Witnessing Lower 3D Energies

Witnessing Lower 3D Energies

I had no idea I’d ever need to write about this. In fact I had zero intention to explore what I am going to write about here. And I have a distinct impression that I am not alone in my lack of  willingness to go deep into the witness of the lower density aspects of our beloved planet and planetary system.

For those who are reading this blog for the very first time, as most of you will be, here is a brief synopsis. I was a very awakened child who had to come to terms early with the pain on the planet and her people. I also experienced what is best described as otherworldly interaction at times that left me frightened and mystified. I grew into a very personal relationship to that which is best described as Christ Consciousness in later childhood. Those of you newer to ascension related themes, know that Christ Consciousness is not a religious term, rather it is more of a planetary timeline term. Early adulthood was varying stages of healing myself, being taught consciousness principles and just doing life.

Today I am a wayshower. For me this include lightworker duties inclusive of grid keeping and teaching. I am also a forever-student in consciousness particularly within the Law of One and Unity Consciousness.

Over many years you could easily say I was part of the ‘love & light’ tribe. Early on in our spiritual lives it is imperative to understand what that means. It can take an entire lifetime to get those basics situated into our daily lives. While I was getting that frequency and resonance habituated, I also did something exquisitely important to continuing to grow: I addressed my pain and eventually fell in love with myself and my life. Spiritual bypassing is real. You simply must know how you have been programmed and harmed in this life in order to move beyond it. It takes a lot of time, practice, grace and forgiveness to do so.

Thanks to the flooding of cosmic light plasma and varying light codes, the procession of equinoxes and many other highly significant timed releases, the long prevailing shadows are now in the bright light of the day all across our planet. You may have noticed this personally: You are looking at your own life, relationships and work, not with a sense of easy- to- dismiss unease, but pure shock in some cases. Some of you are actively fighting, spitting mad with an ax to grind, be it social, political or racial given today’s climate.

Many humans feel a tacit freedom to let loose pent up emotional rage. Please be aware that your fury is more fuel for the continuation of same. Old structures may fall in the force of fury, but only creation energies build the harmonious new ones. Creation energies are engaged on the basis of love.

Amidst a global health crisis, you are likely having a quickening of awarenesses that only something so abrupt and engulfing could bring about. Many humans, disrupted in their daily habits, realize how dependent they were on things being ‘as they were’. This stasis for most of us allowed us to avoid looking closer, feeling deeper, asking more questions.  Time watching TV or getting a latte at a favorite coffee house could soften most of the hard edges of truth that began to encroach on our psyches.

As for me, this acuity in madness has moved my attention to the level of marked long-term suffering on our planet. Before we hit this phase, notably since 2012, in the cycle of ascension on our planet, perceived time was slower, until recent decades we had no internet within which to witness, gather and compare notes.

While it has always been true here on earth, it appears more markedly noticeable that our children suffer en mass at the hands of adults, widespread poverty and lack of access to clean food and water sickens and kills humans, wars annihilate large groups of people and scar the land and needless racial divides keep us busy exploring hate.  Before now there was a weird sleepy acceptance that these things were just a fact of life. We didn’t have much energy to take a hard look at their true genesis. Personal and collective human trauma is the number one reason we have not had the energy.

I am now going to be as plain as I can be in the public domain. I apologize how coded this may seem therefore.

This is a fallen planet. Lemuria and then Atlantis both fell. They were fifth dimensional societies. The human species fell into the third dimension. This means we lost the ability to know that we are divine beings made in the image of Source. Losing the ability to know this is VERY different from losing the ability to BE divine beings. We still ARE. We are simply, as a species, laid low by repetitive, systematic trauma. What a marvelous way to keep a people from knowing themselves fully, isn’t it? Trauma is not a natural condition of human existence by birth. Not in the least. But it is endemic to the third dimension. Trauma is applied.

Given our planetary amnesia, humans fell prey to energies not fully within this plane or realm. If you are reading this far you will accept that there are billions of planetary systems within the omniverse. Humans are a precious resource mined not unlike our gold and other alloys and minerals. Our emotions and creative thoughts are powerful and this is well known across the cosmos. These creation energy skills imbued in our humankind are harnessed and used to maintain the less than organic systems that run our planet today.

Please understand that all planetary systems and peoples move in a 26 thousand year cycle of decension and ascension. But it bears understanding for the sake of empowerment here on earth in the third dimension, to know who you are as a human and of what you are capable by birthright. In doing so, THIS is how we free ourselves and take our planet to her next highest expression. The truest statement is that she, Gaia, is doing this herself with our without us. She is a sentient being in an of her own accord.

