You Attracted your Life, Now Own It

You Attracted your Life,  Now Own It

Are you willing to take responsibility for every ounce of your life as it exists today? If not, read on as someone on the precipice of enormous change. You do not find this material unless you are growing quickly. Welcome.

How do I know this? I am a lightworker, this is my job, my mission. Reading this will trigger your next stage of awareness. I’ve been you. I had to figure this out. In fact, we are all still working on this as a small but mighty collective.

If you are currently practicing ownership, and all this implies, for what you have in your life today then read on as someone who is refining your understanding about who you truly are and the power you are now harnessing during this incarnation.

The majority of you who will read this are somewhere in between. You are vacillating between owning parts of your life and all of it. This is understandable because most of what you have in your life brings you some level of consternation. I know this well. You are having a human life and this is what we do here.

Before I go any further, let me tell you a story.

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On the day you were born you brought with you a blueprint. You designed this blueprint before you arrived. This brilliant design you agreed to bring allowed for an infinite amount of timelines and expressions to who you would be on the planet this time.

You brought with you aspects of yourself from other soul incarnations that would pair beautifully with this lifetime’s blueprint plan. Karmic patterns, typically things in need of recovery and growth came with you too. After all, you are here to grow and evolve as does every living thing across all kingdoms. Mineral, plant, animal and human.

As we make our way back to unified source energy, understand that in this life school we only progress through it by engaging our incarnations with increasing mastery. In any lifetime, mastery only comes as ownership of self increases. Ownership only comes when we become increasingly committed to ourselves first and foremost.

Commitment to self only comes when we shut out the noise of external programming that distracts us from evolving. This ‘noise’ includes mass cultural mores and group-think based living. This level of  chosen commitment has significant requirements previously known only on this planet to a subset of ancient humans and has so far eluded most modern humans.

Given the consciousness of the largest portion of the human kingdom, most modern humans make an extreme error in their self perception which precludes mastery. What does this ‘error’ look like on any given day? Humans blame external forces, people, occurrences and conditions for their daily life experiences without looking beyond this lower level obviation. Humans tend to stop. Right. Here.

Humans additionally tend to avoid awareness and then understanding of their suffering by seeking sensational pleasure in order not to feel pain, not to own pain, not to heal painful conditions. These two methodologies, blame and pleasure seeking, are potent adhesive for unconscious living.

To be sure, this consciousness-specific error is predominant in our kingdom and a perfectly beautiful and honorable exploration of being a human. It is rich and powerful, full of detailed information with which to build an akash of understanding and experience for the lives to come in future incarnations.

To be sure, you are not one of those incarnated souls for whom continued unconscious blame-bound exploration of pain and suffering while soothing with pleasure seeking appeals. You are now developing an understanding: that you are every aspect of your life experience.

You are him. You are her. You are them, they and that. You are holding this current experience, in fact, fully in place within your energy field of existence. Within your holographic life. It is miraculous really. With very little awareness you use enormous focused energy to do so. Energy that is only now being made aware to physicists around the world.

One way to better define this is to say that you are curious and exploring who you are in all the ways you experience yourself: the friend, lover, worker, and victim, etc. You are recording this experience as a scientist would an experiment.

What does that mean to you? From this perspective you are becoming increasingly able to manipulate and manifest your own terms. In other words, you are developing sovereign living while incarnated, something not seen largely on this planet for eons.

But none of this level of consciousness can continue nor progress without you feeding yourself a steady diet of self-responsible thoughts, emotions and actions. What does that mean? Pretty simple: From day to day you stay aware of your state of awareness and being. If you do not like what you think, feel, see or do, you change it from within your awareness. Outward always mirrors inward. Do you see?

Harder still for the awakening human, you determine to assume that what is happening with those around you and how they impact you are your response-ability. You respond as the ‘change you wish to see’. You cultivate and understanding for and dedication to the fact that YOU brought these moments of experience to yourself. Indeed you magnetized them to you, attracted them, in order to play out some aspect of your blueprint.

I can tell you from personal experience and that of a teacher, the more you make this your perspective and practice, the easier it will become. Shaping and tailoring the things I love about my life already is delightful effort. Applying course correction to those things I am less thrilled about, well, it takes effort and commitment to myself and those aspects I am choosing to explore.

For the less lovely aspects of your life, I encourage you to first agree that you brought them to you for your experience. It is often a surprising relief when you return the power of ownership to yourself, especially for the most painful aspects of your life, that you gave away to the person or situation.

The second thing I recommend is that you get curious and ask yourself what you are learning. Often applying heavy doses of gratefulness, forgiveness and grace to yourself and the ‘other’ are required. From there move into embracing and loving those painful aspects and develop your own approach for recovering and healing them.

Watch from there how the situation shifts, resolves and changes right before your eyes. Transforms. Transfigures. This is alchemy. Yes, you are a natural alchemist. No one ever told you. Lie of omission number one.

I have only one more thing to tell you in this post, the key ingredient and change agent is love- love for self, others and all existence. Extreme love. What you were programmed to believe in common culture about love has only been a tiny percentage of its actual truth. Most of what you were entrained to believe about love is extremely limiting where consciousness is concerned.

It is my pleasure to write this to you today. Always with my love, Amber

 

 

My Blog Receives a ‘Mystery Blogger Award’ Nomination

My Blog Receives a ‘Mystery Blogger Award’ Nomination

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Something really lovely happened to me recently. I was nominated for a ‘Mystery Blogger Award’. I was nominated by another blogger who writes a precious blog named ‘Michele’s Blog: For the love of our human spirit’. I adore the name and content of her work. It’s mission is akin to my own.  It took me by surprise and made my day.

This award was started by a blogger for other bloggers to nominate those whose work may not have been discovered yet at the ‘viral’ level but has a meaningful impact on those who do read it. Bloggers sharing other bloggers writing is high praise indeed.

