differently toward said mate. When you do so, you are healing the condition of yourself that you brought to this lifetime and needed to heal/recover.

What I’ve noticed personally and have seen in friends and clients over the last couple years is that once you hop off that frequency or ‘song sheet’ that you were on before– arguments, frustration– the usual suspects of suffering– the ‘other’ starts appearing differently to you. You will ask yourself if something has changed in them. No, something has changed in YOU.

I’ve seen couples resolve and grow closer in this process and I’ve seen people split in this process. Both are beautiful choices as they are a perfect reflection of who you came to be and what life on earth is all about today at this time in the human condition. What I can see in my own experience is that new intimacy can grow. I can also see that when the soul contract with the mate is complete, they move out of our lives. We move them out naturally and with tons less drama. Unless of course, you are still exploring drama as a human motif. If that’s the case, you’ll have plenty of it.

I hope this post has strung a few constructs together that can be practically meaningful for you today. I write this as I do everything with my love. – Amber

Please take a moment to set up a session with me should any of this need support. We are all in varying places in our consciousness growth and spiritual practice.  I am here as a professional and experienced mirror for you.

 

 

 

Alchemy, Holography & Me

Alchemy, Holography & Me

Alchemy. Some of my readers are ready to go deeper on topics like this one. If you are one of them, this one is for you. If you are unsure, just read through what is here, trusting that you will digest it over time without giving it much thought. This brief primer will simply act as a gently activating consciousness trigger for what you innately know but had no one to speak of it with in your current lifetime.

I write increasingly of late about integrating and balancing your personal wellbeing and third dimensional life with your increasingly sensitive and awakening self. While this remains to be of the utmost importance, visiting highly conceptualized understandings of your energetic design is refreshing. It takes you just that much further into what you know about yourself and why you came this lifetime. Our community needs this remembrance.

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As such, the following is content that I dashed off early in this week when asked about teaching consciousness content to my clients during their sessions. I was asked how teachers like myself conceive teaching alchemy today. I thought it was a super question. Believe me, there are millions of answers to this because humans often learn via metaphor that reaches well beyond the physical sciences. Here is mine:

‘Here is my narrative presentation in response. I use that phrase on purpose as so many of our community have not yet understood that there are infinite narratives in human words describing alchemy (and all associated constructs). In fact I view the process of embodiment and all that goes on during it for every embodied being across all kingdoms (mineral/plant/animal/human and beyond) as alchemic by nature.

Why? Because the atomic energy movement that is antimatter/zero point/matter (quantum mechanical basics) and the dynamics involved for maintaining speed/vibration/magnetic resonances IS the platform for what is termed alchemy. No ‘healing’ ‘magic’ or ‘mastery’ happens that is not based on this source-designed platform. I had to say this in order to address your actual question.

The newer component to teaching/emanation is exactly this: more humans have now incarnated who are evolved to a point in themselves such that they recall this understanding or it is triggered to be recalled supported by the procession of equinoxes, plasma releases and other cosmological releases arriving to earth.

Now that there are a growing body of us including you, we’ve reached a ‘tipping point’ of collective embodiment such that our group soul monad emanation power (engagement with this reserved component of the organic planetary matrix) regardless of human role has been achieved. You could be a homeless person on the street masterfully engaged or a pastry chef or government official for example.

Your question is about how this is knowingly taught when it is through those of us knowingly serving as teachers via the Alchemy School construct. Specific to that: In my work two keys are engaged. I am first of all an accelerated emanating being. As clients come (they are me as they arrive as holographic mirrors), the alchemy for emanation is increased regardless of whatever verbal content is happening per client ‘needs’.

Secondly, as a teacher, I am vibrating, among other harmonics at the same moment, in the human kingdom as is the other embodied mirror ‘client’. My responses to their expressed ‘needs’ (and my own intuitive direction) allows me to verbally express and teach some of the alchemical constructs ‘they’ can then go out and engage (recall their own mastery) for themselves.

