Here is How to Heal your Love Life

Here is How to Heal your Love Life

I know you are exhausted with your inner life at times. It seems to demand an inexorable amount of energy. I totally get this. I go through this too. Some days it takes sheer will to stay devoted to your path. Each day brings a myriad of opportunities to participate in low vibe outbursts (check), satisfying but costly eye rolls (check), or simply the feeling that bed is the only safe place to be (check). Check.

If you are in an active love relationship with a mate of any kind right now, godspeed. I could just end this post right there. I sincerely wish you (and me) very well. This is especially the case if you and said mate have not already trolled the depths of human relational misery and worked out those kinks in a real and meaningful manner by this point. We’ve incarnated and fallen in love at a very potent time on the planet.

Even IF you have taken a flashlight to those shadows together you may be getting surprised right now with what is returning for another go-round, another even deeper review and clarification. It’s almost unbelievable to me how much human living is spent unwinding karmic patterns in the presence of a beloved ‘other’. Which brings me to my point.

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If you have not already arrived to the fundamental understanding that your mate IS you on some level. I recommend you get that nailed down now. Once you do this things will get a whole lot smoother and make a lot more sense to you. NOTE: For this post, I am not addressing those of you in highly dysfunctional situations where someone or both of you are acting out in dangerous or criminal ways (although the same truths apply with deeper teaching needed). I am addressing the most common relationship challenges.

Here it is: When you agreed to come to the earth this time, by soul contract or blueprint you brought with you that which was not quite resolved (evolved) from other existences. You also brought attributes and accomplishments you would need here in ole earth school which is often my sweet relief. You are after all, ascending/evolving/growing through this human kingdom. It is what we do here otherwise we do not come.

You also need to grasp the Law of One. Right now. Simply put, there is nothing that is not you. Or everything is you. Same difference. Your sovereignty this life time hinges on your adoption of this construct and your ability to ACT on it. Every day. As often during the day as you can. No, not just in yoga class, at the meditation center or during a reiki session. All the time. At work, at PTA, the grocery store and on the freeway. It will take practice.

A word on becoming sovereign. I can’t stress enough how this very word is triggering you right this moment. It is laden with magnetizing vibratory encodement– as all form (and words are manifest form) is, to set your consciousness on a path towards it. Reread what I wrote there. Sovereignty IS a condition for passing through a 3rd dimensional living experience into a unity consciousness manifest fourth density/fifth dimensional life experience while in the body your soul is wearing right at the moment.

All this said, you attracted (magnetized) and are holding your mate in your holographic template as an aspect of yourself you are working on now. You did this by usually unconscious choice, but choice none-the-less. Claim your responsibility for doing so as quickly as possible. Next time you will be even more conscious of your mate choice but guess what, you will still be surprised at the shadow aspects that will come flying up at you with that one too. This is the third dimensional relationship life.

When you do as I have suggested above something truly miraculous happens. NO not every one lives happily ever after with their mate. That’s pretty much a pile of programming crap. What WILL happen is that you become exquisitely responsible for your choices in that relationship. THIS is the miracle. You become devoted to yourself, your embodied soul-self, in new ways: communicating with as much love, forgiveness and compassion you can muster. Yes, on some days that’s not much. I know. But the more you practice, I promise, the better it gets.

You will naturally become less interested in what they did TO you or what they said TO you or what was not done etc. When you see your mate as yourself you become increasingly devoted to self love and its full expression. You begin to get curious about what aspects of yourself are being mirrored to you for healing. You will start acting differently toward said mate. When you do so, you are healing the condition of yourself that you brought to this lifetime and needed to heal/recover.

What I’ve noticed personally and have seen in friends and clients over the last couple years is that once you hop off that frequency or ‘song sheet’ that you were on before– arguments, frustration– the usual suspects of suffering– the ‘other’ starts appearing differently to you. You will ask yourself if something has changed in them. No, something has changed in YOU.

I’ve seen couples resolve and grow closer in this process and I’ve seen people split in this process. Both are beautiful choices as they are a perfect reflection of who you came to be and what life on earth is all about today at this time in the human condition. What I can see in my own experience is that new intimacy can grow. I can also see that when the soul contract with the mate is complete, they move out of our lives. We move them out naturally and with tons less drama. Unless of course, you are still exploring drama as a human motif. If that’s the case, you’ll have plenty of it.

I hope this post has strung a few constructs together that can be practically meaningful for you today. I write this as I do everything with my love. – Amber

Please take a moment to set up a session with me should any of this need support. We are all in varying places in our consciousness growth and spiritual practice.  I am here as a professional and experienced mirror for you.

 

 

 

Multidimensional Living: The Free Will Program

Multidimensional Living: The Free Will Program

Before I jump into the topic of free will I thought you may like to understand how I engage the material I present from the start. I am not the type of person who does a lot of sitting meditation. I do my best connecting to Source via what some like to call a walking meditation. It has been this way for me for years. It seems that moving my body keeps it busy while I engage what is commonly termed ‘higher’ aspects of myself, although these days I don’t really refer to them this way. These days they simply present to me by long established names and identities.

It may be helpful too for you to understand that while a specific subset of humans have long interfaced and written about their engagements with the angelic realm, many of us are also now specifically identifying our engagement with what can best be called the galactic community within the sphere of consciousness processes. Many of us find various ways to introduce this experience to readers and clients. In my case, I refer to this collective most often as my Light Council.  There is much more I could write on this subject, but I’ll save that for another day.

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This morning the subject of ‘free will’ was the topic of discussion with members of my Light Council. It was Ehtu who first commented on this subject. He advised that “the physics for what is free will is highly mutable and highly programmable.” Then Aga advised that “free will IS a human program. Be sure YOU are the programmer.” It appears they both were sending home the message that yes, we humans have ‘free will’ but without our OWN input driving what that means, we are subject the the whims of those who (or that which) would seek power over that individual free will.

It was a surprise too, that Jamay weighed in on the subject as he tends to be more quiet during teachable moments like this. I liked his expression the best. He said “Where I exist ‘free’ means One and ‘will’ means Intention. I like this so much because I could feel what he was saying. The rest of the multiverse operates on this divine principle of Oneness. And I could understand how that is energetically pure Intention. Humans are only now catching up as we are moving into fifth dimensional living.