You can only imagine what it meant for me to receive this notice of nomination. I write about ancient esoteric knowledge revealing itself in these very transfiguring times on the planet. I get personal, it gets weird, and it is 100% my experience.

My experiences, and that of my readers, is often highly unusual and embedded in consciousness-related themes to which a small but growing human population is awakening within themselves. And it is simply divinely gorgeous.

I am a teacher for what is considered among many in this collective as ascension in consciousness. It’s also referred to as unity consciousness and by other names too. Simply depends on your own narrative as to how you ‘name’ it. I am an intuitive and Service to Others soul who writes in support and activation of the paradigm shift arriving now via a 26 thousand year cycle.

I ask you who read my work to invite one other blogger or friend to receive the insight, support & quantum activations that my mission and writing provides. Getting a nomination like this from Michele’s Blog tells me that I am Serving my blueprint mission in the way intended. For her and this I am truly grateful.

Speaking of Michele, please take a moment to visit Michele’s Blog: For the love of the human spirit. You will be glad you did.

Want to know more about the Mystery Blogger Award? Check it out. It was started by Okoto Enigmas Blog. Now I’m off to celebrate other bloggers too!

 

Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Hate & the Highly Aware Soul

Our kind often has trouble with hate. As healers, wayshowers, lightworkers, gridworkers and other highly sensitive awakened people we often avoid acknowledging the low vibratory and dense personal experience of hate. What follows is my own experience with it and how it transformed my life.

In writing this post I’m hopeful that you are acknowledging and then healing this very common planetary emotional construct in the third dimension. As with all energy manifestations, hate is only light defined as shadow content, but light nonetheless.

I now understand that in avoiding the subject of hate, we make ourselves vulnerable to exploring a severe limit to our own power to come into self love. And it is exactly self love that triggers engagement with Unity and Christ Consciousness in these times of planetary fifth and beyond ascension.

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Twenty years ago Isabelle told me that I could not know love if I did not know hate. She was one of my consciousness teachers for about twenty five years. As a highly aware, compassionate and perceiving soul I resisted her proposal and balked at any idea that I was capable of hate.

She pointed to extremely painful experiences with humans in my childhood and asked “didn’t you hate the people involved?” No, I did not I told her. I understood them. As an awakened child I knew why they acted the way they did. I was one of those souls who was able to thrive in childhood even in the face of family turmoil.

Then it happened. As I turned forty I lost my best friend. We had known each other since age eighteen. I lost her not to death but to our own subconscious choices to move away from each other and explore other parts of living.

That is a very nice way to describe what occurred. The change was sudden. For me it was quietly violent. It affected me in ways that took years to understand. Then one day it hit me. I hated her. Big time.

I had been trying NOT to hate her for years. We made sad halfhearted attempts to stay connected in a new way, from a distance. Isabelle asked me when the events occurred if my love for my friend “broke”. I was hopeful it had not, so said “no” but I distinctly recall I was not telling the truth.

When the day came that I realized I hated her I simply stopped connecting. It was painful to hate her but it became more painful to pretend that I didn’t. Once I realized that I had discovered hate, I called Isabelle and told the truth as I now knew it. That call came about five years after the events had unfolded, now twelve years ago.

Through that experience, now mostly healed, I was propelled to new heights for setting healthier limits and boundaries on my relationships, especially those from childhood. While I did not experience hate from childhood experiences the way Isabelle suggested, I most assuredly now responded to those events in a number of new ways.

One way was to narrow others’ access to my life and energy. I am now extremely thoughtful about who is in my life and why. I manage my energetic field with much more awareness now. I protect my energy body on a daily basis depending on the day’s events and various settings.

Within two years of the difficult loss of my friendship I  married a man who, in addition to all of his traits, has incredibly tight boundaries. Sometimes overly so. By living with him and witnessing him, he has taught me a lot about what it means to properly care for myself relative to other humans. He is the first generation child of a Holocaust survivor. He knows of what humans are capable.

While he can be compassionate and forgiving he has elected to stay fairly shuttered to avoid what he would consider intrusion from others. At times he serves to protect my interests even when I do not perceive particular risk. While I am still prone to be quite inclusive and engaged with others, this experience has been life changing. For the better.

As a highly aware and empathic ‘Service to Others’ soul I am  naturally motivated and devoted by blueprint design to love and accept humans as they are. My compassion and forgiveness is unlimited. If you are reading this I suspect this is the truth for you too.

It is notoriously difficult for our kind to figure out how to balance our human need to create a sovereign and healthy life when we are designed within a Service to Others construct. My experience of hate, while one of the most painful adult lessons I’ve experienced this lifetime, has been an important teacher. Isabelle was right. I could not fully understand the power of love, particularly self love until I explored it’s twin, hate inclusive of self hate too.

We are all souls this incarnation who arrived from Love and fell asleep to it.The rest of the Cosmos operates on the frequency of Love (Unity as One with Source). We agreed to explore pain and suffering (Separation) along with the miracle and beauty of living on this gorgeous jewel, Mother Earth.

We are now remembering Love. The time finally arrived. We do so by acknowledging what we found here in our lives. Hate is one of the experiences we found. Look for it in yourself. Bring it to the light. Doing so will transfigure you and your relationships, which then transfigures us All. It’s what you came here to do.

Always with my love, Amber

 

An Example of Multidimensional Teaching

An Example of Multidimensional Teaching

Me: Ok, I’m blown away by my recent experience at the physics fair. Why did this happen for me?

Anthor: Because, Amber, you are to learn and understand what is being shown to you such that you can teach others. You are a good student.

 

I’m going to tell you about an event that happened to me a few days ago. What I am going to tell you is not the first time this has occurred in this manner. I’m finally understanding it will not be the last either.

I know this because I am a consciousness teacher. What that means is that I am being prompted to write and teach at this time in my life on highly and sometimes surprising esoteric occurrences.

It is made clear to me that my job at this phase of planetary ascension is to share my experiences with you. I am to also attempt to put them in a framework from which you can then go away and be inspired to do some research of your own.

