Yes, Humans Explore Suffering

Yes, Humans Explore Suffering

On suffering. It’s time to understand that you are exploring suffering as an embodied soul. It’s one of our tasks this lifetime. This rightly implies that you can makes choices relative to the experience of it which includes whether to do so under various circumstances and to what degree.

I know this concept is mind blowing for most humans. In fact, most get downright hostile at the suggestion that suffering and choice have any relationship. Most humans are still heavily invested in exploring victim-hood as a motif for living and this goes hand-in-glove with suffering. You, lovely reader, are not one of those humans. You are or have discovered that sovereignty demands ownership. It has or is occurring to you that an awakened consciousness is a highly self-responsible one.

The human condition, yes, is predicated on a deep dive into intense shadow experiences that include every range of painful occurrences. No one is immune to these. That said, what you do have choice about is your response. Your self-determination in those responses is the center upon which your sovereign living depends.

What is sovereign living? It is your consciously elected way of approaching daily life such that you consistently seek to release self judgement, judging and the judgement of others, you apply liberal doses of self forgiveness and forgiveness of others. In essence, you dedicate you life to self love inclusive of the personal narratives and elected behaviors in your daily lives and emanate that to others.

Does this mean you are without the experience of suffering? Not at all. What it does do, over time and practice is help you gain a psychic centering and level of peace required to stay relatively healthy and well while living a third dimensional soul-embodied life. Will you experience aging and disease that is prevalent on our planet? Yes. Will sovereign living impact that experience? Most definitely.

Those of you who read this blog know or are coming to know that you are a service-to-others soul. As such, your ability to serve depends on your ability to create daily habits that foster sovereign living. You have already well noted the results for our brothers and sisters when sovereign living is not practiced.

It is a seriously mistaken belief that self love and forgiveness are risky, useless or dangerous. In fact, for reasons having to do with quantum mechanics, vibratory resonance and sacred geometric principles, they are the bedrock of soul-embodied living for those of us who manage to hold enormous light on our planet.

I am grateful you are living on planet today and serving alongside me. Namaste.

Always with my love, Amber

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The Multidimensional Consciousness Community: My Recent Experience

The Multidimensional Consciousness Community: My Recent Experience

Note: I dedicate this post to all of the beautiful souls I met via my first exploration into a number of online consciousness communities. I am grateful for the individuals who are answering the clarion call to create them. It is clear to me that their true intent is to be a place to serve our awakening community as we make this unprecedented leap in consciousness on our planet. The time for isolation is past us now. We are now fully engaging what is Unity Consciousness. I wish to thank the dear souls with whom I interacted and received so much welcome, love and support. May you each thrive, love and hold all that you are with ease. Namaste brothers and sisters. Me en ta es ta si an si. My love always. – Amber

 

Since you too are rapidly awakening and growing in consciousness, I thought you may appreciate a summary of what I discovered among a segment of our greater online community. To help you know how I arrive at my experience today, it may assist you to know that I have been actively involved with my conscious life since my mid-twenties and am now in my early fifties, having been an aware child and young adult. I have had numerous human teachers from many paths and disciplines, each one accessed via paid individual sessions and workshops, as well as etheric guides assisting me to actively heal and care well for my inner life.

Within the last six months I took a very close look into existing expanded and advanced consciousness communities on the internet. Simultaneously I had a quantum leap in my own awareness and skills as well as a dizzying awakening to the breadth and expression of humans therein. I was at turns both ecstatic and sometimes startled at what I found. The former accelerated my growth, the latter tempered my engagement as to what it is today. Highly moderated.

By allowing myself to merge and lovingly participate in several communities, I met some exceptionally gifted and beloved individuals. These souls range across all adult age groups and comprise a world-wide community.  Their expressed viewpoints at times mirrored or advanced my own. I also met people whose paths were previously foreign to me adding valuable dimensions to my personal experience and overall knowledge base.

When I experienced new esoteric, cosmological or quantum energy themes I would be prompted to go further into research on new subjects that led me to amazing understandings and connections. At times, I was floored by what I came to understand. At others, I was brought to tears of energetic release and sheer joy at my discoveries. The knowledge base and dedication of these many souls to the ascension in consciousness of our planet sometimes matched and often exceeded my own. Thanks to these people, I fell even more deeply in love with the wild natural beauty and talents that comprise souls in form on the earth today.

