On Shedding Programming: It Takes Time

On Shedding Programming: It Takes Time

So many humans today are feeling pervasive overwhelm and anxiety about who they think they should be and how they should be spending their time on earth. 

In my experience both as a psychotherapist and consciousness/spiritual growth teacher I know it helps to learn about real life experiences where growing in conscious awareness and wellbeing is concerned.  In particular it helps to see what others have done to move through the heavy encumbrances that occur simply by living in the world today.

All of my readers are at baseline highly sensitive humans which is a broadly accepted classification for those who perceive, feel and have deep awareness of themselves, others and the world in which they live. Some of you have awarenesses beyond this world. Many more of you are healing artists or otherwise spiritually oriented expressives. You have exquisite perception and depth of feeling.

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It is not a surprise to you that the human experience is often pain-filled  with accumulated unconscious themes and programs playing out across many lifetimes here on earth. As such I thought you may appreciate a brief exchange between a new colleague of mine in response to something she posted to which I replied.

The following interaction is about my own shedding of the heavy (industrialized nation) programming that says we should pursue ‘having it all’ with little regard for our personal, family, community and planetary health and wellbeing.

Janna: This morning I awoke wanting to ask you this: do you recall when the shedding “transition” began for you? For me, I would say it started slowly in December 2007, picking up momentum here and there, and now, full integration. Thank you for your wisdom!!

Me: Well the messaging was more cultural versus familial for me. Plus I had a sense of inner personal pressure due to things I wanted to exceed from my family experiences. I pushed myself (and did for years) plus had a healthy dose of southern-woman-people- pleasing going on.

It took to my mid thirties to really begin to understand what was me and what was not me (mine). Many of us who read this are highly sensitive humans and have similar patterns. Therapy yes! Yoga yes! Fitness yes! Letting go of relationships that did not sustain me came in my later 30’s early 40’s. I’m also a psychotherapist & consciousness teacher (as I awoke to my intuitive and clair-senses abilities) so I’ve been devoted to self awareness and healing self and others most of my adult life. I’m 52 now.

As I let go of people, places and career constructs that did not support my whole self, more of the real me emerged. I began falling in love with myself and all existence heavily over the last 5 years in particular. Thanks for asking.

Shedding programming is as unique to your energy framework as is your fingerprint but once you catch on to it, the drive to do so begins to naturally takeover to a large extent. Your job then begins to feed your soul and let the rest take care of itself. Get support, find your tribe and fall in love with your incarnation this lifetime. ❤️

Always with my love, Amber

Yes, You are a ‘Service to Others’ Soul

Yes, You are a ‘Service to Others’ Soul

I’m being asked to remind you about your true nature and mission as a soul this incarnation. To encourage you to see yourself more clearly and understand your personal and professional motivations within this earthly third dimensional framework.

One of the foundations to this teaching is to refer to your personal paradigm known as ‘Service to Others’. This construct has an opposing design which is referred to as Service to Self/Power over Others. You were born into the latter. But you who are reading this arrived as the former.

The following statements comprise some basics that assist my clients to understand this consciousness construct. I know they will also take you further in your own awareness too.

  1. Service to Others souls are anyone who innately feels the call from the heart to be of service to humanity and the planet. It is a repetitive call that gets louder and more insistent until you begin to engage it. It eventually takes precedence over all else.
  2. We stand in juxtaposition, from birth, to Service to Self/Power over Others ways of living and being. One way of being is not better or worse, just different experience and exploration of self on the planet. We are all One. We are both light and shadow.
  3. We have always been on earth but now since the Harmonic Convergence in 1996 and the 2012 and 2016 energetic cycle events more of us are consciously awakening to our true natures and missions.
  4. Why are we awakening in this way now? The planet, a sentient being, is reaching a 26 thousand year cycle of zero point reset/ascension/shift in polarity consciousness experience. She is moving away from her own exploration of Service to Self/Power over Others inclusive of powerlessness, victimization and suffering.
  5. The energetics involved are quantum in nature. These changes are prophesied, experienced and described in a myriad of narratives and presentations across human history. Please see my prior blog posts for some of my own personal experiences.
  6. Whereas the earlier (by linear mind-based understanding) Serve to Others souls were a much smaller collective, there are more here and the strength of our numbers (our Collective) has created powerful thought forms and vibratory resonances  aiding the transfiguration of the planet and all beings to fifth dimensional harmonics and beyond.

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Humans wonder HOW we as individuals are accomplishing the expression of the Service to Others soul beyond what the human species has been able to do previously. Here are some fundamentals for how you personally hold, grow and express this powerful condition.