So, the client human presentation is of less concern and more a vehicle to assuring them to recall their own mastery (which means my own alchemical mastery since they are me). Understand that ALL embodied beings are already alchemical masters or they would not be in form on Earth/Terra/Gaia. It is dense here.

You have to be masters to be here. So yes, clients come for ‘healing’ and what they get are reflections (emanations) of their own mastery for sovereignty and DNA key-codes for self mastery.

Yes, the human language I apply is highly encoded because of who I came to be this incarnation and ‘fits the request’ from the client. Often helps that I am a mental health clinician for many earth years this lifetime (and others it seems) by background.

I hope that what is posted above takes you a bit further in your own conceptualizations and constructs for what makes up your amazing energy body and that of the entire cosmos. It’s all a matter (smile) of atomic design that is, frankly, outside of our ability as human beings to conceive in its totality. We do have the ability though to get at the fundamental frameworks in order to participate consciously in this alchemy.

In fact, a large part of your sovereign journey on earth today is calling you to figure out how to consciously do so. When you do, you quite naturally and wordlessly emanate this one unto another. THIS is how Earth becomes Terra becomes Gaia. Do you now see?

Always with my love, Amber

If you love learning this way and want more of this integration in your own life, please set up some time with me. I would be honored to support you and your wellbeing as you navigate this lifetime. Namaste. 
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A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

A Practical Lesson about Integrating Past Life Information

The lesson I am writing about occurred when I was getting a hot stone massage in a ski village high up in the Rocky Mountains. The woman involved, a massage therapist,  imparted a powerful lesson about being fully present and grounded in this lifetime.

At times, as some of you do, I get intrusive awarenesses about other people and situations even when minding my own energetic business. I try to reserve my insight for those who patently ask for it. These more random moments happen because I operate out of clair-senses and intuition a lot of the time now. This was one of those times that incoming information was not particularly convenient but the information persisted.

As I laid there with moderately heavy and deliciously hot stones on my body in the dim, aromatic therapy room I became aware of a male Native American figure standing around us. He told me that he was ‘her’. More specifically he told me that the work she was doing on my body was his work. It was ‘him’ who was conducting the session through her.

I found that detail interesting but had no desire to pipe up and say anything. Usually I am a fairly quite client on the treatment table. He then told me specifically that he, this ‘aspect’ of her was ‘Paiute’ (sounded like Pi-ute). I heard that and thought that perhaps I’d heard of them as a school child or somewhere along the way. I was not sure I had.

He gave me the strong sense that he wanted me to tell her this about herself. So, trusting the moment and setting, in the dim light, I spoke up. “Okay, in some of the work I do with clients I provide intuitive consultation and teach growth in consciousness.” Silence. “And I am being asked to tell you that you have a Paiute Indian hanging around you right now.” More silence.

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Since I’d gone this far, I went for broke. “It seems that you know about past lives in general (my intuitive guess) so you can understand that he’s telling me that he is the reason you work as a massage therapist the way you do. I hope that makes sense to you somehow. Do you know of the Paiute?”

She replied that she was unsure if she knew this tribe specifically but she did feel close to Native American traditional healing. Then silence. Good. I felt I completed the mission and  simply went back into my quiet mode, relieved of what I felt compelled to describe. He stopped talking to me but his presence lingered.

Here comes my lesson. Yours too. As is the ritual, the therapist left the room so I could dress and then meet her in the hallway for a glass of water and summary conversation. When I opened the door to the hall, there she stood, a tray with water in hand.

She volunteered that while she had not known the Paiute Tribe, she had worked over the years with the Lakota Tribe. I passed on to her that if she had any prompting she would very likely make a terrific modern Shaman given her experiences there. She confirmed that yes, she had previously been asked to consider Shamanistic work in the past, but has so far declined to do so.

She went on to explain that she does understand past life themes but that she “lives in this life today” and indicated that her journey as a soul now is to continue to negotiate this lifetime to the best of her ability.

I told her that I really honored her perspective and feel that many of our kind could take a lesson from her viewpoint. While we can discover our past life ‘roots’ and other amazing consciousness/spirituality-based attributes, what mattered most was being able to be grounded and present in this life.