I give this preamble in this case because I am going to give you a perfect example for how multidimensional consciousness operates when it engages an embodied soul. Me. In my case, I’ve been an awake and aware human for decades. Only in the last five years this has been, as we say, ‘on steroids’.

I’ve been a Mystery School student and am what is referred to as a Service to Others soul. You are too. To restate what you already or are beginning to understand, the planet Earth, our home planet, Gaia, is shifting herself into a higher octave (consciousness) of existence.

She is finished exploring herself within the third dimensional plane and all of its associated energetic limits. And for the first time in the history of the human species, people are staying on the planet and going with her.

For you this means a personal, cultural and systemic paradigm shift is upon us. We are moving away from exploring a life of Service to Self/Power over Others to one that is based in Service to Others. More and more humans are waking up to this Truth in themselves. They are healing from the predominant programs associated with Service to Self/Power over Others and shifting into this paradigm over time.

We refer to this shift in many ways, but for our purposes this is a shift into Unity and Christ Consciousness. Yes, there have been other times and places upon the earth when Gaia hosted humans who were versed in this very esoteric knowledge and skill. They are the civilizations that encompass Ancient Egypt, Mayans, Incas, Atlantis and Lemuria, for example.

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More and more of us are going deeper into this awakening phase, it is now becoming more of a remembering phase for those of us who have been in varying awakened states for some time. We are the forerunners.

We are remembering why we came and what else we need to rediscover in order to help the process along for humanity. Gaia needs no such assistance in Reality. She’s done this over and over again. For her it is simply time again.

To this end, many highly awake and aware souls are gaining ground in human consciousness capabilities not seen on Earth in thousands of years. The third dimensional Earth, post Atlantis & Lemuria, for example, was removed from these capabilities as they were not necessary for this dimensional experience.

In fact, there are no ‘good’ or ‘bad’ planes of existence or consciousness. There is only experience within the range of light’s vibratory energy. Each frequency station, so to speak, has its own qualities and requirements to be engaged and explored.

In the third dimensional existence, alchemy and understanding of Cosmic Laws to include sacred geometry, quantum mechanics, Unity Consciousness and other free energy tools to include energy healing modalities were not to be explored wholesale. Some humans historically did so but the larger population did not. Instead we were to explore within the limits of the human mind, ego, and experience of perceived separation from Source.

Humans were to experience a sense of deep isolation one from another within a container of fraught relationships, intense work lives and shorter life spans due to largely unabated disease and live mostly devoid of a conscious connection to nature and any other existing dimensional realms as a species. We have been and are doing so with gusto today as we have for thousands of years to this point.

Thanks to a series of cosmological and long prophesied events, we are now cycling out of this experience. Now we are learning about children who innately understand crystal energy and naturally decry the condition in which they find humanity.

As adults we are experiencing increased clair-sensory awareness and a return to the natural world for support and comfort. We are engaging our Higher Selves, Guides and Light Councils by every name and nature. We even hear from people deep in hypnosis about what is happening to humans and the future of our planet.

We are also beginning to hear from more highly sensitive humans- empaths, intuitives, healers of all kinds, light & gridworkers, etc, that their own capabilities to engage quantum-type consciousness are notching up.

They are understanding existence more clearly via a multidimensional viewpoint. They have more to tell us, much of it channelled, about what is going on in the largely unseen world that is impacting them personally and the world as a whole.

Here is just one such example I am having at times over the last number of years, in particular, since the 2012 Unity Consciousness energy trigger. Over the weekend I had the opportunity to attend a physics fair at a prestigious American university. They have this fair every year as part of a springtime celebration school-wide. I attend mostly because I like to take my youngster with my family.

During this time I wandered around the various physics demonstrations available. By myself at this point, I was interested to attend a demo advertising ‘sound’. I could hear a very loud and high tone coming from the room. So I walked in and was promptly handed ear plugs. I watched a glass being broken by sound waves. Cool.

As I wondered why I was hanging around this demonstration room with a smattering of physics students milling about, one of them caught my attention. He wanted to show me two projects. Both of them taught me how to see the effect of sound waves on matter.

In the second instance the student poured sand over a smooth surface and applied a low frequency sound wave I could not hear. I watched with partial boredom as the colored sand moved itself into an x and y axis first. Then saw how more sand moved around the axes to create geometrical curves forming into a wavy looking circle encompassing the x and y axes. Pretty. Still boring.

That night at home, having completely forgotten about that experience, I settled into bedtime reading which I do every evening. At this point the book on ancient quantum energetics is teaching me about two number sequences, the Fibonacci sequence and the Binary sequence.  It is also telling me about the female/male polarity that the two sequences represent. The writer proposes that they represent mother/father too. Goddess/God.

The writer shows me this via what is called an elementary school-level Polar Graph. Without getting into more detail that would take too long to describe in this blog post, what the author then gave me was a description of how circles all have lines associated with them.

Circles are considered ‘female’ and lines are considered ‘male’. To illustrate his point he went on to describe the very same experiment I had just seen six hours earlier at the physics fair. Literally the SAME experiment. I squealed out loud “whoa this is SO weird”. I was apparently supposed to get this understanding firmly in place for myself.

You see, our Kind is being led. We are being prepared. We are being shown. Step by step revelations about who we are, where we come from and what is at work ‘behind the scenes’. As a forerunner my job and yours is to follow the breadcrumbs. To simply yield to, and where possible, fall madly in love with synchronicities like this.

Then we are to share them. These are stories that teach us. They inspire us to ask “what just happened here and why me?”. I’ve learned over and over again that learning to listen to, better yet, ask questions of our Inner Guidance, leads us to amazing experiences and Knowledge.

I hope my reporting on my recent multidimensional engagement rings a bell for you such that you start to wonder more deeply about who you are and what you are here to do with the life you have this go ’round.

