Wow! The 2020 Energies are Here.

Wow! The 2020 Energies are Here.

Hello Readers. Wishing each of you much peace and love in your personal lives as I write this. You have likely been reading and watching video content talking about all the anticipated energies of this new year. You will find that there are some common themes: deep revelation and movement towards balance. All of this means yes, some ‘shake up’ in status quo that can make us very uncomfortable at times. The longer you’ve been on the planet the more intensely this can be felt given how long you’ve been juggling what you know to be true in your heart and what you’ve had to find a way to live with given the planet’s density. This condition is certainly true in my own life and that of my friends and family.

Anything old and buried, painfully tucked away and put on a shelf is up for healing now. 2019 saw us have personal revelation at new levels, well, this is the year for speaking in your clearest voice, one that you are only now getting acquainted with, which means a lot of bumps and knocks along the way. Others are not always going to be comfortable with what is true for you. As such, turn towards your daily personal practices that release, heal and comfort. It’s a must. If you need to know more about what those practices can entail, reach out to any healing arts teacher from any discipline and get to work on creating a sense of personal wellbeing in the midst of intermittent turmoil.

Much love, in gratitude and Service, Amber

The following is this month’s anniversary show, ‘Esoterics Today’. Enjoy!

Balance and unification rule this year. Plus a good bit of ‘shake up’ for anything we’ve been keeping secret from ourselves to include our personal lives and our institutions and mass programmed beliefs. In this month’s anniversary show, we take a look at the prevailing energies as we exit 2019 and move into 2020. We discuss how this will all play out at a universal level and how this can affect us as individuals. You will hear us touch into the times of Atlantis and how aspects of that period are still within the psyche and cellular memory. We reference the crystal beds on Gaia and their role in the organic matrix. We also touch on other planetary systems too. As usual we get into how our personal ‘shake ups’ require more of our light-working community relative to being in fairly dense places we typically prefer not to go and why the call is upon us.

Here is How to Heal your Love Life

Here is How to Heal your Love Life

I know you are exhausted with your inner life at times. It seems to demand an inexorable amount of energy. I totally get this. I go through this too. Some days it takes sheer will to stay devoted to your path. Each day brings a myriad of opportunities to participate in low vibe outbursts (check), satisfying but costly eye rolls (check), or simply the feeling that bed is the only safe place to be (check). Check.

If you are in an active love relationship with a mate of any kind right now, godspeed. I could just end this post right there. I sincerely wish you (and me) very well. This is especially the case if you and said mate have not already trolled the depths of human relational misery and worked out those kinks in a real and meaningful manner by this point. We’ve incarnated and fallen in love at a very potent time on the planet.

Even IF you have taken a flashlight to those shadows together you may be getting surprised right now with what is returning for another go-round, another even deeper review and clarification. It’s almost unbelievable to me how much human living is spent unwinding karmic patterns in the presence of a beloved ‘other’. Which brings me to my point.

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If you have not already arrived to the fundamental understanding that your mate IS you on some level. I recommend you get that nailed down now. Once you do this things will get a whole lot smoother and make a lot more sense to you. NOTE: For this post, I am not addressing those of you in highly dysfunctional situations where someone or both of you are acting out in dangerous or criminal ways (although the same truths apply with deeper teaching needed). I am addressing the most common relationship challenges.

Here it is: When you agreed to come to the earth this time, by soul contract or blueprint you brought with you that which was not quite resolved (evolved) from other existences. You also brought attributes and accomplishments you would need here in ole earth school which is often my sweet relief. You are after all, ascending/evolving/growing through this human kingdom. It is what we do here otherwise we do not come.

You also need to grasp the Law of One. Right now. Simply put, there is nothing that is not you. Or everything is you. Same difference. Your sovereignty this life time hinges on your adoption of this construct and your ability to ACT on it. Every day. As often during the day as you can. No, not just in yoga class, at the meditation center or during a reiki session. All the time. At work, at PTA, the grocery store and on the freeway. It will take practice.

A word on becoming sovereign. I can’t stress enough how this very word is triggering you right this moment. It is laden with magnetizing vibratory encodement– as all form (and words are manifest form) is, to set your consciousness on a path towards it. Reread what I wrote there. Sovereignty IS a condition for passing through a 3rd dimensional living experience into a unity consciousness manifest fourth density/fifth dimensional life experience while in the body your soul is wearing right at the moment.

All this said, you attracted (magnetized) and are holding your mate in your holographic template as an aspect of yourself you are working on now. You did this by usually unconscious choice, but choice none-the-less. Claim your responsibility for doing so as quickly as possible. Next time you will be even more conscious of your mate choice but guess what, you will still be surprised at the shadow aspects that will come flying up at you with that one too. This is the third dimensional relationship life.