As a lifelong mystery school student, mystic and highly intuitive being, I was somewhat limited to advanced consciousness relative to the healing arts perspectives via many modalities such as channeling, reiki, crystals, angelics, remote healing, and meditation. I had an understanding about the human energy system relative to chakras, auric fields and our merkabah.  I understood advanced fundamental premises about myself relative to galactic connectivity and my human life in the third dimension and other lifetimes. I also had a solid working understanding about time and space and quantum energy relative to existence. I understood the rise of the Divine Feminine archetype and the subsequent recovery of the Divine Male. But what I went on to learn took me further than I could have ever imagined.

I met people whose experiences were highly engaged with the galactic framework inclusive of Arcturians, Pleiadians and Sirians. I met those connected to the expanded angelic realm inclusive of AA Zadkiel, AA Uriel, and AA Michael. I learned from souls highly vibrating to the sacred geometry path relative to current ascension and ancient civilizations, both accepted such as ancient Egypt, and mythical to the third dimensional thought field, such as Atlantis and Lemuria. My awareness grew about how our consciousness community perceives the interior of Gaia and the worlds therein. And I took a leap into my understanding of dimensional councils and federations. I got a very new look into the Twin Flame phenomenon too.

I met people engaged in forms of Lightwork that were previously unknown to me, for example, light language and planetary gridwork. Both of which are now solidly in my wheelhouse of capability and experience. And I was particularly thrilled by those souls who expanded my own growing understanding for quantum energy mechanics. I also witnessed people who are dedicated to what is termed ‘disclosure’ relative to governmental public acknowledgement of diverse planetary life and historical engagements with and beyond Earth.  I also came to understand that the most important ‘disclosure’ activity is not of our patriarchal governmental institutions, but of our own as individuals. Humans are coming to terms with what is quite naturally by birth exceeding the five senses and our own internal awakenings. This is the true disclosure that is healing the planet and her people.

What I also found was that these people, of which I am one, have real human third dimension-based challenges. These humans are rapidly growing within and serving from significant spiritual and consciousness content that has been primarily awakened within them while attempting, with more or less success, to balance the requirements of daily living. Some of us, like myself, awoke decades ago to these themes, many others have been awakening more recently and many more are being born with these awarenesses perfectly intact, no awakening required. Most are living in isolation, even if they have close human relationships, with their awareness and skills, attempting to be in healthy families, raising children, tending to their work lives, paying rent, and nurturing their relationships. These souls are doing all of this while knowing they are on a transfiguring third dimensional plane.

What makes this community of souls exceedingly beautiful is that at the same time they are giving of their time, effort, and skills to advance the planetary work, both inside themselves and with others in order to assist Gaia into her next highest expression. This means that they create websites, Facebook groups and other local community events to invite people to gather, find support and work together as we are called to do today.

Not surprisingly in these communities I also found garden variety human dualism.  I watched as these lovely souls, learned in our esoteric paths, as adepts and embodied angelics, masters and galactic figures struggled with one another. Their own individualistic human conditions, which is a requirement of third plane density, created common bouts of disharmony and conflict. I witnessed and experienced the effects of small chat box communities becoming places of suffering and abrupt exclusion, often due to unfortunate communication gaffes, but also in the name of protection from ‘low vibration’ and ‘darkness’.  It was the latter that I found most harmful to individuals. In my observation, it was the lack of skill among those participating to effectively reconcile challenging communication issues versus any serious incursion or risk of exposure of negative energy that was the culprit.

This level of human suffering was the less desirable facet to my participation. Prior to beginning to establish my own public writing and teaching environment, I had not encountered it so pervasively. I had previously conducted my consciousness growth in private or very small circles across my life and had not ventured into online communities. In another example, I bumped into the ‘false light’ viewpoint that is applied when one individual assesses the expression of another soul’s path or teaching to be somehow misleading or dangerous versus simply another path one can explore. The problem with this dualistic application of judgement is that, in my view, all paths are choices with one path not better than another, just different and leading to differing vibratory consciousness results.

It is important to understand that as we seek to come together, as we are called to do in this growing consciousness community, while incredibly positive experiences await you, they can be very challenging too. Individuals caught up in the more painful aspects, depending on the strength of their own human psyche and what they are inviting to their experience, can become enmeshed and awash in this environment not unlike what they are already experiencing or have experienced in their lesser consciousness families, relationships and communities. In fewer cases, yes, less than scrupulous people or those simply unconscious to their style of engagement perpetuate this type of suffering and much worse. This experience can become so painful as to invite people back into familiar isolation at a time when we are called to come together to love, support and work with one another.