Always written with love, Amber

 

The Human Struggle with Being One

The Human Struggle with Being One

On our planet today it is usually derided spiritual sorts like us who have any real interest in the concept for being One. We have this writ deep into our soul mission and at some point in our lives we awaken to it and begin our journey to serve it here on earth. Often, for us exquisitely sensitive types. under the most difficult living conditions. The good news is that since the early nineties increasing numbers of us are mobilizing in our daily lives what it means to live as One.

We do so within a fairly brutal human framework relative to systems and norms that mirror separation to us as individuals on a quantum level. Divisions within economics, race, abilities and religions are thousands of years old. These are only some of the most well known purveyors of separation and they have done a stellar job choking off any sense that we, as humans, are a Collective. As One.

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The vast majority of humans today are living within a painful environment that works against their very natures which is one of peace, harmony, and collective good for all. To be sure, the rest of the cosmos operates under these thriving premises. As such, all needs are met in such a way that no needs exist at all. It is simply a matter of fact such that advancement and exploration towards Source expansion is the norm. Source seeking to know and experience Itself. Alter the word Source to any you would choose. God for example.

Today’s humans on whole can not conceive of the harmony within other octaves that exist this very moment. They are sufficiently cowed by daily struggle and self-preservation and rejection and all attendant conditions. The  whole idea of Oneness appears mythical.

For some, being One as an idea is simply repugnant. Indeed many of you reading this have faced ridicule and dismissiveness repeatedly when you broached this topic with those you love. You’ve lost friends and become alienated within your communities for holding these principles close and daring to say so.

It is precisely because you have a solid grasp on what is Oneness that I am writing. It is my understanding and that of many teachers, wayshowers, lightworkers and healing artists of every path, that thanks to a predicted growing human consciousness, often referred to as ascension, the conditions for Oneness have become more highly resonant and present for more human beings. We are changing as a whole.

While there are many reasons for this, two known scientifically based facts that may be of interest to you are now coming into play for more people. The first has to do with all that is known in the world. Since ancient times there has been a way to account for known facts on the planet. Did you know that?

For hundreds of years the growth in what was known was very slow to grow. Since the nineteen sixties, however,  humans have been doubling those known facts every decade. We double this figure every year or two now. Of course, this is in large part due to speed of technology. This alone has changed the human being. Individually regardless of the usual separation-based constructs (race/religion/finances, etc.), we literally have access to and engage an astounding amount of information each day. Unprecedented.

The second item I’ll bring to your awareness is the understanding that humans on earth are only visually aware of a tiny fraction of the electromagnetic light spectrum.  You reading this understand that all of existence is made of light vibrating at varying speeds and wavelengths. As such,  most humans are literally in the dark about what else comprises life.

This tiny fraction of human visual awareness, what we can see with our eyes, leaves a vastly unseen and unknown amount of light energy outside of our common knowledge. Except, this is not true for you reading this. You, by design, are aware of much more.of the range of electromagnetic activity.

We tend to refer to this energy activity as spiritual or consciousness. It’s what we engage via meditation and prayer. It’s what we do when we intuit or channel. It’s what we conceive of when we work with chakra balancing, for example.

You know this by your relationship to what is simply termed the Unseen. You either recently or long ago created a relationship to it that has enriched and healed you. And it is fostering the condition for being One each and every time you engage it on your own or within your smaller groups and communities.

So, while we remain a tiny subset of humans on the planet who hold the vibration for what is Oneness on earth and we know that we have enormous support from Gaia and the Cosmos, it bears reminding us that what we are doing for ourselves, we are doing for all of humanity.

As we heal and grow ourselves, we heal and grow All That Is. This is the good news for the condition of Being One quickly arriving to our beloved home planet today. While we know about other lives and other places, we elected earth this go ’round and we are serving her mightily. I thank you for this. And as always send my love.- Amber

 

 

My Multidimensional Story: My work life before the 2012 trigger

My Multidimensional Story: My work life before the 2012 trigger

The truth is that I’m still getting comfortable telling my story. I hover near to introvert but have enough pluck to catapult me up and over that line to write about this. Doing this type of personal disclosure is very unusual for me given years of experience keeping my childhood awareness and subsequent ‘New Age’ themes mostly to myself.  I had a few friends over the years and paid teachers across time with which to compare notes and grow, but mostly us esoterically inclined, highly sensitive, intuitive and empathic types keep our experiences to ourselves. This is true especially if you are someone who goes out into the world of living and work in a conventional way, as I did. The time for isolation in this regard is coming to an end in the years ahead. In fact, it has already begun.

Multidimensional awareness is coming for you too. It’s not a matter of if, but when. All humans are rising in conscious awareness on earth. All at variable rates. If you are reading this item, you, like me, already have a fairly solid baseline for consciousness that exceeds most humans on earth. That is just fact. And I know that the changes taking place are assisting you to leave older routines, relationships, and workstyles behind too. Take heart, there are more of us than ever doing the very same thing. It was predicted by many traditions across eons that we would arrive here together in this unity consciousness now expanding.

I smile as I tell you that you are not just reading this for pleasure. Who would read this, or write this for that matter, for only human pleasure? You are reading this because you are a seeker, a mystic, a mystery school student or aware soul by any name or tradition. You already know this on some level or outright. And you know you are growing. You are reading this because you are one of us. The consciousness collective. All humans on earth are, but most simply are unaware.

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At this time my mission in these posts is to help you see yourself by showing you my path. Surprising to me, my guides tell me, exposing my years on an awakening path will be somehow helpful to you. Maybe prompt you in some way. In my story as with others who will tell theirs, I am told, are keys, sometimes called vibratory light codes, that trigger a deepening response in you. This is the story of unity consciousness in a nutshell. All of us souls quietly growing and awakening first individually and then coming together in different ways in groups that work together in all kinds of ways. At very first unity consciousness is individually located within. Once you have engaged it, awaken to it and anchored it in yourself you will then shine it out like a beacon to others. Then the process begins for them too. The exquisite beauty is that you don’t have to say or write a word to do that. In truth, you are already doing this to a large degree. I’m just inviting you further along.