A key to your power is found in healing your pain, loving yourself and practicing self responsibility and sovereignty. Anything short of this leaves you open to the programming of yes, puppet masters, who have long enslaved human consciousness for the benefit of lower density interests on other planes of existence.

In the most fundamental sense, this is the way of the omniverse. None of this is good nor bad. It just is. But from the perspective of humans in non-stop suffering programs and experimentation, it’s time to wake up and stop giving your consent. Understand that there are laws governing all beings. Consent must be given. Pay attention.

Most of all, thank you for being here with me and all of us in this phase of human planetary shift. These are powerful times to be here. You came for this.

Always with my love,

Amber

Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Our kind often has trouble with hate. As healers, wayshowers, lightworkers, gridworkers and other highly sensitive awakened people we often avoid acknowledging the low vibratory and dense personal experience of hate. What follows is my own experience with it and how it transformed my life.

In writing this post I’m hopeful that you are acknowledging and then healing this very common planetary emotional construct in the third dimension. As with all energy manifestations, hate is only light defined as shadow content, but light nonetheless.

I now understand that in avoiding the subject of hate, we make ourselves vulnerable to exploring a severe limit to our own power to come into self love. And it is exactly self love that triggers engagement with Unity and Christ Consciousness in these times of planetary fifth and beyond ascension.

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Twenty years ago Isabelle told me that I could not know love if I did not know hate. She was one of my consciousness teachers for about twenty five years. As a highly aware, compassionate and perceiving soul I resisted her proposal and balked at any idea that I was capable of hate.

She pointed to extremely painful experiences with humans in my childhood and asked “didn’t you hate the people involved?” No, I did not I told her. I understood them. As an awakened child I knew why they acted the way they did. I was one of those souls who was able to thrive in childhood even in the face of family turmoil.

Then it happened. As I turned forty I lost my best friend. We had known each other since age eighteen. I lost her not to death but to our own subconscious choices to move away from each other and explore other parts of living.

That is a very nice way to describe what occurred. The change was sudden. For me it was quietly violent. It affected me in ways that took years to understand. Then one day it hit me. I hated her. Big time.

I had been trying NOT to hate her for years. We made sad halfhearted attempts to stay connected in a new way, from a distance. Isabelle asked me when the events occurred if my love for my friend “broke”. I was hopeful it had not, so said “no” but I distinctly recall I was not telling the truth.

When the day came that I realized I hated her I simply stopped connecting. It was painful to hate her but it became more painful to pretend that I didn’t. Once I realized that I had discovered hate, I called Isabelle and told the truth as I now knew it. That call came about five years after the events had unfolded, now twelve years ago.

Through that experience, now mostly healed, I was propelled to new heights for setting healthier limits and boundaries on my relationships, especially those from childhood. While I did not experience hate from childhood experiences the way Isabelle suggested, I most assuredly now responded to those events in a number of new ways.

One way was to narrow others’ access to my life and energy. I am now extremely thoughtful about who is in my life and why. I manage my energetic field with much more awareness now. I protect my energy body on a daily basis depending on the day’s events and various settings.

Within two years of the difficult loss of my friendship I  married a man who, in addition to all of his traits, has incredibly tight boundaries. Sometimes overly so. By living with him and witnessing him, he has taught me a lot about what it means to properly care for myself relative to other humans. He is the first generation child of a Holocaust survivor. He knows of what humans are capable.

While he can be compassionate and forgiving he has elected to stay fairly shuttered to avoid what he would consider intrusion from others. At times he serves to protect my interests even when I do not perceive particular risk. While I am still prone to be quite inclusive and engaged with others, this experience has been life changing. For the better.

As a highly aware and empathic ‘Service to Others’ soul I am  naturally motivated and devoted by blueprint design to love and accept humans as they are. My compassion and forgiveness is unlimited. If you are reading this I suspect this is the truth for you too.

It is notoriously difficult for our kind to figure out how to balance our human need to create a sovereign and healthy life when we are designed within a Service to Others construct. My experience of hate, while one of the most painful adult lessons I’ve experienced this lifetime, has been an important teacher. Isabelle was right. I could not fully understand the power of love, particularly self love until I explored it’s twin, hate inclusive of self hate too.

We are all souls this incarnation who arrived from Love and fell asleep to it.The rest of the Cosmos operates on the frequency of Love (Unity as One with Source). We agreed to explore pain and suffering (Separation) along with the miracle and beauty of living on this gorgeous jewel, Mother Earth.

We are now remembering Love. The time finally arrived. We do so by acknowledging what we found here in our lives. Hate is one of the experiences we found. Look for it in yourself. Bring it to the light. Doing so will transfigure you and your relationships, which then transfigures us All. It’s what you came here to do.

Always with my love, Amber