The best safeguard for your exploration or continuation with online consciousness communities? Become fully engaged with your sovereignty which means that you take complete and utter responsibility for everything that you bring into your experience. This means you consciously energetically address and release any notion of victimhood or willingness to participate consciously or unconsciously as either victim or predator. With sovereignty comes enormous self-responsibility to discern what is right for your experiences, to care well for your energetic life. The vastly empowering part is that with sovereignty comes freedom. And in this freedom, you will choose with whom you will engage and how, make adjustments to find balance when an experience needs to come to close, engage assistance when you need help coming back into balance and simply Knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt, that you can trust yourself and your own insight regardless of what you are seeing and hearing from anyone else, planetary or otherwise.

In my own case, I had a pretty good intuitive idea with what I was newly engaging. I did not know how it was going to affect me, and in fact, it grew me beyond what I could possibly have imagined. To this day and for the rest of my life I will love those that I discovered with whom I shared very powerful stories and moments. The rest I can easily release in love for them and for myself, completely understanding what needs to happen as we all make this way into fifth dimensional living and beyond. We are the bringers of a New Dawn on earth. And I thank each and everyone one of them, and you too, for being with me on this important journey.

Much love, Amber Chamberlain, M.Ed., Consciousness Teacher

Holding 5D & Sacred Self Responsibility

Holding 5D & Sacred Self Responsibility

It’s true. If you intend to have more of the fifth dimensional vibratory experience, and less of the third in your life, you are going to have to be able to hold it. It really is that simple. We’ve been told for years now to self-responsibly “clean up” our lives. And many of us went right about doing so often clawing, slipping, sliding and forgetting only to come back to the effort with renewed commitment. And yet still, we have further to go. And many of you are doing all of this right now for the very first time. In fact, at no other time in human existence on planet earth did humans make this trek we are now making. Usually the timeline ended with no humans remaining in sight.

Thanks to all of the latest upgrades to your energy operating system and that of the body of beloved Gaia, you can sense the very changes within and without yourself. But what you are having trouble doing, what with all of this shedding of old narratives from this life and beyond, is stabilizing it such that you spend most of your time in the new vibratory  condition that is available to you. Plus, you have work, bills,  kids, spouses, physical limitations, or any other number of third dimensional life conditions to which you still must attend. Please know, it was never ever meant to be an instant *POOF* and now you are a Light Body on the fifth dimension. It just wasn’t.

There is no getting around, nor would you want to, the level of Sacred Self Responsibility you are required to cultivate in order to raise your own vibratory condition. To be ready to discover and deploy the daily habits and routines that are needed to bring more of what you want into being, you have to first assume complete responsibility. To know how to do so is a miracle for All Times on earth. And it prepares you to be able to live, love, heal and thrive in the fifth dimension and beyond.

If you struggle, as most humans do, with those words, self responsibility, take time to write or talk to someone about what it brings up for you and why.  To get you started, see if any of these common themes resonate such that you can go about releasing them:

1.I want someone else to fix me and this situation I am in. Humans are conditioned upon a arrival to earth to function in patriarchy and paternalism: ‘Someone in charge or dad will fix it’. The fifth has none of this. You are free to have your own experiences of your own choosing. There is nothing to fix or be directed to do or be.

2. If I take responsibility then failure will be my fault and I’ll get in trouble. This is programming and not truth. In the fifth dimension there is no judgement and no duality of success or failure, only beingness predicated on self love and love of all beings. There is no such thing as ‘fault’ or ‘trouble’, only choices that hold the fifth dimension’s vibrations in place, rising higher or drifting below.

3. ‘Responsibility’ feels like an adult term. And adults are too serious and slaves to their problems. I just like to have fun. This is also programming. Upon arrival to earth you were programmed to stay child-like waiting for someone to tell you what to do. The truth is along with self-responsibility comes enormous personal freedom, joy and comfort. When it’s all your choices, you choose very wisely with great consideration for self and then others. Staying child-like keeps you enslaved.

4. I will get crushed under the weight of self -responsibility. This is also programming, are you not already feeling crushed with suffering and feeling unworthy and a lack of self-love? The more responsibility you hold for the intent of your choices, the more lightweight your life becomes. You begin to unburden yourself and determine to disallow future burdensome experiences.