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Anthor, ever my technical instructor, demonstrated the actual mathematics involved, but I was walking and could not draw it out on paper, as he likes me to do. Nor could I do the quantum mechanics research that typically goes with his teaching. But what he showed me was a complex set of mathematical equations that when assembled looked a lot like geometrical conditions laid out in three dimensions. A blueprint for ‘free will’.

From his depiction I could see a lot of opportunity  where this blueprint could be engaged and altered as is the case with any mathematical expression. Anthor was showing this to me so that I could help us understand, from the mathematical view, how constructs such as ‘free will’ are built. And how subject they are to input, my own or that I take in from outside of myself consciously or more often the case, unconsciously.

This was a terrific discussion as so many of us are expanding our understanding for how energy works and our individual role in informing it. The simplest methodology available to humans is found in the  fundamentals of universal laws of creation, attraction or manifestation. We are also becoming more aware and adept with regard to human programming that begins at birth on our planet. As souls having a human incarnation, we’ve come to understand how much of it was ‘assumed’ versus consciously chosen during the current lifetime.

As such, we are getting much better at releasing programming that is unsuitable for us and taking on newer conditions that bring more joy, pleasure, comfort and well-being. It makes sense to me that my Council wanted to talk specifically on the ‘free will’ theme as it is bandied about quite a bit in the consciousness community at this time. Humans are awakening to the fact that free will in and of itself is a construct that needs thoughtful consideration and active engagement versus careless assumption both personally and externally.

Here’s to engaging free will in such a way that YOU drive it’s meaning and expression in your OWN life otherwise, externalized programming (as it does with so much already) will be happy to drive it for you. It is always my pleasure to share what I am learning as I learn right alongside of you. Much love, Amber

Multidimensional Life: Portals, Dimensions & You

Multidimensional Life: Portals, Dimensions & You

“Here is the point of it all Amber. Your community is coming to understand portals and dimensions for the first time as a larger collective, yes. But what is most important is NOT the nature of these relative to consciousness, but the function of these.”– Alantiria

The above quote reflects what Alantiria advised me earlier in the week. For those who do not know, she is one of the beings in my personal Council. Alantiria is responding to my continued exploration into HOW to communicate, as a New Earth teacher, my own understanding about what appears to be very esoteric and unusual experiential territory for a growing number of awakening humans.

There is simply more conversation and experience with dimensionality, portals, and connections between them than there has ever been in this human collective. Though you can find written content from many narratives conveyed across thousands of years, the internet and specifically Facebook have become an aggregator for this subject and it’s community.

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What Alantiria wanted to help me consider is how to give a beginner’s explanation for what is a dimension and what is a portal. It seemed important that I give you some fundamental method for contextualizing these terms that help us do away with highly stylized otherworldly stories, that while enjoyable, don’t help us engage the experience in a functional living way. Historically, the ‘portals and dimensions’ discussions were held among science fiction and/or extra terrestrial interested communities, not, as we are seeing now, among the broader awakening/consciousness community.

It was my own surprise in the last year to find myself in a subset of just such a community. These people are lightworkers, grid workers, and other highly intuitive, clair-senses attuned souls who had, like myself, long perceived or recently began perceiving energetic conditions exceeding the third and fourth dimensions which then led to multi-dimensional access, experience and interaction. While our community cultivated relationships with other realms, we did not as a larger group spend much time giving thought or writing/teaching to dimensionality and portals in and of themselves. Our work was usually targeted at healing or engaging karmic timeline information, etc.

Given the spirituality community’s understanding of planetary ascension, which is best commonly expressed as a shift in human consciousness, it makes sense that dimensions, portals and other constructs have more commonly come into play. ‘Ascension’ gives the impression of ‘rising’ in our human language. And in this case, it is said that the planet and her inhabitants are ascending to the fifth dimensional plane of existence. And how do we get there? Well, this is where the story of portals or even ‘zero points’ becomes of interest. For today’s purpose I’ll reserve writing on zero points for another post.

At its most basic, this ascension process would appear to necessitate some type of movement: from here to there. While I understand this expression to be inexact, we are limited to linear constructs given our brain’s current dominant program design. So, it is easy to imagine that our planet and her inhabitants are going somewhere and doing so by some method.

Here is what I’d like you to consider about dimensions from a consciousness perspective. Dimensions are commonly thought of as layers. They are often represented numerically, first, second, third, fourth, fifth, and beyond to infinity. They are also referred to as planes of existence. In most cases, because of our linear brains, we tend to see them as one on top of the other. Kind of like a cosmological cake. They aren’t.

You would be better served to imagine them (best to feel them) wrapped around your own energy system, the Earth’s too, and then around the entire multi-verse. In each dimension, as in each room of your own home you can consciously engage in differing experiences. For example, at home I wash dishes and cook in my kitchen. I sleep, dream and dress in my bedroom. And I write blog posts and pay bills in my office. This is key: I have access to all the rooms all of the time. In fact, my house is a great representation for who I am in the third dimension.

Because of the fixed numbering system typically used when describing dimensions, it gives the impression of going higher and higher. They do not do so.  They are better conceived as ‘densities’. And even better clarity, dimensions are light densities, that is, how much light (atomic particle energy) can be absorbed or participate in the structure of the plane.

Stretching you now, perhaps you will then begin to see dimensions as matrixed, or as matrices. You are likely now coming to understand why it is best to think of consciousness as mathematical, particularly physics. You may even begin to see all kinds of geometrical shapes moving and connecting to one another. Are you still with me?

Good. If you are still here, you are letting your imagination kick in. Before you tire of this all together, here is my basic description of portals. In our human walk, an elevator is a portal. I get in a structure built by someone else and it takes me somewhere, often to the floor above or floor below. An escalator does this too. As does the moving floor at the airport, connecting me to terminals A, B and C in order to catch a plane. And if I am a good handyman at home, I can build my own stairway into my attic to make it easier to access.