I’ve shared in prior posts about my arrival to my known multidimensional consciousness replete with a unity and christ consciousness mission to teach what I know. I mostly teach now both the background surrounding our human ascension in consciousness story, from many paths, as well as how to access these themes for yourself for the first time or more deeply. My students tend to be on the more experienced side of these subjects as they’ve been longtime aware or providing some form of healing arts to clients themselves, for example intuitives, reiki providers, healing touch practitioners, meditation and mindfulness teachers or spiritual life coaches, etc. They will over time, and already have begun to include people like me, those who went into conventional healing arts and human services but feel the call to deeper service only found in the energetic consciousness life given what that level of awareness provides relative to service capability to others.

These consciousness-type individuals, like me, have had and are going to continue to have a significant uptick in awareness and skill and need someone, at various times, with whom to integrate what has been occurring for them in a way that is practical and comfortable. A search on the internet, when you enter ‘ascension in consciousness’, for better understanding about what has been occurring, can be fairly jarring in content, language, and images depending on the narrative within which the experiences are couched. Some of it can be extreme and intense which is challenging when your new skills and awarenesses are already causing you internal puzzlement and sometimes outright distress.

To continue helping you see yourself, and help you understand more about how to navigate what is going on with you, I thought you’d like to know who I was in the conventional world before the ascension in consciousness energies of 2012, in particular, took firm hold of me and delivered me here with you today. I wrote in a prior post about what happened to me in 2012. But here is who I was out in the world before that long anticipated consciousness trigger happened. It’s worth noting that in the year 2012 I was not paying much attention to what was anticipated to occur for people in this way. Even as a very aware soul, I did not even know the term ‘ascension’ as it is applied to consciousness rising. I was busy doing other things.

As a moderately successful licensed mental health provider with a post graduate degree and healthcare business professional managing national commercial and Department of Defense contracts worth hundreds of thousands to millions of dollars per year, I  prided myself on being peaceful, grounded and loving inside my hospital then corporate work communities. I made it my mission to be thoughtful, inspiring and judicious– to treat human beings with kindness. What I can tell you is that from the beginning of my almost thirty year career I saw people turning themselves inside out in order to accommodate the American professional working life. And in doing so, they had many losses in health and wellbeing, the likes of which you are likely yourself to be very experienced or at least familiar.

Living mostly in metro areas, I experienced and witnessed long commutes, harried business travel, intense professional workload expectations and challenging work relationships with very little perceived or expressed satisfaction or enjoyment to show for it.  Because I often liked the projects and people with whom I served in work, I kept my chin up, as we say in the US,  in order to continue in those settings, often having what could be called an unusual level of positivity, sometimes natural and sometimes manufactured for survival. As a highly empathic and intuitive person, seeing what I saw and feeling what I felt around me, I simply did not know how else to do it.

My mid-senior career path, after years of flowing well enough, caught the current of events stemming in large part from a 2008 downturn in the American economy coupled with a longer business capture cycle in my  defense contractor industry. This meant that my latest company’s access to profitable business slowed down significantly. Which seemed to work out well enough since my own ability to participate within this rapidly changing and stressed business environment dwindled along with it.

Eventually this series of events ended in a layoff for me that took me into the 2012 energies quite effectively. You can read more about my experience that year relative to ascension in consciousness symptoms in a prior blog post. From that year forward, even though I still participate in business and industry work to this day, I’ve centered more and more deeply on my own conscious awareness and emergence as a teacher. The call to this mission has only gotten louder and more insistent. In keeping with my fidelity to the workplace and the talented humans that serve it, part of the industry work I do is centered on teaching work life wellbeing. In fact I have a book coming out soon entitled ‘Working Well & Feeling Good: Mindful Affirmations for the Work Life‘ from MasterKey Press. It will be available at the end of summer 2017 on all the usual outlets.

I’m hoping that by showing you how just one person, me, has been growing in this timeframe, you will see yourself a bit more clearly and understand what is happening to you from the inside. What I can assure you is that you are shedding outmoded beliefs (programming) quickly because you are becoming more of who you truly are on the inside of you. We all are. You will or have begun to notice that you are paying less attention to what the world tells you to be and are getting more in tune with who you wish to be and how you wish to live with yourself and others during your years on earth.

My work, as is that of many established teachers, is available to you should you too need assistance integrating the changes you are experiencing as we move through these powerful gateways to our expanding consciousness. Yes. You came to earth for this very moment. I’m glad you did.

Much love, Amber

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A Multidimensional Awakening Story: 2012 & Me

A Multidimensional Awakening Story: 2012 & Me

December 21, 2102 is the date that symbolizes the peak for the largest historical shift in consciousness for both the planet earth, her solar system and all living beings therein. Including you. Before I get into my experience of that timeframe, I thought I’d reveal a bit more about myself.

I have a working consciousness understanding for sacred geometries, timelines, matrices, quantum energy mechanics relative to vibratory frequency magnetics, resonances, dimensions and subspaces and many other expressions for multi-dimensional conscious existence. To date, I have been advised by my own guidance system, that as of five months ago, I passed through the sixth initiation (monadic) of ascension and now am in the seventh (logoic). As seems to be common with me, I was advised of this prior to knowing initiation stages existed.

It is the case, that as a Consciousness Teacher, I am a teacher of teachers and of those of you who will become new leaders. My teaching work is done via significantly developed intuition, clairsentience, and channeling. I also verbalize light language to assist in the process of teaching. Those of you who are already serving humanity in similar capacities are yourselves having changes that you will need to understand in the days ahead. This is my role for you. As a former psychotherapist and national healthcare professional residing in the United States, I am very familiar with assisting human beings to heal, recover, identify and then align with the way of living that better fits who they are. As a prior business professional, I am also versed in mentoring projects and groups of providers to this end. My work now continues outside of that traditional motif. It serves a very specialized community of humans, you, the awakening teachers and leaders for what is called New Earth.