As a further takeaway I realize that I was being shown how one individual could acknowledge an aspect of herself, accept it, and then understand how it was playing out in her life today. All with apparent nonchalance.

This example stood as mirror to so many humans in our wider collective who get lost, understandably so, in the particulars of their own hero’s journey. They fantasize, glamorize or otherwise fixate upon and act out these features to the detriment of their daily life requirements. I’ve seen plenty of this.

I bring this to your attention today because over the next 50 years you are going to watch as humans begin to expand from within who they know themselves to be. Some of the content will go beyond what is termed ‘past life’ into ‘future life’ and more.  In fact ‘past’ and ‘future’ will morph into ‘aspects of you’ regardless of the time construct. You may already have some experiences in this zone.

What I hope you will do as you grow is make the decision to stay patently present in this life. Bring all the wisdom of awarenesses you are gaining to your current life. The human kingdom is growing in what can be considered an evolutionary way. You who read this type of material, mine and others, are those who came on the early side of this moment in human history.

As such, you will be greatly challenged to integrate what you are experiencing with what has to occur in your routine life. The beauty and power of the self you come to know will need to be commingled with the shadow and pain components lived in a duality defined third dimensional lifetime.

From this perspective I am more of a reporter and teacher. Indeed you are a master at this planetary and human change-time. You’ve done this all before. Thank you for what you do and who you are.

Always with my love, Amber

 

You Attracted your Life, Now Own It

You Attracted your Life,  Now Own It

Are you willing to take responsibility for every ounce of your life as it exists today? If not, read on as someone on the precipice of enormous change. You do not find this material unless you are growing quickly. Welcome.

How do I know this? I am a lightworker, this is my job, my mission. Reading this will trigger your next stage of awareness. I’ve been you. I had to figure this out. In fact, we are all still working on this as a small but mighty collective.

If you are currently practicing ownership, and all this implies, for what you have in your life today then read on as someone who is refining your understanding about who you truly are and the power you are now harnessing during this incarnation.

The majority of you who will read this are somewhere in between. You are vacillating between owning parts of your life and all of it. This is understandable because most of what you have in your life brings you some level of consternation. I know this well. You are having a human life and this is what we do here.

Before I go any further, let me tell you a story.

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On the day you were born you brought with you a blueprint. You designed this blueprint before you arrived. This brilliant design you agreed to bring allowed for an infinite amount of timelines and expressions to who you would be on the planet this time.

You brought with you aspects of yourself from other soul incarnations that would pair beautifully with this lifetime’s blueprint plan. Karmic patterns, typically things in need of recovery and growth came with you too. After all, you are here to grow and evolve as does every living thing across all kingdoms. Mineral, plant, animal and human.

As we make our way back to unified source energy, understand that in this life school we only progress through it by engaging our incarnations with increasing mastery. In any lifetime, mastery only comes as ownership of self increases. Ownership only comes when we become increasingly committed to ourselves first and foremost.

Commitment to self only comes when we shut out the noise of external programming that distracts us from evolving. This ‘noise’ includes mass cultural mores and group-think based living. This level of  chosen commitment has significant requirements previously known only on this planet to a subset of ancient humans and has so far eluded most modern humans.

Given the consciousness of the largest portion of the human kingdom, most modern humans make an extreme error in their self perception which precludes mastery. What does this ‘error’ look like on any given day? Humans blame external forces, people, occurrences and conditions for their daily life experiences without looking beyond this lower level obviation. Humans tend to stop. Right. Here.

Humans additionally tend to avoid awareness and then understanding of their suffering by seeking sensational pleasure in order not to feel pain, not to own pain, not to heal painful conditions. These two methodologies, blame and pleasure seeking, are potent adhesive for unconscious living.

To be sure, this consciousness-specific error is predominant in our kingdom and a perfectly beautiful and honorable exploration of being a human. It is rich and powerful, full of detailed information with which to build an akash of understanding and experience for the lives to come in future incarnations.

To be sure, you are not one of those incarnated souls for whom continued unconscious blame-bound exploration of pain and suffering while soothing with pleasure seeking appeals. You are now developing an understanding: that you are every aspect of your life experience.