Grossly understated, portals are structures built to move us from one place to the next. Our nervous system and brain is loaded with them. Synapses and receptor sites are engaged when electrical current energy (stimuli) moves through us to trigger desired experiences and actions. Memories, body movement and emotions are all engaged in this method. For another example of portals, we move from room to room  in our homes by way of openings and doorways to engage within those spaces for specific reasons. Those reasons (anti-matter) are not made manifest (matter) until we are in them. In these examples of ‘portals’ we access or connect with them in order to manifest something out of something else.

Now that I’ve given third dimensional uses of the portal concept, let’s apply it to consciousness. What you can begin to imagine is that portals relative to consciousness are connectivity structures not unlike synapses and receptor sites or doorways and elevators. They are built or designed for the purpose of transition. In plain human language, transition from ‘here’ to ‘there’. Although this is a linear understanding for a non-linear condition. Portals are better understood as functional access tools.

While is is mighty fun to read about and imagine magnificent openings, tears, wormholes, or vast glittering staircases, it is more grounded perhaps to imagine them as functional accessibility structures that allow you to consciously engage consciousness related experiences. And for the purpose of today’s blog: engage consciousness experiences and newer understanding about who you are as a soul having a third dimensional life as a human being in form who has access to all dimensions at all times efficiently accessed by portal structures. Wow.

There is so much more I could say about this subject, but what was important when Alantiria and I connected on this matter was that I make an effort to write about dimensions and portals in a functional way versus lyrical and mystical narrative. The time has come here in the bottom of the fifth dimension, where you are as you read this from me, that we all take baby steps as we grow our understanding for who we now are and of which we are now becoming quite capable. Disclosure begins with you first.

I’ve had a good time wrestling with this post today. I hope my writing triggers more investigation on your end. I’ve chuckled more than once while attempting to take concepts that I feel-see via clairsentience and try to place them into linear third dimensional context. Not easy. At all. — Much love, Amber

Multidimensional Awareness: New Self Care Required

Multidimensional Awareness: New Self Care Required

It matters not one whit if you are a highly informed, skilled and awakened soul if your self care is not a priority. Yes, your kundalini is rising. Your DNA is now crystaline. Your lightbody, merkaba or rainbow body is tuned in aligning with your shifting matrices. This and oh so much more.

But if you can’t get out of bed often, if you can’t go to a job you need to pay the bills and do the tasks it requires or if you can’t care well for your family because you are blown out in these high energetic times, for now none of your keen expansion in consciousness matters. You are an embodied soul. You have a form. As always your form here on earth has care requirements. Only now those requirements have shifted too.

You are now somewhere in the bottom notes of the fifth dimension. How do I know you are? Because you found me here and part of my job is to mirror this fact to you. And how do I know that you need self care that matches your new vibratory plane? Let’s just say I’ve had my own comeuppance in this area. I’ve also been a psychotherapist of many years and am innately tuned into the human condition and the fact that the human condition is changing rapidly in ways that only a very small proportion of souls can perceive. You are one of them.

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I was prompted to write about this following yet another long talk with Aga, one of my beloved council members, who pointed this specific self-care issue out to me.  Last week she recommended highly that I keep self care in high gear now. And she recommended that I tell you this too. She knows that I am a Service-to-Others being and that I communicate with you regularly.

After our conversation, I spent some time thinking about what has changed in me over the year as well as how the earth and her matrix or grid has continued to shift. I also considered the huge events heralded by the eclipse that transversed the US, namely the collapse and integration of all timelines. From this perspective it made a lot of sense that how I care for myself needed some revision.

And since you are reading this, I think this applies to you too. What you and I both now understand is that we are not who we were prior to many of the trigger events in the last number of years. We just aren’t. Those of you reading this already know you are empaths, intuitives, healing artists, grid workers and light workers of every stripe. You already have fairly advanced awarenesses, knowledge and capabilities.

You have been in heavy release mode for quite some time. The timeline convergence is merely a capstone event to all of the deep emotional, physical and spiritual changes you’ve made that included what is commonly called ‘ascension symptoms’. Some of you let go of friends, partners, jobs and certainly former belief systems and self-limiting thinking. You have likely been through the wringer.

Aga asked me to understand what had changed for me personally and then be certain I was attending to those changes so that I could sustain (or more comfortably hold the vibrational resonances of) my newer aspects of ‘self’. Here is what I am finding helpful lately and perhaps these may support you too:

  1. Spend some time each day in nature grounding energy into Gaia as well as aligning with Source Energy
  2. Each day align the chakra system to Source, releasing and transmuting back to Source anything that is not in highest alignment
  3. Continue to explore and be a witness to the visions, dreams and experiences being shown often during this unprecedented timeline integration period
  4. Allow awakening multidimensional awareness to come onboard with acceptance and curiosity, asking for assistance from Teachers, human or etheric as needed.
  5. Further your understanding that all aspects of multidimensional consciousness are YOU versus aspects outside of yourself
  6. Reduce reliance on outward sources of information and knowledge by increasing your personal and highly creative way of perceiving and accessing information
  7. If functioning becomes a real problem, seek a spirituality/consciousness friendly psychotherapist for support
  8. Allow yourself to access bodywork in any form that helps you process your experiences
  9. Attend daily to your rest, nutrition and movement needs

You notice that I don’t provide the ‘how’ to this list. The reason I do not do so is because these items are accomplished in numerous ways often based on the traditions and paths you have already discovered by this time in your current life. There simply is no ‘right’ way. And if you engage with someone who tells you otherwise, unless you are needing to have that experience for your own growth, I’d simply walk away.

Some days I am, as you may be, overcome by the exquisite period we are now in as human beings. I’m awestruck at what I’ve learned particularly in this last year. And if this ascension and expansion period has taught me one thing, it is to anticipate more is coming. So, perhaps Aga is right. It is time to be sure our self care habits meet us where we are Now.