There are many more themes but hopefully one of these can get you started if you need to heal around this overall theme. Yes, you are going to be in pain at times as you align to the fifth dimensional vibratory life now available to you. You will also experience bouts of pure ecstasy. It was only programming to be in the third dimension that needed you to stay ignorant of your choices for being and living well and co-creating a beautiful society among your true family and friends. So, begin with Sacred Self-Responsibility. Go ahead. After all you have been through, it sure can’t hurt any more than living otherwise has. Right? Believe me. I truly understand.

Sending you much love always. Love IS the fuel of the universe. Amber

 

 

Now We Rise, All of Us as One

Now We Rise, All of Us as One

Dearest Readers,

It now comes a time when it is important to share knowledge with one another quite openly. There was a time when those of us who are messengers stayed cloaked and hidden doing our work and sharing our love in the quietest and softest of voices and ways. We waited. And waited some more. The time for this waiting is over.

It is come now that you can freely choose again the way you wish to live and express this miracle called life. For as you are here at this momentous time, you have already been able to negotiate what most other beings in the cosmos cannot: To manifest on this beautiful planet Earth at this one and only time in her history. The time of her Ascension. This is her next higher expression of herself. And no other planet has ever done so with humans successfully making the same passage. History is littered with stories of other times and places that did not successfully manage this feat.

Many wished to make this trek, many lined up and said “pick me, pick me please’. But you who are reading this are among those who not only asked to come but were able to hold the manifestation of this miracle within and hold it steady for the time that is right Now.

Right Now, our beloved Earth has ascended. Yes, just now. And guess what? you went right along with her. And you are still in your current form with all the same things in front of you. And all the emotional and physical terrain that you have held all of your life. Except now you have awakened, or are doing so right this moment, in such a way that you are making wiser choices. What I mean is that for the first time you are perceiving a level of freedom to choose who you are and how you want to express yourself to the benefit of a life well lived. And a life well lived with others in harmonic conditions of love, comfort, and health for All.

It is important to know that the choices you make are equally important to all of life on Gaia, our mother planet. For your choices have an impact on us all. It is really that simple. As you raise your expressions of love and joy and peace so raises these conditions for us all. I know, you were taught that you are but a tiny drop of life on this vast planet and that gave you the idea that you were small and insignificant. That your choices would go unnoticed as they were unimportant or ineffective.

Nothing could be further from the truth. Each of you who chooses health and well-being over suffering and darkness each of your days, or even moments via your free will sends that message out energetically, that is via vibratory resonances, to all of us. And when we and the cosmos perceive that energy, we answer back. And we keep answering that back as you hold that in place.

Of course, this means that if you hold suffering and darkness in your energy, yes, of course, this is what comes back your way too. It just works this way. If you want more fundamental information on how that works, see the Law of Attraction information on-line as that is a good primer for this effect.

But for now, I wish to send you Only Love. That is all that is ever needed. It is the ‘fuel’ by which this beautiful Ascension occurs. Keep doing what you are doing: Releasing, renewing, recommitting, and rewiring your thoughts and feelings. You are doing a splendid job. And it shows.

The Intensity of Releasing Woundedness

The Intensity of Releasing Woundedness

It is time to wave a farewell to your woundedness narrative. That longheld, traumatic, and often repeated and recycled pain with which you likely arrived to the planet and which was compounded by living with the programming here on Earth. This story is your most closely held series of human awarenesses about Self. It is the content you tell your best friend during long conversations over time, your new lover during that first phase of heightened disclosure, and you tell yourself over and over again in the quiet of sleepless nights.

The reason I know this to be true is because you are exhausted, your body hurts, and for the last week you have been intensely releasing more deeply those things you thought you processed and were in a good (enough) place with for now. You were right. That was only for then. Things have shifted again. This time it is not a shift, it is a leap. A quantum leap in human consciousness on whole, including your very own. Yes, even you very high-vibing types took a jump.We all did as did our beloved Gaia.

In this Now you are going farther inside yourself than was ever previously possible for the human race. You are releasing at a cellular level all that your body kindly held for you until it was time for it to exit your energy system. See, the body is Intelligent beyond your wildest imagination.

In brief what is happening is that your DNA structure is now sufficiently prepared as are your cellular structures, to hold more Light. Or Love. Same difference for our purpose today. As this is the case, your cells have no more room to hold onto old, hard, painful, and unworthy content. Your community of over 50 trillion cells has been given the signal, or code (0100110), to release back to Source anything that is not like itself. This means anything that you have held as your truest, most painful narrative or story is leaving you. For good. Where does it go? I know you want to know because it’s been with you so long:It goes on to be transmuted back to Light. It is just energy like everything else.