You are him. You are her. You are them, they and that. You are holding this current experience, in fact, fully in place within your energy field of existence. Within your holographic life. It is miraculous really. With very little awareness you use enormous focused energy to do so. Energy that is only now being made aware to physicists around the world.

One way to better define this is to say that you are curious and exploring who you are in all the ways you experience yourself: the friend, lover, worker, and victim, etc. You are recording this experience as a scientist would an experiment.

What does that mean to you? From this perspective you are becoming increasingly able to manipulate and manifest your own terms. In other words, you are developing sovereign living while incarnated, something not seen largely on this planet for eons.

But none of this level of consciousness can continue nor progress without you feeding yourself a steady diet of self-responsible thoughts, emotions and actions. What does that mean? Pretty simple: From day to day you stay aware of your state of awareness and being. If you do not like what you think, feel, see or do, you change it from within your awareness. Outward always mirrors inward. Do you see?

Harder still for the awakening human, you determine to assume that what is happening with those around you and how they impact you are your response-ability. You respond as the ‘change you wish to see’. You cultivate and understanding for and dedication to the fact that YOU brought these moments of experience to yourself. Indeed you magnetized them to you, attracted them, in order to play out some aspect of your blueprint.

I can tell you from personal experience and that of a teacher, the more you make this your perspective and practice, the easier it will become. Shaping and tailoring the things I love about my life already is delightful effort. Applying course correction to those things I am less thrilled about, well, it takes effort and commitment to myself and those aspects I am choosing to explore.

For the less lovely aspects of your life, I encourage you to first agree that you brought them to you for your experience. It is often a surprising relief when you return the power of ownership to yourself, especially for the most painful aspects of your life, that you gave away to the person or situation.

The second thing I recommend is that you get curious and ask yourself what you are learning. Often applying heavy doses of gratefulness, forgiveness and grace to yourself and the ‘other’ are required. From there move into embracing and loving those painful aspects and develop your own approach for recovering and healing them.

Watch from there how the situation shifts, resolves and changes right before your eyes. Transforms. Transfigures. This is alchemy. Yes, you are a natural alchemist. No one ever told you. Lie of omission number one.

I have only one more thing to tell you in this post, the key ingredient and change agent is love- love for self, others and all existence. Extreme love. What you were programmed to believe in common culture about love has only been a tiny percentage of its actual truth. Most of what you were entrained to believe about love is extremely limiting where consciousness is concerned.

It is my pleasure to write this to you today. Always with my love, Amber

 

 

Join us on the ‘Esoterics Today’ Podcast !

Join us on the ‘Esoterics Today’ Podcast !

Today, along with my ‘Esoterics Today‘ co-host Sitara Lightbringer, I recorded my first Sound Cloud podcast episode that will play on December 21st, 2018 on the Winter Solstice.

It is an hour-long monthly show that centers on all the varied energetic consciousness narratives currently on the planet. No subject is off limits.  It is a conversation between Sitara and myself that will include amazing guests over time.BA30930F-A171-4848-BAB5-F946BA40EF32.jpeg

Our show is more ‘coffee talk’ about modern esoteric living on a daily basis than it is ‘hey listen to all the weird and wild things we can do as psychics and healers’. Sitara nor I have an interest in the spectacle of our awakened states and more of an interest in normalizing them among human beings. We are you.

We do this because so many of you are awakening to your highly capable, intuitive and alchemist-selves.

Thanks to timed triggers, all humans are having upticks and new experiences with their inner awareness and skills. This was a time in humankind that has long been prophesied.  It is often challenging to recognize, integrate, and calibrate this evolutionary condition what with the routines of daily life.

After all, we still have friends, jobs and families to negotiate. Meals to be made, physical fitness to maintain and bills to be paid. As has always been the case in this human school, much is being asked of all of us.

For some years I’ve known that  a podcast was going to be in my future. Often a vision takes time to manifest itself. This one took about five years to become a reality.