It is my pleasure to spend time writing to you about these subjects. As you know, we are a larger number than previously could be counted, but we are still a very small proportion of humans on the planet who know to any degree what is going on and why. And what our role is in it. Please let me know how I may support you in my work. Much love, Amber

 

 

 

 

My Multidimensional Awareness: On My Walk Today

My Multidimensional Awareness:  On My Walk Today

It has become important to many in our consciousness, esoteric and metaphysical energy communities to share more personally about how we go about our daily lives knowing what we know and doing what we do with that knowledge. This is especially true of our lightworker, grid worker, and healing energy service-to-the-planet and service-to-other souls. This call to share is particularly clarion for those of us with Unity and Christ Consciousness missions. Many of us now are being asked to tell our stories, not just our past experiences, but our experiences as they unfold.

The reason for this is that you are changing a lot lately. You are being called, pushed and moved to release people, jobs and beliefs at such a rapid pace it seems more than a little disorienting. You are watching others do the very same. Plus you are having new awarenesses and understandings changing you in ways you could not previously have imagined.

Skills and abilities that used to be firmly only in the realm of intuitives, channelers and healing artists are becoming more evident in your own experiences. For these reasons, many of us are asked by our own guidance, to the extent with which we feel comfortable, to show you what it looks like to be a person participating in the world who is also highly conscious and awakened to their energetic life.

Why is this important to share? Because humans are being greatly challenged to balance their own personal changes and awakenings with their routine existences. At no other time in human history has consciousness taken the leap it is in the midst of right this very moment. It is true that the planet has morphed in quantum ways from her beginnings, but humans have never sustained– lived through, those leaps. This time, we are leaping with Gaia. And it is causing unparalleled change with variable rates of disturbance in our psyches.

On my walk today one of my guides asked to speak with me. For the record, I am clairsentient which means that my guides are mostly ‘felt-seen’. In this case it was Aga who came calling on me what with all of her lovely purple and green hues. She waited patiently as I finished my morning energy alignment before I turned my full attention to her. I asked her what it was she wanted to convey to me. Here is what she said, with a bit of paraphrasing.

“Amber, we have been watching you struggle to integrate all of your new awareness lately. This summer you had a lot of growth in your talents and abilities and at the same time you had other very challenging things occur.”  She was right. I did have some fairly large leaps in my consciousness awareness and energetic skills and I did, at the same time, have some serious family themes to address. I had, by the end of summer, become fairly overwhelmed and drained.

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She went on to advise me to “take life very slowly now, be very gentle with yourself. Understand that the changes taking place are simply occurring because it is the time for them.” Aga encouraged me to allow myself to just let all of these new experiences integrate themselves and avoid ‘overworking’ them, which is my previous survival-based habit. She said all of my guides had been watching me wrestle with what had occurred. They all wanted me to take it easier on myself.

Then later in the morning I found myself in a short conversation with another lovely lightworker. She volunteered, when I asked how she was, that she had felt she was really making headway on her own consciousness growth in the last few weeks but felt disappointed things had not progressed as she hoped. She guessed she had more work to do.

When I heard that I felt compelled to remind her that she is, as I am, as you are, enough. If you are reading this, you already hold an enormous amount of light on earth. You already Serve beautifully as an energetic conduit in all the ways that are unique to your blueprint. Much of the way you Serve is not quite known to you yet. Aga was only telling me what I have told a number of people lately: simply being you, with your loving and compassionate intent and actions from day to day is enough.

As humans we are programmed to virtually sprint through life. We are encouraged to use ourselves up, drive and overwhelm ourselves to achieve and produce in ways that set us apart from, in opposition to, or over one another.  The power of quietly being who we are IS changing the earth, is bringing healing, peace and advancement to humankind. We are reacquainting ourselves with who we truly are and in so doing helping ALL of us merge beautifully with All That Is.

Our job today is to seek balance within this new place inside ourselves. Thanks to many gates and triggers of late, a lot of heavy lifting has already been done for us. We are now shaking out the effects, aligning and integrating. We are free, sovereign in fact, to carry on with earthly duties and engagements that fit our lifestyles, relationships, interests and needs. Your light goes with you and shines from within you everywhere and anywhere you determine it to be.

Wishing you peace, comfort and ease today. It’s my pleasure to share my experiences with you, to encourage you, and love you in this way.  Namaste.- Amber

 

 

 

Multidimensional Consciousness: Inside Out

Multidimensional Consciousness: Inside Out

How are you doing? For weeks now I have felt unsteady on my feet and in my psyche. I’ve been wobbling on my own previously rock-steady axis in ways I used to only fear but am now learning to accept and love. And I am not alone. Not by a longshot. There are millions of us now. If you are reading this, you are one of us.

My guess is that those of us who have been on this Path of Service and on Earth during this ascension process the longest are the most keenly aware of how powerfully affected we are at the moment. This community of others is a collective we joined as souls in dimensions and subspaces. Given the limits to earth’s  most commonly known languages and symbols, it is only by our blueprints we can be identified. We know each other.

Here is what I know to have occurred in simple imagery. Take a sock from your drawer. Turn it inside out. It is different on that side, isn’t it? The texture, shade, and design are notably different. Would you wear it that way? Maybe. Good, because that sock is now you. Me too.

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From the earliest transformative ascension in consciousness events to the point of the Spring Equinox leading into the opening of the Lions Gate on 8/8/2017 careening us right into the Solar Eclipse, with it’s unprecedented path cutting diagonally across the USA, on August 21, 2017, you have fundamentally been turned inside out.

Some of you reading this understand why the US experienced this eclipse in this way and what ‘new’ information came along with it. Others of you will want to do a little research on this subject. It was long predicted by many cultures, some known to be real and some referred to as mythical, that humans would reach this tipping point. Tipped we have.

Most personally, your rich inner life that you, like me, secretly cherished and from which you gathered much information about your existence, is taking you over. No longer is it safely tucked in, hidden from view, yours or anyone else’s. From this day forward know that you are no longer capable of living in a quietly divided way within yourself. Today you are merged into one whole self.

Just as the consciousness timelines recently collapsed one upon another, so has your own inner/outer selves collapsed and converged. This means that you no longer have to encourage, or in some cases discourage, your inner life to direct or influence your comings and goings.