  1. You cultivate a daily life centered on personal self responsibility. You take responsibility for everything that you bring into your life experience. ALL of it. Not just the delightful things but the painful stuff too. Yes, even victimization experiences.
  2. You devote yourself to healing the wounds you know about and seek to understand and release/integrate those that are karmic inheritances both this lifetime and others.
  3. You set about the business of managing your thoughts and your range of emotions. This alone will change your life and draw forward your life’s mission and purpose.
  4. You choose to make love, compassion and forgiveness an everyday exploration starting with yourself and then applying it to all others. Do not confuse doing so with putting yourself needlessly in harm’s (lower vibratory) way unless you need to continue to explore suffering. Discernment is important at all times.
  5. You investigate what is sovereignty. You develop a clear sense of working from your own creative intent versus joining and absorbing programmed constructs and beliefs from others, culture, society and religions.
  6. You discover for yourself for what types of programming/beliefs you assumed in your lifetime and go about releasing it via many methods available to you. Read, research, learn new methods for self healing, seeks teachers and healers of any kind that resonate with your personal approach.
  7. Investigate then integrate the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine aspects of self. For thousands of years we lived as a species with only a masculine God image largely available to us. In order to stabilize your Service to Others nature, we must create this new balance including the female goddess aspect.

This blog post was written with deep honor, love and appreciation for your human experience. Most of all drench yourself in love, forgiveness, and compassion. If each human being would do so this world would be an entirely different experience. It would create  a dynamic not know to humans in thousands upon thousands of years. Om shanti. Namaste. — Amber Chamberlain, M.Ed., Consciousness Teacher

 

When Consciousness-Centered Responses Fall Flat

When Consciousness-Centered Responses Fall Flat

Earlier today I responded to a colleague’s question on Instagram.  In her post she mentioned she was having head and neck strain. Since she is in a healing arts field, essential oils, my written comment to her suggested that she avoid overworking her masculine energy which creates tons of drive and action in favor of  bringing in more female energy that allows flow  and results to be magnetic. I suggested that she create a balance that incorporates both activity AND trusting the flow of life. This balance will take better care of her human spirit and body.

Later in the day I noticed that she saw my response and asked “how do I do that?”  I answered her there, but this simple exchange prompted me to write this post. I suggested to her that identifying human programs that have us exhausting ourselves in the name of success and productivity is one area to observe. I offered that she could explore what is meant by ‘feminine energy’ and how that works to attract or magnetize the desired outcome.

The fact is while I answered her,  and knowing her as I do, I could sense her reasonable disbelief on some level, that my proposal had any real merit. And she is not alone. I completely understand that addressing questions from a spiritually-centered perspective can come off as lopsided, meaningless and trite.

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In the realm of conscious spiritual awareness, words often fail. As humans we are third dimensionally programmed to discourse within an accepted frequency regime that is disinclined to recognize personal power and choice. It is also not a big fan of balance and wellbeing as a way of living and being. As such, to make responses to “how do I do that?” in a few short consciousness-based sentences mostly falls flat.

In my experience the other person either turns off and tunes out or, worse, gets irritated. I’ve had it all happen. The more reasonable human programmed response, if one is even made (first line of huamn programming is to NOT respond to the stated pain), would be “oh, sorry to hear you are are in pain.”, the next acceptable response would be “you could also take a warm bath or get a massage”. Those both fit with acceptable expectations for human interaction. No one is going to argue with those.

Most humans don’t want to hear what I responded with when asked “how do I do that?”. Why not? Because they don’t yet feel able to do the first steps needed. These first steps to anything energetically, consciously or spiritually related require you to notice something or become aware of something. This requirement is the first warning flag a human needs in order to sense danger that their beliefs are going to be challenged such that they need to run away from the conversation.They are being asked to go within. This inherently suggests that solutions lie within not outside of them. It also implies the long haul, no quick fix. Ugh.

A significant set of others decide to fight back when they hear the kind of response I made. Trust me, after all these years I know when another person feels defensive and would rather get passively huffy or downright negative and mean. Plus, my mad skills of perception (chuckling) can smell a sour note a mile away. There are the lovely but fewer intrepid souls who get curious and ask the next question. “What do you mean by that? Can you describe that?” Sweet relief. These souls are you dear reader. These are the humans who by changing themselves change the planet.

I get asked ‘how-to’ questions and often know I’m being asked to regurgitate a list of some sort, a recipe, for relieving a symptom or two. The plain truth is that conscious living of any kind is not a recipe or list. It’s an internal drive or call that we answer for living in a more sovereign way such that human programs are no longer unconsciously driving thoughts, feelings or actions. It is a cultivated perspective that takes dedication and practice. Lots of practice.

