Living from Spiritual Conscious Awareness

Living from Spiritual Conscious Awareness

Living from spiritual conscious awareness is becoming increasingly important to many humans now. It is time and it has been so before.¬† Just not in a very long time. We are at that very place in a twenty six thousand year cycle, referred to in India as a ‘yuga’ such that we as a species are being called to live from this construct.

Even largely ‘spiritual’ types of people who have lived this way across their lives are being called to take a closer look at their intent and habits too. I am a great example of this.

Up to 2012 I was very aware of my highly sensitive, empathic and intuitive self. I regularly engaged with my inner guidance and tended to eat well, exercise, get rest and focus on positivity, beauty and gratitude. But I was in no way the person I am now relative to being centered and grounded in my spiritual and consciousness life.

In fact, this aspect of my life, while being deeply important and a compass was not the sole driver in my life. My spiritual life was sharing that job fairly evenly with my mind and will, both very fierce in their own power and capability as they are for all humans. As you can imagine, this triumvirate created a level of confusion, ineffectiveness and limitation more often than not. Mostly it created an inability to focus.

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Most of my life choices and concerns up until 2012 were washed through the lens of my spiritual principals, then chewed voraciously apart in my mind before being pushed around by my overbearing will. While I managed a moderate level of personal and professional success, the routine was truly exhausting and life force draining. Uninspiring.

I can only guess what this process looked like to others on the outside: ineffective, confusing, controlling and wishy-washy is what I imagine. My manifested actual results were often the very same. Sound familiar?¬†Thinking back on the course of my life, I can now better understand how I found myself in situations and with people that reflected the manifested reality of my life’s confounding guidance system.

Today, I am grateful I can say, I am fully and unabashedly working from my spiritual consciousness center. Where does it reside? In my heart. I feel a peace, comfort and certainty that I have never achieved at any other time of my life.

Here is what I think constitutes the hallmarks for living from spiritual conscious awareness. The most important determination for what you consider to be living in this way is your own perceptions and experiences.

  1. A life centered on Spirit (Source) founded on love creating an internal sense of power, engaging the body and mind while being self determining reflective of growing sovereignty.
  2. Thoughts are consciously observed and managed, emotions are better modulated with increased awareness and understanding, love and forgiveness of self and others.
  3. There is understanding that spiritual conscious awareness is not an escape from third dimensional living, nor is it a shield from human experiences with relationships, family, work, community and world conditions.
  4. It is understood that living in this way does not make one ‘better than’ or ‘more than’ anyone else. It is simply a chosen and maintained path for living.

As a person living a third dimensional life with you, I certainly have moments where I fall away from this center and return to old habits of mind and will, but these moments are increasingly less and less. Instead I spend much more time loving and trusting myself which then encourages me to love and trust you more too.

Neither the mind or the will are designed to function as the center of the human being. They are built as brilliant workhorse tools to serve the infrastructure and actions of your expressed Self in this life as an embodied soul.

Sending you my love as always. Knowing that you have all the capabilities and tools available to you right at this moment to live from within a center of spiritual conscious awareness. Namaste, Amber



Practical Energetics: You Are Source

Practical Energetics: You Are Source

To many in our larger collective telling them that they are Source by any name and having an experience as an embodied soul as Source can get you into trouble. This is exactly why I say often that you, reader, are of a much smaller but growing subset of consciousness students and mystics that are embodying or about to embody a staggering level of awareness not seen on earth in thousands of years.

To be more specific, it has not been a prevailing thought for about 26,000 years. Just writing that sentence is provocative I know. And that is precisely the point. I wish to provoke you to do your homework. To look more closely into who we are as a species and who YOU truly are too.

This homework is the kind ONLY you can do. No one can really tell you all about it. The time of the guru is gone. You are your own guru. You begin by seeking within and allowing yourself and TRUSTING yourself to lead yourself into key awarenesses that have been a part of our human history since our inception.

About twenty years ago I began to awaken to the fact that I was an expression of God. And as that expression I was having experiences this lifetime as a way for God to know Itself. All humans were doing the very same. This conceptualization was a huge leveler for me. My humanly programmed ego began to diminish quickly when I understood that All experiences were of God. There was and is never anything that is not God.


As years went by I grew further beyond my framework to understand that-which-is-God is Source. For me the word Source felt more inclusive of All That Is. Source for me became less a Being and more a Totality inclusive of geometries, matrices and binary code, for example.

Source was inclusive and beyond the Alpha & Omega. Source had planes, dimensions and zero-points. Source had worlds within worlds, entropy and fractals ever spiraling. And once I arrived to this Knowing, I found Home. I relaxed for the first time in my life. The infinitude of Source gave me comfort and peace that did surpass all understanding.

I feel Source energy all the time. I feel it in the air I breathe, the wind that blows, and the warmth in a hand I hold. I hear Source in birds chirping, leaves rustling and children laughing down the street. I taste Source in sweet fruits, roasted root vegetables and in kisses. And I perceive Source via many intuitive and esoteric forms and functionscom of color, sound, images, vibration and dreamstates.

My experience of Source is of being One. When I venture too far away and start to feel separate and alone, bereft, overwhelmed or silenced, it is to my remembrance of myself as Source I return as fast as I can remember to do so. My relief is immediate. How do I do that?

The same way you do. I call someone I love and who I know loves me, I read an inspirational poem or passage, or I write in a journal. I take walks in the woods, cook nourishing food or simply drink a big glass of fresh water. Anything that comforts me and reminds me of who I truly am, an embodied soul having a human experience as Source.

I invite you close your eyes when you are finished reading this item. Allow yourself to imagine Source in any way It comes to you. Explore those images and sensations. Let them take you where they ask you to go in yourself. THIS is your real life: your perceptions and knowingness. After you open your eyes, remember what you experienced. Then do a little research on one or two of the things you were shown. You will be amazed at where that leads.

Reclaim your place at Home too. Well within yourself as a reflection of Source, never separate, never forgotten, only having experiences neither good nor bad. Just experiencing this life and adding to the richness of the Akash. All that is Ever Known as Source.

Always written with heart and love, Amber