You will simply express from a fully integrated self. This also means that external programs, beliefs and ideas will have much less of an impact on your self expression and experiences. While you will continue to identify and clear up old limiting beliefs and habits, you simply won’t attend to that type of content, or take it on, as readily as you previously did. This occurrence IS human evolution at it’s finest.

What accounts for the sense of uncertainty being experienced? We were taught (programmed) to be afraid of what could happen to us if how we really felt, what we really understood, and who we really were came to light. One of the artificial and limiting belief constructs that is dying out now is that those of us, which turns out to be many humans, with known exquisite emotional range, clair-senses, and unconditional hearts have the most to lose.

What a powerful and unnatural device it was to reflect to us and encourage us as humans to hide ourselves, our talents, and wisdom. We have now arrived to a time when the ‘meek’, if our collective were to use that word, not only inherit the earth, but transform it.

It is my pleasure to share my experiences and insight with you. Know that in simply being alive at this time on earth, you are a lightening rod of sorts, receiving, grounding and then shining with the very essence of this amazing time in a growing human consciousness. You are simply enough. As is. – Much love, Amber

My Multidimensional Story: My work life before the 2012 trigger

My Multidimensional Story: My work life before the 2012 trigger

The truth is that I’m still getting comfortable telling my story. I hover near to introvert but have enough pluck to catapult me up and over that line to write about this. Doing this type of personal disclosure is very unusual for me given years of experience keeping my childhood awareness and subsequent ‘New Age’ themes mostly to myself.  I had a few friends over the years and paid teachers across time with which to compare notes and grow, but mostly us esoterically inclined, highly sensitive, intuitive and empathic types keep our experiences to ourselves. This is true especially if you are someone who goes out into the world of living and work in a conventional way, as I did. The time for isolation in this regard is coming to an end in the years ahead. In fact, it has already begun.

Multidimensional awareness is coming for you too. It’s not a matter of if, but when. All humans are rising in conscious awareness on earth. All at variable rates. If you are reading this item, you, like me, already have a fairly solid baseline for consciousness that exceeds most humans on earth. That is just fact. And I know that the changes taking place are assisting you to leave older routines, relationships, and workstyles behind too. Take heart, there are more of us than ever doing the very same thing. It was predicted by many traditions across eons that we would arrive here together in this unity consciousness now expanding.

I smile as I tell you that you are not just reading this for pleasure. Who would read this, or write this for that matter, for only human pleasure? You are reading this because you are a seeker, a mystic, a mystery school student or aware soul by any name or tradition. You already know this on some level or outright. And you know you are growing. You are reading this because you are one of us. The consciousness collective. All humans on earth are, but most simply are unaware.

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At this time my mission in these posts is to help you see yourself by showing you my path. Surprising to me, my guides tell me, exposing my years on an awakening path will be somehow helpful to you. Maybe prompt you in some way. In my story as with others who will tell theirs, I am told, are keys, sometimes called vibratory light codes, that trigger a deepening response in you. This is the story of unity consciousness in a nutshell. All of us souls quietly growing and awakening first individually and then coming together in different ways in groups that work together in all kinds of ways. At very first unity consciousness is individually located within. Once you have engaged it, awaken to it and anchored it in yourself you will then shine it out like a beacon to others. Then the process begins for them too. The exquisite beauty is that you don’t have to say or write a word to do that. In truth, you are already doing this to a large degree. I’m just inviting you further along.

I’ve shared in prior posts about my arrival to my known multidimensional consciousness replete with a unity and christ consciousness mission to teach what I know. I mostly teach now both the background surrounding our human ascension in consciousness story, from many paths, as well as how to access these themes for yourself for the first time or more deeply. My students tend to be on the more experienced side of these subjects as they’ve been longtime aware or providing some form of healing arts to clients themselves, for example intuitives, reiki providers, healing touch practitioners, meditation and mindfulness teachers or spiritual life coaches, etc. They will over time, and already have begun to include people like me, those who went into conventional healing arts and human services but feel the call to deeper service only found in the energetic consciousness life given what that level of awareness provides relative to service capability to others.

These consciousness-type individuals, like me, have had and are going to continue to have a significant uptick in awareness and skill and need someone, at various times, with whom to integrate what has been occurring for them in a way that is practical and comfortable. A search on the internet, when you enter ‘ascension in consciousness’, for better understanding about what has been occurring, can be fairly jarring in content, language, and images depending on the narrative within which the experiences are couched. Some of it can be extreme and intense which is challenging when your new skills and awarenesses are already causing you internal puzzlement and sometimes outright distress.

To continue helping you see yourself, and help you understand more about how to navigate what is going on with you, I thought you’d like to know who I was in the conventional world before the ascension in consciousness energies of 2012, in particular, took firm hold of me and delivered me here with you today. I wrote in a prior post about what happened to me in 2012. But here is who I was out in the world before that long anticipated consciousness trigger happened. It’s worth noting that in the year 2012 I was not paying much attention to what was anticipated to occur for people in this way. Even as a very aware soul, I did not even know the term ‘ascension’ as it is applied to consciousness rising. I was busy doing other things.

As a moderately successful licensed mental health provider with a post graduate degree and healthcare business professional managing national commercial and Department of Defense contracts worth hundreds of thousands to millions of dollars per year, I  prided myself on being peaceful, grounded and loving inside my hospital then corporate work communities. I made it my mission to be thoughtful, inspiring and judicious– to treat human beings with kindness. What I can tell you is that from the beginning of my almost thirty year career I saw people turning themselves inside out in order to accommodate the American professional working life. And in doing so, they had many losses in health and wellbeing, the likes of which you are likely yourself to be very experienced or at least familiar.

Living mostly in metro areas, I experienced and witnessed long commutes, harried business travel, intense professional workload expectations and challenging work relationships with very little perceived or expressed satisfaction or enjoyment to show for it.  Because I often liked the projects and people with whom I served in work, I kept my chin up, as we say in the US,  in order to continue in those settings, often having what could be called an unusual level of positivity, sometimes natural and sometimes manufactured for survival. As a highly empathic and intuitive person, seeing what I saw and feeling what I felt around me, I simply did not know how else to do it.