Know that anything dark and painful is only light that forgot itself. Yes, read that again because that sentence alone will change you for the rest of your life on earth.

I AM writing this and sending this to You in Love that surpasses all understanding. I AM We ARE. Allow the resonance of this to move through you. Sending you my Love.

 

Boom.What Just Happened to Me?

Boom.What Just Happened to Me?

As I write this I clearly feel you asking “What just happened to me?” In this last week some of you stumbled and fumbled around in a fog. I literally fell off two tiny steps in my livingroom bruising my knuckles. Today as I brought in grocery bags, I fell backward slipping awkwardly down the two steps outside my door. (Ahem. Someone needs to ground herself.) Some of you made it until about 3 o’clock in the afternoon this week and said “that’s it, I’m laying down.” That happened to me Tuesday. More of you had HUGE emotional disruptions at home or at work dredging up things you thought you already solved or let go. Thankfully I managed not to experience that one. This time. I witnessed at least one person have a blow out way out of character for him. I totally sympathized.

What just happened is what we consciousness teachers would call a push in information from inside yourself that creates a leap in your personal awareness. We get these ‘pushes’ from the energetics of the planet and cosmos in which we reside. After all, we are made up of mostly water, as is beloved Earth. So when we have an event as we just did with the recent Solar Eclipse, this is what always happens. You did not realize that and now you are starting to scratch your head and ponder the whole situation. Eclipses are the perfect impetus to encourage us to shed that which no longer serves us. And it rattles up content that shakes us literally to our very core being. Pay attention to that content. It asks to be healed. And if it is coming up after you thought you had finished it, go towards it again as you are healing a deeper component of it that remains with you.

You were taught upon planetary arrival to forget you knew that you are inextricably an embodied soul. You were advised by others holding these erroneous beliefs, that you had dominion over the earth and absolutely no relationship to the universes or the natural laws by which everything is governed. And now, your own personal experience is making you question ALL of that.  Welcome to the growing community of humans who are now awakening to themselves thanks in no small part to these types of events. We are starting to demand that our human lives be delightful versus heavy, sad, hard and painful. Hurray. It is high time, no?

Here are some things that will assist you to steady yourself as you are, as we all are, headed into a brilliant year and subsequent decades of expressing in new ways relative to life purpose, spirituality, consciousness and beyond that will challenge everything you ever came to believe about yourself and the World:

  1. If you have not already, get a consciousness-based practice of any kind in your life. Options abound. Be dedicated to it daily. Do not let others dictate what that is for you.
  2. Allow food to serve your life. Follow your own guidance as to what will support and nurture you.
  3. Create daily habits, a hygiene approach along side brushing your teeth, that sets your intention for well-being each day.The elements will change along with your inner growth.
  4. Add more beauty and joy into your daily life. You were taught these are extravagances and superfluous. They are essentials for self love and love of life.
  5. Seek a positive community of others who are also growing. You can have differing practices and viewpoints but being in a collective balances the isolation that often accompanies such deep and powerful healing and growing.

Most of all beloveds, trust yourself. I AM so We ARE. I am so grateful you came to the planet at this very special time. As a lovely new friend reminded me “The light in me honors the light in you.” Om Shanti.

Note: please know that my work is available to you in consultation phone/skype. See the tab at the top of the page labeled ‘Workshops for One’. You will also find me on Face Book at Amber Chamberlain, Consciousness Teacher and on Twitter @suburbanlight and on Pinterest at The Suburban Lightworker.

 

 

 

The Divine Service of Pain

The Divine Service of Pain

Here is a basic tenet about living a three dimensional human life.  We have human bodies. They get hurt and we suffer. Diseases also cause us tremendous pain. And we get hurt at both the accidental and deliberate hands and psychological predation of others and ourselves. In our current Agreement this is part of the programming we accepted to be on this planet. Therefore we suffer mightily. Given the predominance of pain, allow me to introduce its divine service to you.

To explore the opportunity pain brings you,  consider the emotional pain you now experience. Because this by far is your most challenging and unrelenting issue as it is for the entire human species. You are suffering just as I once did on a daily basis. Suffering is inevitable given what our collective believes and does in response to those beliefs. It is our heritage for thousands of years now. The good news is all of this is changing. The fact you are reading this item is just one affirmation for this fact. Unlike prior generations, we are healing faster and more effectively from the steady stream of unending emotional pain than at any other time on Earth. Beloveds, as a collective we are releasing our Agreement to hold the beliefs required to produce the resultant expression of suffering.