So yes, our kind are going to appear to those who are not ready to explore themselves in this manner to be all ‘love & light’, elusive, exclusive and without merit. I’ve increasingly accepted this to be the case now that I am no longer looking to fit neatly into broadly accepted categories for what ‘good humans’ look and sound like. Or what what helpful humans say when asked “how do I do that?”.

I’m okay with the fact, and this is a long time coming, that my best language and intent to support another soul will fail to be received in the manner it was intended, often and completely. After all each of us is already sovereign. We all heal and evolve ourselves based on the blueprint with which we arrived and with which we teach ourselves to inform and interface. It’s the true divine nature of all existence.

I write this with much love as always, Amber

 

 

 

An Example of Multidimensional Teaching

An Example of Multidimensional Teaching

Me: Ok, I’m blown away by my recent experience at the physics fair. Why did this happen for me?

Anthor: Because, Amber, you are to learn and understand what is being shown to you such that you can teach others. You are a good student.

 

I’m going to tell you about an event that happened to me a few days ago. What I am going to tell you is not the first time this has occurred in this manner. I’m finally understanding it will not be the last either.

I know this because I am a consciousness teacher. What that means is that I am being prompted to write and teach at this time in my life on highly and sometimes surprising esoteric occurrences.

It is made clear to me that my job at this phase of planetary ascension is to share my experiences with you. I am to also attempt to put them in a framework from which you can then go away and be inspired to do some research of your own.

I give this preamble in this case because I am going to give you a perfect example for how multidimensional consciousness operates when it engages an embodied soul. Me. In my case, I’ve been an awake and aware human for decades. Only in the last five years this has been, as we say, ‘on steroids’.

I’ve been a Mystery School student and am what is referred to as a Service to Others soul. You are too. To restate what you already or are beginning to understand, the planet Earth, our home planet, Gaia, is shifting herself into a higher octave (consciousness) of existence.

She is finished exploring herself within the third dimensional plane and all of its associated energetic limits. And for the first time in the history of the human species, people are staying on the planet and going with her.

For you this means a personal, cultural and systemic paradigm shift is upon us. We are moving away from exploring a life of Service to Self/Power over Others to one that is based in Service to Others. More and more humans are waking up to this Truth in themselves. They are healing from the predominant programs associated with Service to Self/Power over Others and shifting into this paradigm over time.

We refer to this shift in many ways, but for our purposes this is a shift into Unity and Christ Consciousness. Yes, there have been other times and places upon the earth when Gaia hosted humans who were versed in this very esoteric knowledge and skill. They are the civilizations that encompass Ancient Egypt, Mayans, Incas, Atlantis and Lemuria, for example.

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More and more of us are going deeper into this awakening phase, it is now becoming more of a remembering phase for those of us who have been in varying awakened states for some time. We are the forerunners.

We are remembering why we came and what else we need to rediscover in order to help the process along for humanity. Gaia needs no such assistance in Reality. She’s done this over and over again. For her it is simply time again.

To this end, many highly awake and aware souls are gaining ground in human consciousness capabilities not seen on Earth in thousands of years. The third dimensional Earth, post Atlantis & Lemuria, for example, was removed from these capabilities as they were not necessary for this dimensional experience.

In fact, there are no ‘good’ or ‘bad’ planes of existence or consciousness. There is only experience within the range of light’s vibratory energy. Each frequency station, so to speak, has its own qualities and requirements to be engaged and explored.

In the third dimensional existence, alchemy and understanding of Cosmic Laws to include sacred geometry, quantum mechanics, Unity Consciousness and other free energy tools to include energy healing modalities were not to be explored wholesale. Some humans historically did so but the larger population did not. Instead we were to explore within the limits of the human mind, ego, and experience of perceived separation from Source.

Humans were to experience a sense of deep isolation one from another within a container of fraught relationships, intense work lives and shorter life spans due to largely unabated disease and live mostly devoid of a conscious connection to nature and any other existing dimensional realms as a species. We have been and are doing so with gusto today as we have for thousands of years to this point.

Thanks to a series of cosmological and long prophesied events, we are now cycling out of this experience. Now we are learning about children who innately understand crystal energy and naturally decry the condition in which they find humanity.

As adults we are experiencing increased clair-sensory awareness and a return to the natural world for support and comfort. We are engaging our Higher Selves, Guides and Light Councils by every name and nature. We even hear from people deep in hypnosis about what is happening to humans and the future of our planet.

We are also beginning to hear from more highly sensitive humans- empaths, intuitives, healers of all kinds, light & gridworkers, etc, that their own capabilities to engage quantum-type consciousness are notching up.