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Only very recently it has been made clear to me that I continue to learn as I teach. Sometimes the content I download is out of reach of my knowledge base awareness and I am given homework such that I  do my own research to understand what I was given. I’m given a lot of homework help too. This type of download/master/teach process is faster (because it is done in quantum ‘time’) than historical earth-based learning/practicing/mastery. I find the duality of this aspect to myself exhilarating and sometimes daunting.

At this point, I’ll return to my own story about awakening to new levels of conscious awareness. The largest leap I made until 2016/17 was that of 2012.  I began these more personal posts a couple of months ago based on my own guidance that requested me to show you what a human path looks like at this time in human consciousness ascension. I’ve been asked do so as you are in the midst of the very same unprecedented occurrence. Only humans needing this information today are going to read it. You need a community and mirror for what is happening to you. Most of you reading this are somewhat experienced with the energetics of consciousness having been a mystic or otherwise a student of alternative healing arts, and indeed some of you, like me, have already advanced to teaching in these subjects.

Some of you are yoga teachers, reiki masters, healing touch providers, psychics, remote viewers, medical intuitives or other aware souls by many other names. And you, like me, since 2012 or later are having an enormous uptick in your own experiences. In most cases you don’t have anyone you trust to talk to about what is happening. I know this all too well for I  am also seeking and growing a community that fits my needs today. We are all, in fact, being called into community with one another. It’s a requirement of this collaborative collective effort now occurring. It is the essence of Unity Consciousness. We are paving the way, cutting a new path, for those humans who are only now awakening or those children who are already awakened, as many now are. Consider us the cosmic plow breaking new ground. High ground. Holy ground. Christed ground.

It’s not an easy task to do so as we are very familiar with isolation plus the path to one another is fraught with very human issues, but seek and find we must. You are also finding that even within your energetics communities there is enormous jockeying among humans on various paths for the classic ‘who is right?’ or other common human traits that occur as you begin to share what is happening to you. You meet doubt, rejection, resistance and limitation at many turns as you seek to share what is now occurring. I know.

After the December 2012 events, by early spring, I had what I later learned are common ascension symptoms. If you want to know more about those, just see my prior post on this or google ‘ascension symptoms’. They are ubiquitous on the internet. In fact, along with the arrival of the angelic realm and galactics, I developed what is commonly called a ‘spiritual flu’ that put me in bed for two miserable days and on my sofa for about two weeks. In this time my right eardrum ruptured and I lost my hearing for a month in that ear. I regained 90% of it back. After that series of events, the deeper consciousness world had been opened up to me. I’ve not been the same since. Neither have you.

My advice, keep going. Learn to ride the energetic waves and their very real results within you and on the planet. Know without a doubt that you came for this very time and that you are exquisitely equipped to do what we are doing here. Learn and practice, to the best of your ability, manifestation mechanics. Investigate the matter/null/antimatter story of energy. Be willing to process the issues that arise. Be curious about what is happening and why you are responding the way you are. Find a neutral (null) emotional position throughout your days. Come back to it again and again. Your steady hand and approach is needed and is only going to be more needed as we go.  People are going to seek you out. Of course, now you know where to find me should consultation be beneficial.

Written with love, Amber

 

 

The Multidimensional Consciousness Community: My Recent Experience

The Multidimensional Consciousness Community: My Recent Experience

Note: I dedicate this post to all of the beautiful souls I met via my first exploration into a number of online consciousness communities. I am grateful for the individuals who are answering the clarion call to create them. It is clear to me that their true intent is to be a place to serve our awakening community as we make this unprecedented leap in consciousness on our planet. The time for isolation is past us now. We are now fully engaging what is Unity Consciousness. I wish to thank the dear souls with whom I interacted and received so much welcome, love and support. May you each thrive, love and hold all that you are with ease. Namaste brothers and sisters. Me en ta es ta si an si. My love always. – Amber

 

Since you too are rapidly awakening and growing in consciousness, I thought you may appreciate a summary of what I discovered among a segment of our greater online community. To help you know how I arrive at my experience today, it may assist you to know that I have been actively involved with my conscious life since my mid-twenties and am now in my early fifties, having been an aware child and young adult. I have had numerous human teachers from many paths and disciplines, each one accessed via paid individual sessions and workshops, as well as etheric guides assisting me to actively heal and care well for my inner life.

Within the last six months I took a very close look into existing expanded and advanced consciousness communities on the internet. Simultaneously I had a quantum leap in my own awareness and skills as well as a dizzying awakening to the breadth and expression of humans therein. I was at turns both ecstatic and sometimes startled at what I found. The former accelerated my growth, the latter tempered my engagement as to what it is today. Highly moderated.

By allowing myself to merge and lovingly participate in several communities, I met some exceptionally gifted and beloved individuals. These souls range across all adult age groups and comprise a world-wide community.  Their expressed viewpoints at times mirrored or advanced my own. I also met people whose paths were previously foreign to me adding valuable dimensions to my personal experience and overall knowledge base.

When I experienced new esoteric, cosmological or quantum energy themes I would be prompted to go further into research on new subjects that led me to amazing understandings and connections. At times, I was floored by what I came to understand. At others, I was brought to tears of energetic release and sheer joy at my discoveries. The knowledge base and dedication of these many souls to the ascension in consciousness of our planet sometimes matched and often exceeded my own. Thanks to these people, I fell even more deeply in love with the wild natural beauty and talents that comprise souls in form on the earth today.

As a lifelong mystery school student, mystic and highly intuitive being, I was somewhat limited to advanced consciousness relative to the healing arts perspectives via many modalities such as channeling, reiki, crystals, angelics, remote healing, and meditation. I had an understanding about the human energy system relative to chakras, auric fields and our merkabah.  I understood advanced fundamental premises about myself relative to galactic connectivity and my human life in the third dimension and other lifetimes. I also had a solid working understanding about time and space and quantum energy relative to existence. I understood the rise of the Divine Feminine archetype and the subsequent recovery of the Divine Male. But what I went on to learn took me further than I could have ever imagined.