I knew that I was being asked to ‘go public’ with what seemed to me, especially in prior years, fairly expanded and sometimes highly unusual, private mystical consciousness content.

As many of you are or have been, I was alone with my exponentially growing awarenesses. With some effort and trial and error over recent years, it has come as a great relief to find a collaborative international community of others.  We come from every corner of the planet.

You see, before I emerged as a modern consciousness teacher of esoteric principles, my public-facing work had been conventional and comfortable. It had a fairly acceptable ‘seal of public approval’.

Moving into the public domain as a conscious teacher was initially less comfortable especially as I matured out of classic (and generally accepted) spirituality themes and into deeper esoterica.

This role as teacher, I was informed by my guidance, was one of a way-shower. A forerunner to an enormous growth spurt in human consciousness. It would require me to courageously speak up and out about what I had come to understand just for myself about esoteric living in these modern times. Gulp.

Luckily, as you will find out when you listen to the podcast, I’ve found a truly engaging and accomplished colleague in Sitara who has an infinite knowledge base from which to share. Plus we have a lot of chuckles and fun together. Bonus!

You are growing so quickly now and in need of your community too. You are looking to engage, connect and integrate your experiences. Please consider putting us on your podcast list. Listen to us whenever you need to feel ‘at home’ with your Kind.

We are Service to Others souls as you are too.  We are healers, wayshowers, forerunners of every kind. From every narrative. We are planted all across this planetary grid.

Always with my love, Amber

 

Yes, False Light Is Light Too

Yes, False Light Is Light Too

Ah yes, false light. I know that title got your attention. It was meant to do so. Your pulse might even be quickening just from reading those two words. They certainly have their own magnetism at a resonant threshold we find uncomfortable to experience. I get this completely.

I’ve had this blog topic floating around in my awareness for a while. False light themes have come up in conversation with colleagues and in my esoteric readings across the last couple of years too. As such, I thought I’d roll out a post on the subject just to get my understanding expressed. Perhaps it will be meaningful in some way for you.

In my experience, when the subject of false light comes up, it usually occurs with those who are on the active hunt for what is true and what is false in our consciousness and spirituality based living. These individuals are seeking truth while more often than not, policing others and their truth seeking or other personal expressions.

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Already I see the humanity in that dynamic. Real versus fake. Trustworthy versus untrustworthy. Duality all of it. Very third dimensional and thus an understandable human consideration. After all, living has been very painful for many lifetimes. We are all professional skeptics by now.

What I want to make clear is that all energy is light energy. There is only light vibrating at infinitely varying speeds across octaves within ever mutating molecular structures. Yes, some aspects lead into extremely tangled and palpably dark intensity, which is a perfectly human exploration. It’s part of what we do here. Others construct lofty sensations and harmonious worlds. Think hearts, butterflies, unicorns and fifth dimensional living.

This concern over false light is what we do here on earth as we grapple with involution and evolution of our personal consciousness. The planet’s intelligence does the very same. As humans we do this type of living experience sometimes knowingly and more often than not, we do so unwittingly (unconsciously). This aspect of shadow type living and exploring is often referred to as false light, false matrix, and synthetic matrix. Yes, this is as real as any reality narrative you elect to construct.

You will hear false light referenced when talking with others about any number of esoteric consciousness constructs or narratives. As in “hey, sorry to tell you this, but that is false light.” This typically occurs when experienced individuals take a fixed view, for their own soul’s growth, of what is real and positive, what is false and negative and then try to apply it to other individuals’ perspectives. Or worse, what is safe and appropriate for others to explore and what is not. While this response is very human, it is also highly judgmental.

It is perfectly understandable that humans will grapple with their growing awareness as we all awaken to new experiences and insights. We have been conditioned to become frightened and self-limiting as well as shaming of others who seek to go beyond widely accepted norms. This limiting behavior occurs for humans within our consciousness and spirituality community with the very same intensity it does elsewhere in life.

Our human ego-centric programs operate like search lights, scanning for dangerous potentials that threaten their status quo. Our actions, once a threat has been identified, are often to quash, redirect and revert to group think in order to maintain acceptable limits of knowledge, experience and awareness.

