You Attracted your Life, Now Own It

You Attracted your Life,  Now Own It

Are you willing to take responsibility for every ounce of your life as it exists today? If not, read on as someone on the precipice of enormous change. You do not find this material unless you are growing quickly. Welcome.

How do I know this? I am a lightworker, this is my job, my mission. Reading this will trigger your next stage of awareness. I’ve been you. I had to figure this out. In fact, we are all still working on this as a small but mighty collective.

If you are currently practicing ownership, and all this implies, for what you have in your life today then read on as someone who is refining your understanding about who you truly are and the power you are now harnessing during this incarnation.

The majority of you who will read this are somewhere in between. You are vacillating between owning parts of your life and all of it. This is understandable because most of what you have in your life brings you some level of consternation. I know this well. You are having a human life and this is what we do here.

Before I go any further, let me tell you a story.

Mastery

On the day you were born you brought with you a blueprint. You designed this blueprint before you arrived. This brilliant design you agreed to bring allowed for an infinite amount of timelines and expressions to who you would be on the planet this time.

You brought with you aspects of yourself from other soul incarnations that would pair beautifully with this lifetime’s blueprint plan. Karmic patterns, typically things in need of recovery and growth came with you too. After all, you are here to grow and evolve as does every living thing across all kingdoms. Mineral, plant, animal and human.

As we make our way back to unified source energy, understand that in this life school we only progress through it by engaging our incarnations with increasing mastery. In any lifetime, mastery only comes as ownership of self increases. Ownership only comes when we become increasingly committed to ourselves first and foremost.

Commitment to self only comes when we shut out the noise of external programming that distracts us from evolving. This ‘noise’ includes mass cultural mores and group-think based living. This level of  chosen commitment has significant requirements previously known only on this planet to a subset of ancient humans and has so far eluded most modern humans.

Given the consciousness of the largest portion of the human kingdom, most modern humans make an extreme error in their self perception which precludes mastery. What does this ‘error’ look like on any given day? Humans blame external forces, people, occurrences and conditions for their daily life experiences without looking beyond this lower level obviation. Humans tend to stop. Right. Here.

Humans additionally tend to avoid awareness and then understanding of their suffering by seeking sensational pleasure in order not to feel pain, not to own pain, not to heal painful conditions. These two methodologies, blame and pleasure seeking, are potent adhesive for unconscious living.

To be sure, this consciousness-specific error is predominant in our kingdom and a perfectly beautiful and honorable exploration of being a human. It is rich and powerful, full of detailed information with which to build an akash of understanding and experience for the lives to come in future incarnations.

To be sure, you are not one of those incarnated souls for whom continued unconscious blame-bound exploration of pain and suffering while soothing with pleasure seeking appeals. You are now developing an understanding: that you are every aspect of your life experience.

You are him. You are her. You are them, they and that. You are holding this current experience, in fact, fully in place within your energy field of existence. Within your holographic life. It is miraculous really. With very little awareness you use enormous focused energy to do so. Energy that is only now being made aware to physicists around the world.

One way to better define this is to say that you are curious and exploring who you are in all the ways you experience yourself: the friend, lover, worker, and victim, etc. You are recording this experience as a scientist would an experiment.

What does that mean to you? From this perspective you are becoming increasingly able to manipulate and manifest your own terms. In other words, you are developing sovereign living while incarnated, something not seen largely on this planet for eons.

But none of this level of consciousness can continue nor progress without you feeding yourself a steady diet of self-responsible thoughts, emotions and actions. What does that mean? Pretty simple: From day to day you stay aware of your state of awareness and being. If you do not like what you think, feel, see or do, you change it from within your awareness. Outward always mirrors inward. Do you see?

Harder still for the awakening human, you determine to assume that what is happening with those around you and how they impact you are your response-ability. You respond as the ‘change you wish to see’. You cultivate and understanding for and dedication to the fact that YOU brought these moments of experience to yourself. Indeed you magnetized them to you, attracted them, in order to play out some aspect of your blueprint.

I can tell you from personal experience and that of a teacher, the more you make this your perspective and practice, the easier it will become. Shaping and tailoring the things I love about my life already is delightful effort. Applying course correction to those things I am less thrilled about, well, it takes effort and commitment to myself and those aspects I am choosing to explore.

For the less lovely aspects of your life, I encourage you to first agree that you brought them to you for your experience. It is often a surprising relief when you return the power of ownership to yourself, especially for the most painful aspects of your life, that you gave away to the person or situation.

The second thing I recommend is that you get curious and ask yourself what you are learning. Often applying heavy doses of gratefulness, forgiveness and grace to yourself and the ‘other’ are required. From there move into embracing and loving those painful aspects and develop your own approach for recovering and healing them.

Watch from there how the situation shifts, resolves and changes right before your eyes. Transforms. Transfigures. This is alchemy. Yes, you are a natural alchemist. No one ever told you. Lie of omission number one.

I have only one more thing to tell you in this post, the key ingredient and change agent is love- love for self, others and all existence. Extreme love. What you were programmed to believe in common culture about love has only been a tiny percentage of its actual truth. Most of what you were entrained to believe about love is extremely limiting where consciousness is concerned.