I met people whose experiences were highly engaged with the galactic framework inclusive of Arcturians, Pleiadians and Sirians. I met those connected to the expanded angelic realm inclusive of AA Zadkiel, AA Uriel, and AA Michael. I learned from souls highly vibrating to the sacred geometry path relative to current ascension and ancient civilizations, both accepted such as ancient Egypt, and mythical to the third dimensional thought field, such as Atlantis and Lemuria. My awareness grew about how our consciousness community perceives the interior of Gaia and the worlds therein. And I took a leap into my understanding of dimensional councils and federations. I got a very new look into the Twin Flame phenomenon too.

I met people engaged in forms of Lightwork that were previously unknown to me, for example, light language and planetary gridwork. Both of which are now solidly in my wheelhouse of capability and experience. And I was particularly thrilled by those souls who expanded my own growing understanding for quantum energy mechanics. I also witnessed people who are dedicated to what is termed ‘disclosure’ relative to governmental public acknowledgement of diverse planetary life and historical engagements with and beyond Earth.  I also came to understand that the most important ‘disclosure’ activity is not of our patriarchal governmental institutions, but of our own as individuals. Humans are coming to terms with what is quite naturally by birth exceeding the five senses and our own internal awakenings. This is the true disclosure that is healing the planet and her people.

What I also found was that these people, of which I am one, have real human third dimension-based challenges. These humans are rapidly growing within and serving from significant spiritual and consciousness content that has been primarily awakened within them while attempting, with more or less success, to balance the requirements of daily living. Some of us, like myself, awoke decades ago to these themes, many others have been awakening more recently and many more are being born with these awarenesses perfectly intact, no awakening required. Most are living in isolation, even if they have close human relationships, with their awareness and skills, attempting to be in healthy families, raising children, tending to their work lives, paying rent, and nurturing their relationships. These souls are doing all of this while knowing they are on a transfiguring third dimensional plane.

What makes this community of souls exceedingly beautiful is that at the same time they are giving of their time, effort, and skills to advance the planetary work, both inside themselves and with others in order to assist Gaia into her next highest expression. This means that they create websites, Facebook groups and other local community events to invite people to gather, find support and work together as we are called to do today.

Not surprisingly in these communities I also found garden variety human dualism.  I watched as these lovely souls, learned in our esoteric paths, as adepts and embodied angelics, masters and galactic figures struggled with one another. Their own individualistic human conditions, which is a requirement of third plane density, created common bouts of disharmony and conflict. I witnessed and experienced the effects of small chat box communities becoming places of suffering and abrupt exclusion, often due to unfortunate communication gaffes, but also in the name of protection from ‘low vibration’ and ‘darkness’.  It was the latter that I found most harmful to individuals. In my observation, it was the lack of skill among those participating to effectively reconcile challenging communication issues versus any serious incursion or risk of exposure of negative energy that was the culprit.

This level of human suffering was the less desirable facet to my participation. Prior to beginning to establish my own public writing and teaching environment, I had not encountered it so pervasively. I had previously conducted my consciousness growth in private or very small circles across my life and had not ventured into online communities. In another example, I bumped into the ‘false light’ viewpoint that is applied when one individual assesses the expression of another soul’s path or teaching to be somehow misleading or dangerous versus simply another path one can explore. The problem with this dualistic application of judgement is that, in my view, all paths are choices with one path not better than another, just different and leading to differing vibratory consciousness results.

It is important to understand that as we seek to come together, as we are called to do in this growing consciousness community, while incredibly positive experiences await you, they can be very challenging too. Individuals caught up in the more painful aspects, depending on the strength of their own human psyche and what they are inviting to their experience, can become enmeshed and awash in this environment not unlike what they are already experiencing or have experienced in their lesser consciousness families, relationships and communities. In fewer cases, yes, less than scrupulous people or those simply unconscious to their style of engagement perpetuate this type of suffering and much worse. This experience can become so painful as to invite people back into familiar isolation at a time when we are called to come together to love, support and work with one another.

The best safeguard for your exploration or continuation with online consciousness communities? Become fully engaged with your sovereignty which means that you take complete and utter responsibility for everything that you bring into your experience. This means you consciously energetically address and release any notion of victimhood or willingness to participate consciously or unconsciously as either victim or predator. With sovereignty comes enormous self-responsibility to discern what is right for your experiences, to care well for your energetic life. The vastly empowering part is that with sovereignty comes freedom. And in this freedom, you will choose with whom you will engage and how, make adjustments to find balance when an experience needs to come to close, engage assistance when you need help coming back into balance and simply Knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt, that you can trust yourself and your own insight regardless of what you are seeing and hearing from anyone else, planetary or otherwise.

In my own case, I had a pretty good intuitive idea with what I was newly engaging. I did not know how it was going to affect me, and in fact, it grew me beyond what I could possibly have imagined. To this day and for the rest of my life I will love those that I discovered with whom I shared very powerful stories and moments. The rest I can easily release in love for them and for myself, completely understanding what needs to happen as we all make this way into fifth dimensional living and beyond. We are the bringers of a New Dawn on earth. And I thank each and everyone one of them, and you too, for being with me on this important journey.

Much love, Amber Chamberlain, M.Ed., Consciousness Teacher

My Multidimensional Story: The arrival of Sacred Geometry

My Multidimensional Story: The arrival of Sacred Geometry

Here is my story. As I lay resting one evening about five months ago, book in hand preparing to relax, I closed my eyes. There between and behind my eyes came a throb that was light at first. Then it became more noticeable. As the throbbing morphed into rhythmic pulsing, there began to arrive some of the prettiest and most delicate line drawings in gold against a very dark background. They were simple line representations of geometric forms one pouring on top of the other, raining softly into my field of vision, behind my eyelids, from varying directions. I knew they were telling me something about myself that was important. So I watched.