They are understanding existence more clearly via a multidimensional viewpoint. They have more to tell us, much of it channelled, about what is going on in the largely unseen world that is impacting them personally and the world as a whole.

Here is just one such example I am having at times over the last number of years, in particular, since the 2012 Unity Consciousness energy trigger. Over the weekend I had the opportunity to attend a physics fair at a prestigious American university. They have this fair every year as part of a springtime celebration school-wide. I attend mostly because I like to take my youngster with my family.

During this time I wandered around the various physics demonstrations available. By myself at this point, I was interested to attend a demo advertising ‘sound’. I could hear a very loud and high tone coming from the room. So I walked in and was promptly handed ear plugs. I watched a glass being broken by sound waves. Cool.

As I wondered why I was hanging around this demonstration room with a smattering of physics students milling about, one of them caught my attention. He wanted to show me two projects. Both of them taught me how to see the effect of sound waves on matter.

In the second instance the student poured sand over a smooth surface and applied a low frequency sound wave I could not hear. I watched with partial boredom as the colored sand moved itself into an x and y axis first. Then saw how more sand moved around the axes to create geometrical curves forming into a wavy looking circle encompassing the x and y axes. Pretty. Still boring.

That night at home, having completely forgotten about that experience, I settled into bedtime reading which I do every evening. At this point the book on ancient quantum energetics is teaching me about two number sequences, the Fibonacci sequence and the Binary sequence.  It is also telling me about the female/male polarity that the two sequences represent. The writer proposes that they represent mother/father too. Goddess/God.

The writer shows me this via what is called an elementary school-level Polar Graph. Without getting into more detail that would take too long to describe in this blog post, what the author then gave me was a description of how circles all have lines associated with them.

Circles are considered ‘female’ and lines are considered ‘male’. To illustrate his point he went on to describe the very same experiment I had just seen six hours earlier at the physics fair. Literally the SAME experiment. I squealed out loud “whoa this is SO weird”. I was apparently supposed to get this understanding firmly in place for myself.

You see, our Kind is being led. We are being prepared. We are being shown. Step by step revelations about who we are, where we come from and what is at work ‘behind the scenes’. As a forerunner my job and yours is to follow the breadcrumbs. To simply yield to, and where possible, fall madly in love with synchronicities like this.

Then we are to share them. These are stories that teach us. They inspire us to ask “what just happened here and why me?”. I’ve learned over and over again that learning to listen to, better yet, ask questions of our Inner Guidance, leads us to amazing experiences and Knowledge.

I hope my reporting on my recent multidimensional engagement rings a bell for you such that you start to wonder more deeply about who you are and what you are here to do with the life you have this go ’round.

Always written with love, Amber

 

A Consciousness 26K Years in the Making

A Consciousness 26K Years in the Making

Go gently now. Patience with yourself during this changeover in human consciousness is required. I’m the last person who will participate in cosmic carrot dangling that says if you do (fill in the blank), then you will achieve the life you always wanted to live. In fact, it is a distraction to suggest anything outside of yourself is needed.

You live with me here in the third dimension. I write to you via the fifth dimensional expression. Thanks to an easily misunderstood set of assumptions coupled with historical programming, some of you are awaiting a singular external event that will finally deliver you to a better place where the fraughtness of our human lives no longer exists.

Others of you have come to a deeper truth and no longer await deliverance. You are learning who you are. You are learning your true inheritance and role in the change taking place among humans and on our planetary home, Earth.

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You have felt this pull toward some kind of permanent transition such that all of life is lived in harmony in every way imaginable and in all ways this current world does not. At times you wonder why you know things can be different when your current life has provided no evidence that this is possible. You understand that while this planet and her creatures are exquisitely beautiful, it is often painful here.

You are remembering and re-imagining a life in which cooperation among the population is a routine occurrence, where Universal Laws naturally apply and match the agreements across the entire cosmos. You recall balanced geometries and matrices held lovingly in place with ancient frequencies and wavelengths.

Yet here we are. Repeatedly cycling through lifetimes within a paradigm of marked shadow and limitation. Insult and injury normative and expected. Except you and I know something only a small number of humans currently know. Change is happening.

Positive change in human consciousness is happening now and YOU are representatives and ambassadors of it. You and me. We arrived to earth highly sensitive, highly attuned and ready to Serve this portion of the consciousness cycle fully.

In fact, you are specifically designed and prepared via your blueprint prior to birth to express this healing and recovery transition of the human species. Just by BEING you at this point in the precession of equinoxes, an oh so much more, you have ushered in the long awaited return to fifth dimensional human consciousness and beyond.