When you do as I have suggested above something truly miraculous happens. NO not every one lives happily ever after with their mate. That’s pretty much a pile of programming crap. What WILL happen is that you become exquisitely responsible for your choices in that relationship. THIS is the miracle. You become devoted to yourself, your embodied soul-self, in new ways: communicating with as much love, forgiveness and compassion you can muster. Yes, on some days that’s not much. I know. But the more you practice, I promise, the better it gets.

You will naturally become less interested in what they did TO you or what they said TO you or what was not done etc. When you see your mate as yourself you become increasingly devoted to self love and its full expression. You begin to get curious about what aspects of yourself are being mirrored to you for healing. You will start acting differently toward said mate. When you do so, you are healing the condition of yourself that you brought to this lifetime and needed to heal/recover.

What I’ve noticed personally and have seen in friends and clients over the last couple years is that once you hop off that frequency or ‘song sheet’ that you were on before– arguments, frustration– the usual suspects of suffering– the ‘other’ starts appearing differently to you. You will ask yourself if something has changed in them. No, something has changed in YOU.

I’ve seen couples resolve and grow closer in this process and I’ve seen people split in this process. Both are beautiful choices as they are a perfect reflection of who you came to be and what life on earth is all about today at this time in the human condition. What I can see in my own experience is that new intimacy can grow. I can also see that when the soul contract with the mate is complete, they move out of our lives. We move them out naturally and with tons less drama. Unless of course, you are still exploring drama as a human motif. If that’s the case, you’ll have plenty of it.

I hope this post has strung a few constructs together that can be practically meaningful for you today. I write this as I do everything with my love. – Amber

Please take a moment to set up a session with me should any of this need support. We are all in varying places in our consciousness growth and spiritual practice.  I am here as a professional and experienced mirror for you.

 

 

 

Insight into my Highly Esoteric Life

Insight into my Highly Esoteric Life

 

Because you will be able to relate, it’s important that I tell you how much sadness I’ve felt this lifetime.  It’s been unpopular to say  that humans killing humans for ANY reason is naturally an abomination. It has been and still is culturally outlandish on earth to suggest that everyone needs to have access to nourishing food and water, medical care, and safe housing. It’s been a  sacrilege in my profession to suggest that many mental health crises were less a medical diagnosis to be cured by talk therapy and medications and more of a crisis of the human spirit that ONLY access to love can heal. And there is and has been a dearth of love on this planet for thousands of years. Heaven forbid I utter the phrase “I really understand why someone would use drugs or alcohol to numb their psychic pain. And I completely understand why people kill themselves.”

After years of being a silent witness to third density madness, I am finally letting loose. In prior posts I’ve written about being an awakened child, about growing up KNOWING that life as most humans knew it was only the tip of the iceberg. I’ve told you all about one year unfolding into another of typical human living laced with atypical esoteric teachers, both on planet and beyond. I told you about my bonafide traditional advanced education and career. I’ve written here about my Light Council inclusive of who they are.  It’s all there in earlier posts. I, and many like me, from all walks of life are finally being Called into Service. You who read this are being called too.

Since you found your way to this article, here are some highly encoded trigger words for you: ascension, resonance, Christ Consciousness, unity, grace, peace, matrix,  and hologram (there are many more). Stop for just a moment and re-read these. Then FEEL yourself. These words are literally constructed to help you remember who you are.

These words and so much more going on around and within you are part of the deluge, sometimes referred to as a shift or ascension, happening on our planet as we move from a predominantly Service to Self/Power over Others planet to a Service To Others/Christed planet. Earth has played host to the latter before, and she is returning to this role again.  There are many ways to characterize this condition, but these are my primary methods. That deluge is greatly influenced by both the galactic and earth grids with enormous influx of energy from the sun. Those of you who find your way to my words are predominantly ‘Service to Other’ souls. My work, and that of many others worldwide, is here so that you can see yourself and go further now.

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Humans are made of the very fabric of antimatter made manifest. That means that you and your reality are made of the basic geometric components of existence. You are blueprinted fractals of Source seeking to know Itself. At your very subatomic particles you are vibrating a magnetic harmonic resonance that is manifesting each and every detail of your life at this moment. When I tune in to it, I can literally feel and see, as a clairsentient person, the mathematics that are moving around your field and my own. That field of yours (and mine) is a matrix made up many matrices.

What we don’t consciously supply that matrix with is constantly being unconsciously supplied for us. This is why the Universal Law of Manifestation is such an important understanding for us. This very understanding is superb news for you and for all of us. Once you wrap your mind around this condition, by any narrative and path that triggers you, the faster and more capably we will all see our lives as individuals and as a collective change for the better.

For me and many other forerunners in this evolutionary consciousness shift, it has become time to care less about anyone else’s understanding about living. It has become time to care more about how to communicate myself and how to share what I know when anyone genuinely wishes to ask and explore it for themselves. I will no longer explain myself, but I will always share my awarenesses and listen thoughtfully to yours. Believe me, I know by now the difference between the human who needs to argue or discredit and the one who approaches me with authenticity in search of their own self-responsible truth.

Sending you much love always, Amber