As a Pure Act of Unity Consciousness, my mission on Gaia requires that I tell you these things now. This is because the human leaders for what is New Earth in the 5th dimension have already been born and are arriving daily. If you are reading this, you are one of them. I tell you this because for you specifically I am an educator on human planetary consciousness and living in the New 5D Earth. I am not the only one as there are many of us all over the planet. It is the job of those of us experiencing this ascension leap Now to tell our stories so that you may have support and comfort in them as they begin to happen for you too.

It occurs to me that in these writings it is really helpful to you, as I work my way backward in my story, to catch you up on only the most intriguing events as there really are many more I can tell you. Some of these moments have been shocking, some awe inducing and others have dropped me to the floor in tears of  recognition, remembrance and joy formerly unknown at such depths in my life. As is the case for the Universal Law of Manifestation, my retelling and your reading of this triggers a cascading  vibratory resonant experience for you such that you open to these experiences in yourself. That is how energy works. It calls to you. It dials your number (frequency), so to speak. It is mathematical.It is expansive, adding onto itself into infinity. Entropy always. Just as you always thought. No?

As for the arrival of the Sacred Geometry, I came to know, upon follow up research, that these forms are specific building blocks to ALL civilizations. I found references to humans for whom these arrived in the very same way as my experience. These writings are religious texts and spiritual canons from various world-wide perspectives.These Geometries are referenced in ancient writings about the Egyptian, Aztec and Incan civilizations. I also saw references crop up in accounts for lesser currently ‘accepted’ civilizations, meaning mythical in 3D language, for Atlantis, Lemuria, and Shambhala. And there is a very good reason. Get ready.

I came to know that these gorgeous and powerful Geometries are the stuff of which All existence is made. See the Fibonacci Sequence and the Flower of Life, explore these forms as they relate to quantum energy mechanics and look for them in art across the ages. These are the Gifts of our very Cosmos, alive and well. And Now these fundamental forms in every combination are taking Gaia, along with us, to her next Harmonious Civilization in her next highest expression, the 5th dimensional plane of existence. She, with our assistance, is literally remaking Herself, renewing Herself and using these building blocks to do so. I can tell you this is so, for I have Seen it.

For the next few months thereafter I had more arrive in just the same way, as I lay down to relax before bedtime reading. One time they appeared as line drawings in gold set against a pristine white background.  In this case they were formed into what appeared to be mechanical tools of varying types. And they were utterly beautiful and mesmerizing. These episodes were minutes long but seemed to convey more in those moments than most things did in my lifetime.

The other thing that has or will begin to happen to you is that once you are exposed to New Learning, you will begin to integrate it at a rate that I call ‘nano-learning’. What I mean is that what you read as you are guided to it will connect dots between other prior information and intuitive understandings. And THEN the full understanding will arrive on you. Boom. Just. Like. This Knowing arrived because it was supposed to at that very moment. This jump in awareness was hardwired into your very being at your atomic level upon arrival to the planet.

I’ll now leave it with you to follow your own guidance and lead yourself into wherever this story takes you. As if you have read to this point, you most assuredly are coming right along with me in your emerging role here in the New 5D Earth. Welcome, it is my pleasure to be your Guide and Teacher for what will become your next Highest Expression for your own Soul and it’s Service to all kind, human and otherwise. Know that we are All One.

Much Love. Much Light. From my Heart to Yours. Amber

 

The New Particulate of One

The New Particulate of One

By now you have a solid idea that Something is Totally Going On Here. And not just any something. What you are now Knowing is that you have changed. Your relationships have heaved, some going asunder while some new or flourishing more brightly than you thought could be possible this lifetime. Your work lives have cleaved, some careers disappearing into your rearview mirror while giving rise to new expressions you had little knowledge of which you were capable or interested. Your nutritional approach has even changed leading you to a more wholly satisfying eating pattern. You may even have caught glimpses of yourself and felt for a flash that you look a bit different.  And you are aware that you feel very differently about being alive.

Welcome, loves, to your New Particulate of One. What has happened is highly searchable on the internet right now by infinite names and traditions long anticipated in earth years. And highly honored and supported Now by the Cosmos. In short, thanks in part to solar winds, gamma rays and your readiness to evolve you are highly resonating with heart centered coherence among all beings on the planet Gaia.  Each and everyone one of you. This change is a matter of fact not a matter of choice. And it is simply astounding, beautiful and while not unknown in the multiverse, it is unprecedented in human history.

You already know that you are made up, as is all of Existence, of a miraculous interplay of particulate matter. Fourth grade science told you so. Quantum physics and geometry explain all of this with an elegance that once you begin to understand will have you at first starstruck and feeling almost crushed by the level of beauty that you are. That we ALL are. Scientists, poets, artists, philosophers, and yes, long venerated religious figures and texts express what we are experiencing. There are those among us now who are keepers of this knowledge and are assisting in this brilliant shift in ways that will astound you.

In this Now Moment, you have arrived at the Particulate of One. You will never again lose access to knowing that your true nature merges you unceasingly with All There Is. You will never again experience, unless you elect to do so, painful alienation and isolation from one another, indeed from all sentient beings.  You will simply feel connection.

From here on out you will be discerning how this Unity experience is to be self responsibly carried out in your daily life. Will you serve your community? Will you care for one another? Will you nurture your home planet Earth? Will you increase your kindness at work? Will you mind your thoughts and feelings as a loving shepherd to sheep? Will you allow love, love for self and love for others, to inform your choices and actions? As these are the choices you will begin to make. Consciously.

Know that it is ok when you dip away from what is now available inside of you. It is okay to choose to explore the absence of unity some more. But it will only be that, an exploration. It will no longer be a pervasive incoherent condition plaguing Earth and her beings. You are sovereign.

I am sending you my Love. The beauty of these Times takes my breath away. In love and service. — Amber Chamberlain, M.ed., Consciousness Teacher