Humans have a tendency to over work, over think and over function relative to achievement. This is largely due to the duality that exists in the third dimensional life. At this time in our patriarchal paradigm, out of balance with our Divine Feminine, the biggest, fastest and hardest WINS.

As a citizen of our Collective of Light Beings, which you certainly are, you have the tricky task of releasing about twenty six thousand years of participation within a extremely limited consciousness existence. Because of this, you often forget, as you may have done recently, that holding this Truth is a practice not an end result.

Your job is to develop consciousness and learn to hold it and function within it in a day to day way. Others will learn to do this from witnessing you do so. During this last month my guess is that, like me, you confronted some very intense emotions and thoughts. You likely visited new depths of core human pain.

You also had some spectacular insights that took you to new places within spiritual understanding. I know this based on the fact that this Spring Equinox came loaded with energetic triggers designed just for this very purpose. Allow this changeover to be just that, a change.

Trust that the Cycle of Life as reflected within Source is perfectly designed to handle the task now at hand. Know that your soul’s purpose and signature is perfectly aligned with these times and conditions. You are not missing a single cue. You know what to do and when to do it for your highest good and that of others.

Continue to seek support when you need it and to care well for yourself in all ways. Seek and establish practices that provide relief and teach you to listen and respond through your heart. You are doing a great job being a human at this most powerful time in the ascending human and planetary consciousness.

Sending my love with this post. Amber

 

 

 

Practical Energetics: About Self Love

Practical Energetics: About Self Love

I will thank you in advance for falling deeply, madly, unabashedly in love with yourself. For as you do, you will also love me and the rest of us. This is alchemy at its finest.

I feel a bit like  singer/songwriter Paul McCartney as I write this post. In one of his late 70’s songs with the band Wings, post Beatles, he croons “You think that people would have had enough of silly love songs, I look around me and I see it isn’t so, oh no…” In fact I hear it playing in some far off corner of my mind. And this all because I am about to write to you about love.

Here is the situation. When you arrived to the planet, you came front loaded with love. In fact, it was all you ever knew. Where you are from, there IS only Love. It is the gas in the vehicle by which you got here in the first place. And it is the electromagnetic stuff, some like to call God Particles, of which your atoms cling unto one another. To be sure, love goes by many names.

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If you want to consciously manifest experiences in your life that give you a sense of meaning, belonging and connection, all attributes of love,  then love itself has to be first applied. Liberally in fact. If I were you I would stop worrying about sunscreen and start slathering on love. In every way imaginable.

Ah, now we come to the most important part. You can see the conundrum of the last paragraph above. Just HOW does a human apply love? While any kind of love is good love, none of it can cling to you and grow you until you have begun to practice and master one thing. SELF love. Uh oh.

And guess what you promptly forgot when you got here? Self love. In fact to be sure you forgot it, most world religions and cultural norms and mores in industrialized nations enforced the message. Do Not Love Thyself. Nope. No way. Just do not do it. Love others, yes, but while its a great idea to groom yourself and exercise each day, keep self love out of your personal equation. Unless, of course, someone else is willing to give you some of theirs.

Note: This is not the blog post where I explain why others do not give us love the way that we are taught. Not possible. Nor is it even possible that we can love another without first loving ourselves. This position will raise a few eyebrows. I will try to write on this soon.

Now back to my premise. To make it even more unlikely you would love yourself while on earth, you were advised to experience shame at the idea of doing so. As a matter of fact, some of you clearly got the message to do the opposite of loving yourself. Hate yourself. Or atleast parts of yourself. It all adds up to the same result: a drained life force. Remember, love IS the juice of life. No juice. No life.

How many of you hate how you look? Your weight? Your job? Your family members? If hate is too strong a word, how about any of its cousins, reject, dislike, disapprove, eschew. I could go on for days with words that oppose love. It is easy since I am a human living in the third dimension. Too easy. Its a frequency that has a well worn path, a groove in our collective mindset. The neural pathway to this condition is almost unbreakable. Almost.

So here is my proposal. Decide to do everything out of love for Self. Anyone reading this is a Service to Other soul and understands that we are One. We live, and have for thousands of years as reincarnating souls under a patriarchal, Service to Self/Power over Others energetic template or framework. It has been excruciating. And at times horrifying.

Within the understanding that we are One, the quantum mechanical story tells us that what you first do for yourself as a receiver ripples then out from you as a transmitter to those around you. As you heal self, you heal Us. As you love yourself, you then love Us. As you love you, you simultaneously love me. Even if I never am lucky enough to meet you.

Sending this off highly encoded with Love in the Highest. Because I can. So I do. — Amber