In the late 90’s I had a prophetic boyfriend who told me, among many things that eventually came to pass, that I was “always walking through a field of of wild flowers” implying that I only saw the beauty in life and never allowed myself to look at the darker parts. He was right. And many of you who are very intuitive and empathic types will understand what he was telling me. As a highly conscious person, just as you are or are becoming,  I thought my job was to remain positive, keep my eyes turned towards the Light, and share this with others. I was in immense emotional pain. In fact, I was becoming exhausted by the accumulation of pain, mine and other’s, but unwilling to acknowledge it because to do so would change my  life in ways for which I was not consciously ready.

I am here to tell you many years later that acknowledging and then healing emotional pain is a divinely provided and supported path to conscious awareness and spiritual growth. In this growth you will find the peace, comfort and stability of self that is your Original Birthright. And it is a common path of choice for humans inclusive of physical pain which has a monstrous but certain pathway that can take you to a new level of human existence as you pass through it. When you are ready, often in the eleventh hour, you will relent, you will collapse, and then you will allow yourself to recover. You will take the trip the mythical Persephone takes into the abysmal depths seemingly below and behind all that is familiar and preferred.

The journey will challenge everything you thought you knew about yourself and others. Then you will return to the true Spring of your life revived and hopeful. You will blossom naturally in ways you did not imagine possible while you were so busy being consumed by managing and responding to pain. I know this because I am now in this blooming phase of life. It was not easy to get here. Some of it was, and sometimes still is, downright ugly. All’s not lost in the process either. While it was going on I had love, friends, work and enjoyment in my life. Yes, at times I did not have love, did not have friends and did not work and did not enjoy my life. Looking back it was very much an endurance dance across years.

One way to conceive of pain as a path to healing and powerful consciousness growth is to imagine that you are ‘threading the eye of the needle’ which means to go straight for it and headlong into the center of it such that you arrive cleared of it on the other side. Of course, you will eddy out to the edges of it from time to time. It is only human to lighten up a bit and give yourself plenty of breaks.

Be generous with yourself most of all. Get any and all healthful support available to you while you endeavor to heal. Make use of nature, the healing arts, good food, laughter, music and quality care as needed. You have within you everything needed for releasing and relieving that which causes you so much pain and suffering. You came to our gorgeous Earth will all of this capability written into everyone of your over 30 trillion cells. Now it is about remembering and practicing.

Your affirmation: Please read it through once. Then read it aloud once. And then read it very slowly aloud to yourself even if it seems you lose the meaning of the words you are saying. There is power in this method.

‘I have everything I need inside of me in order to release and heal all pain and suffering. I choose now to activate those healing agents with deep gratitude for my true and divinely guided self.’

I am sending you my Love. Thank you for being on the planet at this incredible time. Om shanti. Amber

Trust that your Awareness is Right on Time

Trust that your Awareness is Right on Time

As a person who has, for most of my life, RESISTED coming out of hiding as a full-blown mystic, I am in a position to tell you this: The best way to respond to what has been happening to your life lately– the rapid, sometimes tumultuous changes, both internal and external, is to allow it to occur. Decide that the changes are right for you and right on time for your life.

Along with allowing yourself to shift into that belief,  I recommend you trust that everything occurring is doing so in order to clear you of unnecessary energy attachments and diversions that are no longer needed as you transit into your most powerful and focused life purpose and meaning. That stuff has to heal and needs the light of day to do so, regardless of how long you have carried it or how attached to it you are.

You are in pain over all that is happening. I know that. I have been in the depths of sorrow and pain more than I would like to admit. It would have been helpful for me, though, to have understood what I am about to tell you. You will benefit from the awareness that it is much easier to allow the changes and trust ourselves if we, as human beings, had not thoroughly digested the programming of beliefs that asked us to believe without question that life is hard, we must suffer, that though we are with others we are all alone and then undoubtedly we are to painfully die. THIS is what all of us were taught. This is why allowing and trusting and releasing is a decision. It is a decision to let go of that programming.