My mid-senior career path, after years of flowing well enough, caught the current of events stemming in large part from a 2008 downturn in the American economy coupled with a longer business capture cycle in my  defense contractor industry. This meant that my latest company’s access to profitable business slowed down significantly. Which seemed to work out well enough since my own ability to participate within this rapidly changing and stressed business environment dwindled along with it.

Eventually this series of events ended in a layoff for me that took me into the 2012 energies quite effectively. You can read more about my experience that year relative to ascension in consciousness symptoms in a prior blog post. From that year forward, even though I still participate in business and industry work to this day, I’ve centered more and more deeply on my own conscious awareness and emergence as a teacher. The call to this mission has only gotten louder and more insistent. In keeping with my fidelity to the workplace and the talented humans that serve it, part of the industry work I do is centered on teaching work life wellbeing. In fact I have a book coming out soon entitled ‘Working Well & Feeling Good: Mindful Affirmations for the Work Life‘ from MasterKey Press. It will be available at the end of summer 2017 on all the usual outlets.

I’m hoping that by showing you how just one person, me, has been growing in this timeframe, you will see yourself a bit more clearly and understand what is happening to you from the inside. What I can assure you is that you are shedding outmoded beliefs (programming) quickly because you are becoming more of who you truly are on the inside of you. We all are. You will or have begun to notice that you are paying less attention to what the world tells you to be and are getting more in tune with who you wish to be and how you wish to live with yourself and others during your years on earth.

My work, as is that of many established teachers, is available to you should you too need assistance integrating the changes you are experiencing as we move through these powerful gateways to our expanding consciousness. Yes. You came to earth for this very moment. I’m glad you did.

Much love, Amber

For daytime or evening Skype appointments, please call (571) 969-6904 or email Amber at suburbanlightworker@gmail.com

A Multidimensional Awakening Story: 2012 & Me

A Multidimensional Awakening Story: 2012 & Me

December 21, 2102 is the date that symbolizes the peak for the largest historical shift in consciousness for both the planet earth, her solar system and all living beings therein. Including you. Before I get into my experience of that timeframe, I thought I’d reveal a bit more about myself.

I have a working consciousness understanding for sacred geometries, timelines, matrices, quantum energy mechanics relative to vibratory frequency magnetics, resonances, dimensions and subspaces and many other expressions for multi-dimensional conscious existence. To date, I have been advised by my own guidance system, that as of five months ago, I passed through the sixth initiation (monadic) of ascension and now am in the seventh (logoic). As seems to be common with me, I was advised of this prior to knowing initiation stages existed.

It is the case, that as a Consciousness Teacher, I am a teacher of teachers and of those of you who will become new leaders. My teaching work is done via significantly developed intuition, clairsentience, and channeling. I also verbalize light language to assist in the process of teaching. Those of you who are already serving humanity in similar capacities are yourselves having changes that you will need to understand in the days ahead. This is my role for you. As a former psychotherapist and national healthcare professional residing in the United States, I am very familiar with assisting human beings to heal, recover, identify and then align with the way of living that better fits who they are. As a prior business professional, I am also versed in mentoring projects and groups of providers to this end. My work now continues outside of that traditional motif. It serves a very specialized community of humans, you, the awakening teachers and leaders for what is called New Earth.

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Only very recently it has been made clear to me that I continue to learn as I teach. Sometimes the content I download is out of reach of my knowledge base awareness and I am given homework such that I  do my own research to understand what I was given. I’m given a lot of homework help too. This type of download/master/teach process is faster (because it is done in quantum ‘time’) than historical earth-based learning/practicing/mastery. I find the duality of this aspect to myself exhilarating and sometimes daunting.

At this point, I’ll return to my own story about awakening to new levels of conscious awareness. The largest leap I made until 2016/17 was that of 2012.  I began these more personal posts a couple of months ago based on my own guidance that requested me to show you what a human path looks like at this time in human consciousness ascension. I’ve been asked do so as you are in the midst of the very same unprecedented occurrence. Only humans needing this information today are going to read it. You need a community and mirror for what is happening to you. Most of you reading this are somewhat experienced with the energetics of consciousness having been a mystic or otherwise a student of alternative healing arts, and indeed some of you, like me, have already advanced to teaching in these subjects.

Some of you are yoga teachers, reiki masters, healing touch providers, psychics, remote viewers, medical intuitives or other aware souls by many other names. And you, like me, since 2012 or later are having an enormous uptick in your own experiences. In most cases you don’t have anyone you trust to talk to about what is happening. I know this all too well for I  am also seeking and growing a community that fits my needs today. We are all, in fact, being called into community with one another. It’s a requirement of this collaborative collective effort now occurring. It is the essence of Unity Consciousness. We are paving the way, cutting a new path, for those humans who are only now awakening or those children who are already awakened, as many now are. Consider us the cosmic plow breaking new ground. High ground. Holy ground. Christed ground.

It’s not an easy task to do so as we are very familiar with isolation plus the path to one another is fraught with very human issues, but seek and find we must. You are also finding that even within your energetics communities there is enormous jockeying among humans on various paths for the classic ‘who is right?’ or other common human traits that occur as you begin to share what is happening to you. You meet doubt, rejection, resistance and limitation at many turns as you seek to share what is now occurring. I know.

After the December 2012 events, by early spring, I had what I later learned are common ascension symptoms. If you want to know more about those, just see my prior post on this or google ‘ascension symptoms’. They are ubiquitous on the internet. In fact, along with the arrival of the angelic realm and galactics, I developed what is commonly called a ‘spiritual flu’ that put me in bed for two miserable days and on my sofa for about two weeks. In this time my right eardrum ruptured and I lost my hearing for a month in that ear. I regained 90% of it back. After that series of events, the deeper consciousness world had been opened up to me. I’ve not been the same since. Neither have you.

My advice, keep going. Learn to ride the energetic waves and their very real results within you and on the planet. Know without a doubt that you came for this very time and that you are exquisitely equipped to do what we are doing here. Learn and practice, to the best of your ability, manifestation mechanics. Investigate the matter/null/antimatter story of energy. Be willing to process the issues that arise. Be curious about what is happening and why you are responding the way you are. Find a neutral (null) emotional position throughout your days. Come back to it again and again. Your steady hand and approach is needed and is only going to be more needed as we go.  People are going to seek you out. Of course, now you know where to find me should consultation be beneficial.