On another note, there are humans in our collective for whom I perceive a more subtle aspect where false light is of interest. These, in my experience, are those souls who carry guardian of the planet, galaxy, or cosmos gatekeeper energy.  I can usually sense the difference in these humans. They turn a discerning eye on humans who are often heroically willing to overcome significant human judgement to express their expansive awareness via channeling and other energetic methodologies.

These gate-keeping individuals, arrived for these current energetic times, have in their blueprint, the level of discernment to actively encourage individuals to eschew engaging teachers as gurus and to seek insight for themselves, from their own higher selves. They often teach fundamentals of sovereign living so extremely important to these zero point times.

I hope my thoughts and insights on the subject of false light have given you food for thought or pause. You have or will soon bump into this issue. You will be challenged to understand what is meant as well as what this subject means for you and your own growth. Keep in mind always that only YOU know what is true for you and what is the best path for your own awareness and awakening. No one else can define that for you. Yes, they will try. But resist. Cultivate sovereignty above all else.

Happy exploring. Always with my love, Amber

 

 

Consciousness Cycles & Sun Halos

Consciousness Cycles & Sun Halos

As I have mentioned in prior articles, the only humans who read this material are awakened service-to-others souls. What I have not mentioned to you is that you tend to fall into the the humanistic phase of global human consciousness. You comprise about 15% of the human population.

This percentage is the case as of the early-mid 2000’s. The other 85% fall somewhere in civilized, developing or lower humanistic stages. Take that in for a moment. No wonder you have asked yourself repeatedly if you are the only one who sees things the way you do.  No wonder your relationships, families, work and life experiences have been so  challenging for you. I share your pain.

As all humans do, you come from perfect enlightenment as a soul self. Before you have a chance to get cocky, as a student of the ‘earth school’ you too have been at all of these levels of awareness across your human incarnations. It is by blueprint design that it has taken thousands of lifetimes of practice for you to achieve this current status. Consciousness is cumulative across lives as is karmic patterning of all kinds.

As some of you are, I am a highly sensitive and expressive mystic in the latter humanistic phase of consciousness.  And as many more of you have done, I have come to know the natural world as my externalized personal information system.  I grew up in a very rural farming community and was often comfortably alone in nature. Since 2016 however my relationship has taken an exponential uptick. I now find myself consciously communicating with aspects of this natural system daily. Here is an example of this communication experience.

During a recent visit to my family in a rural part of the mid-Atlantic US I took a walk near my hotel. There it was. A shimmering rainbow completely around the sun. I had never seen this before and intuitively knew that it was conveying a message long understood by our aware kind across linear time on the planet.

Esoteric teachers tell us this sighting is a sign of significant changes on earth. It goes by a number of names, Sun Dog, Whirling Rainbow and Sun Halo, to name a few. From what I’ve read, the Bible narrative also indicates that this phenomenon heralds peace. It appears to Noah after the Great Flood story. It elsewhere suggests our ‘gate to divine realms’. Native American and Tibetan tradition reference the time of a great re-balancing of the planet and her people. A return to respect for all of life and existence. A return to safety for all.

The joy of telling you about my experience with the sun rainbow is that while I know my experience with it has deeply personal implications about my own life, it also portends a long anticipated time on earth, the time when the conscious energetics of life would begin their natural cycle of ascension or evolution of consciousness.

It is for these very times your soul came to participate as an embodied human. At no other time in human history have we participated at the cyclical nexus of a turn away from energetic density  on earth.  We are at the zero point of involution and evolution/ascension. It is for exactly this reason you, service-to-other, highly aware, empathic and loving souls, that you find yourselves going even further in your knowledge and therefore, service.

I am grateful you are with me. Knowing that you are also here provides me with the impetus I need to keep reporting what I learn and experience. My commitment to my mission, less one of a healer, more one of a consciousness teacher, is what drives my life forward. You too will find, as these years unfold, that your personal mission will become your main reason for being. It is the well documented esoteric nature of divine consciousness that this is so.

Writing this always with my love, Amber