I advise the above perspective from my own unwitting experiences. For the last four years without any conscious effort of my own, my spiritual growth has been on overdrive. And that overdrive has arrived with some changes that have taken most of my focus to date. This blog is a good example of the outcomes of that growth as are the consultations I now offer. Prior to all of this uptick in my conscious awareness I was fairly content to carry on a rather traditional and socially acceptable health and human services career and live peacefully in my suburban community with no one the wiser to my highly conscious  spiritual life. In fact it is typical to find us intuitive, empathic types, as many of you are, in these careers. It is where modern healers go in industrialized earthly societies. Until now. You will start hearing from many more of my kind for the rest of your life, but I will address that another day.

All of this to say, I too had to decide that my conscious awakening is right on time for me. I had to (and still do) allow myself to trust my insight and who I know myself to be both by internal and external evidence. And I had to decide that my Inner Voice, as faint as it once was (no longer), was more informed about who I really am and what I intend to experience and be a part of this lifetime than any other resource outside of myself.

I wish the very same for you. That you decide, allow, and trust. That you reflect on our programming as humans and challenge that with newer beliefs that support you to live the life you are seeking, one filled with joy, love, peace and amazing experiences.The following is an affirmation that reflects what you have read above. Please read it to yourself at your normal rate, then say it aloud. And then for a final time, read it aloud again very slowly. The method is purposeful.

‘My whole life is unfolding perfectly right now. Everything that is happening is perfect for me as an embodied soul. As I discover and release that which does not support me, I become more of who I was always meant to be. I love and appreciate myself and all that I am today. And so it is.’

Sending you, reader, my love. This is a treasured time in the cosmos most especially on our planet. I am grateful you are here with me. Amber

Your Career & Your Awakening

Your Career & Your Awakening

I am going to get very real with you right now. Somewhere in this story is your story too. About 4 years ago I was cosmically knocked sideways and washed up on the shore of my sturdy brown sofa. Was I sick? Not exactly. Was I malingering? Hardly. Then what exactly happened?

My prized professional life hit the skids. This quick slide was due, in part, to the federal government’s mandates around defense contracting that quickly hit my healthcare related organization. That sluggish access to new contracts meant, though I was a “highly valued contributor” I was placed ‘on the beach’ which in contractor parlance meant, while I still had my senior job, I was given ill-defined projects to effectively fill my time until ‘real’ work was won.Ugh. Busy work projects are a misery and I tend to easily make a quick change under those nefarious conditions.

But what followed for me was an unprecedented galactic oriented trip that lasted for months. This experience was characterized by strange physical but even stranger conscious awareness attributes. Since age 7 I have been aware of my expanded consciousness in general. I developed and grew my understandings across time in meaningful, but controlled ways via reading, workshops, energy/spiritual teachers, etc. These lifelong skills mostly centered on empathic and intuitive capabilities and were very helpful for my psychotherapy and associated career work. But this time a sharp, unprecedented and surprise leap in awareness literally threw me for a loop. And yet, I was oddly okay with all of it. Smile.

This was the time when literally it seemed that the universe opened up to me. Without warning. No drugs involved. I became acutely aware and oriented to my Universal Being. I am talking mathematical blueprint type knowingness, sacred geometries, angels, and galactic beings. Yep. Fact is, I am still opening up to this awareness and all that this means for me in this lifetime. And yes, this level of awareness literally changed not only what I would begin to do for a living but how I would do it. My evolving career is unfolding as I write this.

My guess, is that like me, your awakening to your True Self has implications for your working life just as it has for mine. You are being challenged to integrate your new awareness that may be growing by leaps and bounds, into the mundane routines you have established in your own career over many years. And you may be wondering if all of this change inside yourself is going to require changes in your work life. It may. The fact is, you are becoming more of who you were always meant to be. And with that growth comes changes in how you express yourself, which for the modern human, means the world of work. As of today, most of us still need jobs that earn money.

I am hear to tell you that you will make a way. Be gentle, be slow, be patient with yourself. Stay as grounded as possible as your old routines crumble. They are only leaving you right on time, allowing the new to arrive, also right on time. But for now, if you have read to this point, here is what I want you to know in order to support yourself as this happens for you:

  1. You are not crazy. You are magnificent and brilliant in ways you are just now figuring out. Being an embodied soul is a miracle. Coming to realize this is a gift to be treasured.
  2. You are finally shedding the programming that we must take on when we agree to come to this planet.We had to ‘eat’ of this earth’s energetic situation in order to know with what we were dealing.This is our universal job.
  3. Shedding is painful, but you are built to tolerate pain while you transit through it but you will have to remember how to release it. Holding painful beliefs too long creates disease. You will need help from time to time. That is why people like me are here among us now. There are many of us here in fact.
  4. You knew when you elected to come that earth was dense and heavy and painful. That is why you came at this very time, along with the rest of us, to raise the vibration here and take earth to her next rightful expression. This is happening right now, so good job beloved.
  5. Allow yourself to understand that many others in our multi-verse would give anything to be here now during this amazing time of change that is called Ascension.
  6. Know that you have resources, all internal, on-call 24/7. You but need to do some asking and calling forth. These resources are Angelic, Galactic, Elemental, and too many to list here. Even colors and numbers have resonances for your well-being.
  7. You have NEVER ever, not once, been alone on your journey. No one ever is. You have a loving, powerful, and wise collective of Beings who make you their business to support, comfort, and provide feedback while you are here.
  8. As this is a free-will planet, you will have to choose what makes you well and heals you. You will have to allow yourself to release suffering. It is, and always has been, only you who brings your thoughts and perceptions to life here. Just #8 alone can blow anyone’s mind.

This is plenty for today. Sending you Love, because that is what I do. And I am thrilled and feel amazing freedom when I do. Om shanti.

Using Your Energy as Activism

Using Your Energy as Activism

One of the most powerful facts about being an energy aware person is that you can literally be anywhere you wish at any time. And while there you can do most anything you can conceive. This is not the post nor am I the writer who can break down all the logistics of that mind-bending first sentence. It is only my attempt to bring your attention to what it means to have an expanded consciousness about who you are relative to what you likely thought you were limited to given that we participate in a 3D life on earth.

When you begin to play with 4D, 5D and beyond conceptualizations, for instance, some of my favorite teachers are on the 7th dimension, you begin to drop those perceived limitations quickly in favor of as much expansion as you are ready to engender. To be sure, the freedom I’ve gained from this alone has been quietly staggering at times. Now that you are allowing your imagination to take you beyond your literal 3D conditions, let me make some points about how you can actively but gently participate in the sometimes shocking and chaotic changes being experienced in the world right now.

I offer this item since most of you reading this are healers across many disciplines and modalities. And you feel moved and sometimes mission-bound to answer the call to support, help, and serve in any way possible and at any cost to yourselves. The overarching  and compressed mission in this lifetime is so powerful that at times you find it has overridden your own resources and wham, you are out of sorts and exhausted. When you are in this condition you are unlikely to be able to do the necessary basics of self-care, family/friends life and work.

While it is beneficial at times to physically show up in protest, to make calls to legislators and representatives, you may also be most effective bearing witness and serving without adding your voice via frustration, anger, or fear. You are very likely a highly sensitive and empathic individual who has always done more than your share wittingly or not, of clearing, processing, and holding light and love for humanity and all the inhabitants on the planet. You are no stranger to what I call ‘energy activism’.

For you, angry mobs shouting and fear-based collectives pushing against one another, even under the most earnest and true of situations, can be draining and disturbing to you. After all, during this powerful time of planetary change, your job is primarily to listen deeply to your inner voice, higher self, or whatever way you conceptualize your intuitive and all knowing Self. And from this vantage point you are called on to hold the very highest of vibration for yourself and to manage the flux that naturally happens across your day that can intrude on your ability to hold that in place.

It is only by being conscious about how you manage your energy in such situations that you can effectively add your energy to the growing collective here to heal what ails our beloved earth and bring her into her rightful and timely position in the cosmos.

Here are some things I suggest that will be powerful in effect for the Whole while less draining for you:

1.Be willing to stay lightly abreast of unfolding tumult without being glued to blow by blow information.

2. Allow your awareness to be drawn to one or two components of the events unfolding at any one time and send those Love from your heart. See the circumstance surrounded by your love.

3.If you have awareness of your ability to send healing energy of any kind, allow yourself  for moments in your day to spend time doing that. Remember energy is quantum in design and requires very little than pure intent to powerfully deliver. Trust that.

4. If you elect to attend a protest of any type, be sure to ground yourself into the earth beforehand and to encircle yourself with an energy protection of your choosing. While there, radiate out the unity and healing messages you are carrying and release anything that does not belong to you. Be sure to release any energy not your own when you get home. A bath or shower will really help.

Most of all, remember who you are and recall your responsibility to care well for yourself in order to be able to hold a positive, affirming, unity-based consciousness for yourself and others. I am so grateful to be here with all of you. You are so much more powerful than you know. Keep opening to that which is love. Stay positive and somewhat neutral to avoid being washed up in the chaos around us right now. We are in this together. And so it is.