Written with love, Amber

 

 

The Multidimensional Consciousness Community: My Recent Experience

The Multidimensional Consciousness Community: My Recent Experience

Note: I dedicate this post to all of the beautiful souls I met via my first exploration into a number of online consciousness communities. I am grateful for the individuals who are answering the clarion call to create them. It is clear to me that their true intent is to be a place to serve our awakening community as we make this unprecedented leap in consciousness on our planet. The time for isolation is past us now. We are now fully engaging what is Unity Consciousness. I wish to thank the dear souls with whom I interacted and received so much welcome, love and support. May you each thrive, love and hold all that you are with ease. Namaste brothers and sisters. Me en ta es ta si an si. My love always. – Amber

 

Since you too are rapidly awakening and growing in consciousness, I thought you may appreciate a summary of what I discovered among a segment of our greater online community. To help you know how I arrive at my experience today, it may assist you to know that I have been actively involved with my conscious life since my mid-twenties and am now in my early fifties, having been an aware child and young adult. I have had numerous human teachers from many paths and disciplines, each one accessed via paid individual sessions and workshops, as well as etheric guides assisting me to actively heal and care well for my inner life.

Within the last six months I took a very close look into existing expanded and advanced consciousness communities on the internet. Simultaneously I had a quantum leap in my own awareness and skills as well as a dizzying awakening to the breadth and expression of humans therein. I was at turns both ecstatic and sometimes startled at what I found. The former accelerated my growth, the latter tempered my engagement as to what it is today. Highly moderated.

By allowing myself to merge and lovingly participate in several communities, I met some exceptionally gifted and beloved individuals. These souls range across all adult age groups and comprise a world-wide community.  Their expressed viewpoints at times mirrored or advanced my own. I also met people whose paths were previously foreign to me adding valuable dimensions to my personal experience and overall knowledge base.

When I experienced new esoteric, cosmological or quantum energy themes I would be prompted to go further into research on new subjects that led me to amazing understandings and connections. At times, I was floored by what I came to understand. At others, I was brought to tears of energetic release and sheer joy at my discoveries. The knowledge base and dedication of these many souls to the ascension in consciousness of our planet sometimes matched and often exceeded my own. Thanks to these people, I fell even more deeply in love with the wild natural beauty and talents that comprise souls in form on the earth today.

As a lifelong mystery school student, mystic and highly intuitive being, I was somewhat limited to advanced consciousness relative to the healing arts perspectives via many modalities such as channeling, reiki, crystals, angelics, remote healing, and meditation. I had an understanding about the human energy system relative to chakras, auric fields and our merkabah.  I understood advanced fundamental premises about myself relative to galactic connectivity and my human life in the third dimension and other lifetimes. I also had a solid working understanding about time and space and quantum energy relative to existence. I understood the rise of the Divine Feminine archetype and the subsequent recovery of the Divine Male. But what I went on to learn took me further than I could have ever imagined.

I met people whose experiences were highly engaged with the galactic framework inclusive of Arcturians, Pleiadians and Sirians. I met those connected to the expanded angelic realm inclusive of AA Zadkiel, AA Uriel, and AA Michael. I learned from souls highly vibrating to the sacred geometry path relative to current ascension and ancient civilizations, both accepted such as ancient Egypt, and mythical to the third dimensional thought field, such as Atlantis and Lemuria. My awareness grew about how our consciousness community perceives the interior of Gaia and the worlds therein. And I took a leap into my understanding of dimensional councils and federations. I got a very new look into the Twin Flame phenomenon too.

I met people engaged in forms of Lightwork that were previously unknown to me, for example, light language and planetary gridwork. Both of which are now solidly in my wheelhouse of capability and experience. And I was particularly thrilled by those souls who expanded my own growing understanding for quantum energy mechanics. I also witnessed people who are dedicated to what is termed ‘disclosure’ relative to governmental public acknowledgement of diverse planetary life and historical engagements with and beyond Earth.  I also came to understand that the most important ‘disclosure’ activity is not of our patriarchal governmental institutions, but of our own as individuals. Humans are coming to terms with what is quite naturally by birth exceeding the five senses and our own internal awakenings. This is the true disclosure that is healing the planet and her people.

What I also found was that these people, of which I am one, have real human third dimension-based challenges. These humans are rapidly growing within and serving from significant spiritual and consciousness content that has been primarily awakened within them while attempting, with more or less success, to balance the requirements of daily living. Some of us, like myself, awoke decades ago to these themes, many others have been awakening more recently and many more are being born with these awarenesses perfectly intact, no awakening required. Most are living in isolation, even if they have close human relationships, with their awareness and skills, attempting to be in healthy families, raising children, tending to their work lives, paying rent, and nurturing their relationships. These souls are doing all of this while knowing they are on a transfiguring third dimensional plane.

What makes this community of souls exceedingly beautiful is that at the same time they are giving of their time, effort, and skills to advance the planetary work, both inside themselves and with others in order to assist Gaia into her next highest expression. This means that they create websites, Facebook groups and other local community events to invite people to gather, find support and work together as we are called to do today.

Not surprisingly in these communities I also found garden variety human dualism.  I watched as these lovely souls, learned in our esoteric paths, as adepts and embodied angelics, masters and galactic figures struggled with one another. Their own individualistic human conditions, which is a requirement of third plane density, created common bouts of disharmony and conflict. I witnessed and experienced the effects of small chat box communities becoming places of suffering and abrupt exclusion, often due to unfortunate communication gaffes, but also in the name of protection from ‘low vibration’ and ‘darkness’.  It was the latter that I found most harmful to individuals. In my observation, it was the lack of skill among those participating to effectively reconcile challenging communication issues versus any serious incursion or risk of exposure of negative energy that was the culprit.