It is my pleasure to write this to you today. Always with my love, Amber

 

 

Esoteric Services, Money & You

Esoteric Services, Money & You

Everything you will ever want to learn, experience or explore with regard to esoteric knowledge is within you. That is plain human fact. All you need to do is make yourself free to remember it. It takes no other person nor any amount of money to do so.

Increased awakening to the fundamentals and more of consciousness and putting these principles into action in your daily life is a choice. It is a choice that is made individually over and over again. It is one that requires daily attention, often at smaller moments across each day. Because you are human, it ebbs and flows as with all life cycles. It is a practice.

When you make this choice and commit to it, you come to understand that you are cultivating sovereign living. Sovereign living is a way of viewing, approaching and interacting in life such that every aspect of life is your responsibility. Therein lies the freedom. You come to be crystal clear that there is no entity that has true power over you.

Sovereign living can only be established when you understand and maintain that when you have pain and suffering, it is because your soul is choosing to explore this as part of your human experience. When you have joy and success it is for the same reason. Coming to terms with those statements is a process in and of itself. It can take years to integrate this understanding or happen in moments. In this way of living you are doing so as Source, from Source and of Source.

Esoteric Knowledge Within You

While you have a soul blueprint in this and every lifetime, taking this level of responsibility for yourself allows you to explore experiences, events, teachers and engagements freely. As you seek to grow you look for options to do so. While these explorations can come freely others come with a money exchange.

As an aware child and young adult I always enjoyed exploring my own consciousness via healing arts and esoteric spiritual learning. I have done much of this on my own and a good portion using fee-based healers and teachers since I was about twenty five years old. All of this, inclusive of a conventional advanced education and health care career, has fulminated in my current work as an esoteric teacher today. As part of my sovereign self-care and commitment to my field, I will always be a consumer of fee-based healing services and esoteric education.

It is true that all you need to know about consciousness is within you. With each lifetime you come with more knowledge and understanding given your experience. It’s really a matter of awakening in this lifetime to your remembrance of your lifetimes of experience. Given the position we are in now on earth in our planetary cycle, the Age of Aquarius, the conditions in the ethers and on the planet today are assisting humanity like no other time in modern history to grow and evolve in this endeavor.

There are as many spirituality, consciousness, esoteric healers, teachers, products and business options to consume as there are narratives and methodologies. Some are truer to the reality of conscious design than others. At this time in human consciousness evolution there are every kind of experience to be had for a fee.  What you can’t forget is your personal responsibility— your sovereign right to choose thoughtfully and explore freely.

For me, I’ve purchased teaching, events and experiences that have been wildly supportive for me and I’ve had a few that were moderately interesting. I’ve had only a couple that were not particularly beneficial too. In each case, I made the choice to explore them. I learned more about myself in all cases. It may help you to know that when I decide I’d like human help to investigate an interest, I do inner work to ‘invite’ the highest best situation. I intend to make the best connection with the ‘right’ resource for my learning.

I have learned that sometimes what my highest best means will result in a life lesson. Sometimes I’ve needed to moderate my expectations, become better at discernment, or to question what I was provided. Other times I’ve been blown away with the depth of my experience and the scaffolding that opened up for me internally from just some small portion of the work.

What I can do is caution you to be very thoughtful about purchasing any work that promises you ‘if you do these things, this will happen’ or ‘if you have this experience, you will have this kind of outcome’ or ‘if you work with me, your life will get better’, or ‘if you buy this product you will manifest x faster’ etc. Those promises do not align with the reality of consciousness.

It is also helpful to know that yes, there are parts of the planet’s energy system that hold aspects of energies that can assist you to gain more insight and awareness in various ways specific to that location. We do tend to refer to these as natural ancient portals or energy centers, some naturally exist and some remain from ancient societies.

What they are NOT is places to quicken personal ego-associated achievements or manifestation machines. It is also a fact that you can call those energies into your own awareness right from your living room sofa. Once you spend time teaching yourself how this is done.

Some of the less than helpful work is proffered by well-meaning healers and teachers that more often unwittingly and more rarely intentionally mislead others. No one comes out very well in these instances unless you are needing a lesson in exploring this aspect of the human path.

It is wise to understand that consciousness triggers and activations are a normal part of human life. They are divinely timed just for your soul’s experience. While they don’t all occur within the context of human relationship, you can feel led to various types of people and experiences that then trigger or activate an aspect of your many layers of awareness. And yes, other humans tend to play a huge role in our own growth. Some of them in direct interaction and some of them just by knowing, seeing and experiencing them in a variety of settings going about their own lives.

Awakening in consciousness is a divine birthright, not a product for purchase.  Therefore treat yourself and the process with deep love and respect. Read what inspires you, write your deepest thoughts and feelings, pay attention to nature and its beauty. Talk to your friends and loved ones about your innermost experiences and allow your life to shift and grow. Most of all, trust yourself implicitly.

Always with my love, Amber