This level of human suffering was the less desirable facet to my participation. Prior to beginning to establish my own public writing and teaching environment, I had not encountered it so pervasively. I had previously conducted my consciousness growth in private or very small circles across my life and had not ventured into online communities. In another example, I bumped into the ‘false light’ viewpoint that is applied when one individual assesses the expression of another soul’s path or teaching to be somehow misleading or dangerous versus simply another path one can explore. The problem with this dualistic application of judgement is that, in my view, all paths are choices with one path not better than another, just different and leading to differing vibratory consciousness results.

It is important to understand that as we seek to come together, as we are called to do in this growing consciousness community, while incredibly positive experiences await you, they can be very challenging too. Individuals caught up in the more painful aspects, depending on the strength of their own human psyche and what they are inviting to their experience, can become enmeshed and awash in this environment not unlike what they are already experiencing or have experienced in their lesser consciousness families, relationships and communities. In fewer cases, yes, less than scrupulous people or those simply unconscious to their style of engagement perpetuate this type of suffering and much worse. This experience can become so painful as to invite people back into familiar isolation at a time when we are called to come together to love, support and work with one another.

The best safeguard for your exploration or continuation with online consciousness communities? Become fully engaged with your sovereignty which means that you take complete and utter responsibility for everything that you bring into your experience. This means you consciously energetically address and release any notion of victimhood or willingness to participate consciously or unconsciously as either victim or predator. With sovereignty comes enormous self-responsibility to discern what is right for your experiences, to care well for your energetic life. The vastly empowering part is that with sovereignty comes freedom. And in this freedom, you will choose with whom you will engage and how, make adjustments to find balance when an experience needs to come to close, engage assistance when you need help coming back into balance and simply Knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt, that you can trust yourself and your own insight regardless of what you are seeing and hearing from anyone else, planetary or otherwise.

In my own case, I had a pretty good intuitive idea with what I was newly engaging. I did not know how it was going to affect me, and in fact, it grew me beyond what I could possibly have imagined. To this day and for the rest of my life I will love those that I discovered with whom I shared very powerful stories and moments. The rest I can easily release in love for them and for myself, completely understanding what needs to happen as we all make this way into fifth dimensional living and beyond. We are the bringers of a New Dawn on earth. And I thank each and everyone one of them, and you too, for being with me on this important journey.

Much love, Amber Chamberlain, M.Ed., Consciousness Teacher

My Multidimensional Story: The arrival of Sacred Geometry

My Multidimensional Story: The arrival of Sacred Geometry

Here is my story. As I lay resting one evening about five months ago, book in hand preparing to relax, I closed my eyes. There between and behind my eyes came a throb that was light at first. Then it became more noticeable. As the throbbing morphed into rhythmic pulsing, there began to arrive some of the prettiest and most delicate line drawings in gold against a very dark background. They were simple line representations of geometric forms one pouring on top of the other, raining softly into my field of vision, behind my eyelids, from varying directions. I knew they were telling me something about myself that was important. So I watched.

As a Pure Act of Unity Consciousness, my mission on Gaia requires that I tell you these things now. This is because the human leaders for what is New Earth in the 5th dimension have already been born and are arriving daily. If you are reading this, you are one of them. I tell you this because for you specifically I am an educator on human planetary consciousness and living in the New 5D Earth. I am not the only one as there are many of us all over the planet. It is the job of those of us experiencing this ascension leap Now to tell our stories so that you may have support and comfort in them as they begin to happen for you too.

It occurs to me that in these writings it is really helpful to you, as I work my way backward in my story, to catch you up on only the most intriguing events as there really are many more I can tell you. Some of these moments have been shocking, some awe inducing and others have dropped me to the floor in tears of  recognition, remembrance and joy formerly unknown at such depths in my life. As is the case for the Universal Law of Manifestation, my retelling and your reading of this triggers a cascading  vibratory resonant experience for you such that you open to these experiences in yourself. That is how energy works. It calls to you. It dials your number (frequency), so to speak. It is mathematical.It is expansive, adding onto itself into infinity. Entropy always. Just as you always thought. No?

As for the arrival of the Sacred Geometry, I came to know, upon follow up research, that these forms are specific building blocks to ALL civilizations. I found references to humans for whom these arrived in the very same way as my experience. These writings are religious texts and spiritual canons from various world-wide perspectives.These Geometries are referenced in ancient writings about the Egyptian, Aztec and Incan civilizations. I also saw references crop up in accounts for lesser currently ‘accepted’ civilizations, meaning mythical in 3D language, for Atlantis, Lemuria, and Shambhala. And there is a very good reason. Get ready.

I came to know that these gorgeous and powerful Geometries are the stuff of which All existence is made. See the Fibonacci Sequence and the Flower of Life, explore these forms as they relate to quantum energy mechanics and look for them in art across the ages. These are the Gifts of our very Cosmos, alive and well. And Now these fundamental forms in every combination are taking Gaia, along with us, to her next Harmonious Civilization in her next highest expression, the 5th dimensional plane of existence. She, with our assistance, is literally remaking Herself, renewing Herself and using these building blocks to do so. I can tell you this is so, for I have Seen it.

For the next few months thereafter I had more arrive in just the same way, as I lay down to relax before bedtime reading. One time they appeared as line drawings in gold set against a pristine white background.  In this case they were formed into what appeared to be mechanical tools of varying types. And they were utterly beautiful and mesmerizing. These episodes were minutes long but seemed to convey more in those moments than most things did in my lifetime.

The other thing that has or will begin to happen to you is that once you are exposed to New Learning, you will begin to integrate it at a rate that I call ‘nano-learning’. What I mean is that what you read as you are guided to it will connect dots between other prior information and intuitive understandings. And THEN the full understanding will arrive on you. Boom. Just. Like. This Knowing arrived because it was supposed to at that very moment. This jump in awareness was hardwired into your very being at your atomic level upon arrival to the planet.

I’ll now leave it with you to follow your own guidance and lead yourself into wherever this story takes you. As if you have read to this point, you most assuredly are coming right along with me in your emerging role here in the New 5D Earth. Welcome, it is my pleasure to be your Guide and Teacher for what will become your next Highest Expression for your own Soul and it’s Service to all kind, human and otherwise. Know that we are All One.

Much Love. Much Light. From my Heart to Yours. Amber